It's all about love by Priya Jha (ereader iphone .txt) 📕

And holding onto this wave

of how it felt to me

In all of those days

When it just broke off

The time that I spent

The light that i wasted

The funny part of all this is

You moved 

Yea you moved 

And I got stuck

Right in this place

The place for you and me
This shouldn't be so hard

But this is all thats there

All thats left of you and me

Broken hearts and bare backs

To this scorching heat

 All thats left of you and me

And I rushed to the start

To see you there again

But maybe it's too late

For us to know this pain

Coz it's already here

The funny part of all this is

You moved 

Yea you moved 

And I got stuck

Right in this place

The place for you and me
This shouldn't be so hard

But this is all thats there

All thats left of you and me

Broken hearts and bare backs

To this scorching heat 

All thats left of you and me

 She chose silence ,

because it was better than explaining the chaos in her heart. 

 She chose to apologise even if it wasn't her fault,

because they were important.  

 Even in the midst of storm in her mind,

She chose to confront people. 

 She disturbed people,

because she knew how it feels like to have no one to disturb. 

  She was scared of attachments,

because she can't let go things easily

when it becomes a part of her life . 

 While she loved the hello folks.

Goodbyes left her shattered.

   She knows joy,

She knows agony,

She knows the importance of

every little thing someone does for her. 

 That doesn't make her weak,

instead it makes her real.

A heart longing for attention.
wandering and wavering
Not a soul to speak!
Disheartened and lifeless
my story summed up!
Loneliness and negativity
Eating me alive!
Rising from the ashes,
Seems a history behind!
Emotionally broken,
No words to speak! 

 I think of all my problems,
I think of all my pain.
I think of all my sorrows,
Untill i go insane.
I think of all the smiles i've worn,
Which hide sorrows Underneath.
No one seems to notice,
That i go through so much grief.
My tears seem to keep flowing,
Inside my tired eyes.
Each time i want to say something,
My words come out as lies.
These days i am feeling distant,
Far away and weak.
My sadness pulls me further,
From the happiness i seek.
I've just begun to realise,
That my hopes and dreams are gone.
I am walking a dead end road,
Humming a tuneless song.
I am standing on a roof top,
Although i am scared of heights.
I am watching the cars beneath we move,
And somehow this doesn't feel right.
Now i think of what i am doing,
I know i should find a way.
To beat through my depression,
Will i be able to someday.
Someone might be there,
To help me make it through.
Maybe they will listen,
And tell me what to do.
I am seeing through the darkness,
And i am starting to trust a few.
I think i will try to make it,
So i can be there for them too.

 Face filled with joy

Blushing cheeks

Stomach full of butterflies

Eyes with tears of happiness

Hands numb and cold

Trembling lips..
Yes this happened

This happened to me every time i saw you.

When you were away

Each second felt like an year..

Yes..

An Year!
Love? Romance? No!

It was something else

Like a connection to my soul

Like a spark

Like fire burning inside

I craved for you..

It was the need of you..
The need of you being by my side

In my life,

in every moment..

No matter what phase

Happy, Sad, Dull or Shiny~

I wanted it with you

Yes you!!

Publication Date: 12-08-2019

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