LOVE by LINDA N. CRUM (red queen ebook TXT) 📕

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I NEVER THOUGHT I’D BE SO HAPPY,
OR THAT I’D CARE THIS MUCH.
I NEVER THOUGHT I’D LOVE SOMEONE,
JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU.

I NEVER THOUGHT I’D FIND THAT ONE,
I FOUND THAT AND MORE WHEN I FOUND YOU
I NEVER THOUGHT I’D SMILE SO MUCH
NOW IT’S ALL I CAN MANAGE TO DO.

YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY
JUST CALLING ME YOUR “BABY LOVE"
YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO LOVED
WHEN YOU SAY “I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL”

YOU MAKE ME SMILE SIMPLY
FROM EVERYTHING YOU SAY AND DO
YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL
BY SAYING I’M YOUR “PERFECT WOMAN”

I CAN’T EXPRESS TO YOU
HOW MUCH YOU REALLY MEAN TO ME
I CAN’T TELL YOU ENOUGH
JUST HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE TO ME.

I CAN’T BEGIN TO STRESS
JUST HOW AMAZING YOU ARE
I CAN’T TELL YOU ENOUGH
JUST HOW MUCH I REALLY LOVE YOU.


"ONE MAN"

You’re the one man in this world that holds the key to my heart and the answers to all my hopes and dreams. You carry them with you every step of the way and every second of the day.

You’re the one man in this world that I love more than anything. You are my whole life and my whole world!! You are my one and only!! You are my everything!! You are my all!! You can never be replaced!!

You’re the one man in this world that knows everything about me. I keep my emotions and feelings bottled up inside and you help me set them free. You speak from the heart, always letting me know how you feel. You are the answer to all of my prayers. You are my best friend.

The sparkle in your eyes is as bright as the sun and moon. No other man could ever out shine you. The smile on your face lets me know you care. The feeling of your hands on me let me know that I’m the one if only for that moment in time.

Every morning that I wake you are the first thing I think of and every night that I fall asleep you are the last thought before I drift off to sleep. Thinking and dreaming are nothing compared to being at your side. You are my sunshine on those dark gloomy days and the stars hanging in the sky on those dark starless nights.

The love that I have for you is unmistakable. The way you make me feel is irreplaceable. Look into my eyes on any given day and ask me do I love you. The answer is clearly written on my face, it can’t be unseen.

I walk around daily with a sparkle in my eyes and a rosy hue on my cheeks. Just one look at me let’s the whole world know I’m in love and that love can’t be taken away from me. Try to take it and it’s the worst thing possible.

I can’t picture my life without you in it. A future without you included would be pointless and moot. My life would be worthless and incomplete. A day not spent in your company is the longest and most tiresome day of all.


"TROUBLE"

THE TROUBLE WITH ME IS
I FALL IN LOVE TO FAST
THE TROBLE WITH ME IS
I ALWAYS WANT IT TO LAST

WHEN I FALL IN LOVE
I FALL PRETTY HARD
WHEN I FALL IN LOVE
IT TAKES MY MIND ON A TRIP

I’M IN A TRANCE LIKE STATE
I CAN NEVER BE SAVED
MY EYES ARE BLIND
TO THE WORLD OUTSIDE

YOUR WORDS HAVE GOT ME CAPTURED
THERE IS NO END IN SIGHT
YOUR PLEES OF LOVE
KEEP ME UP ALL NIGHT

BABY CAN’T YOU SEE
YOU’RE JUST THE ONE FOR ME
I WON’T LET YOU GO
I’M GONNA MARRY YOU SOMEDAY


"Have You Ever Wandered??"

Have you ever wandered what if??
Have you ever wandered what would have happened??
Have you ever wandered what could have been??
Have you ever wandered what true love is??

What if …
What if we had stayed together??
What if we had not listened to others??
What if we had listened to our hearts??

What would have happened…
What would have happened had we never met??
What would have happened had we stayed together??
What would have happened had you never said “I Love You” ??

What could have been…
What could have been if we’d stayed together??
What could have been if I’d never given you all of my heart??
What could have been had we been different??

What true love is…
What true love is, it’s what I feel for you!!
What true love is- the truth I know is in your heart!!
What true love is-the one and only man in the world!!


"Forgive Me"

Can’t go back to yesterday
And fix all the things I’ve done
Gotta move forward
And make things better as I go.

Forgive me for all the times I’ve messed up.

I’m sorry for all the hurt and pain
I’ve caused you.
I’m sorry,
Don’t give up on us just yet.

Forgive me for all the hurt and pain.

I’m sorry for all the things
I’ve said.
I’m sorry for all the things
I’ve done.

Forgive me for all I’ve done to you.

I’m sorry for all the times
I’ve let you down.
I’m sorry for all the times
I’ve made you blue.

Forgive me for all the times you were blue.

Things will never be the same
As they were once before
I can’t keep lying
And hiding my feelings deep inside.

Forgive me for all the times I have lied.

Can’t go back to yesterday
And fix all the things I’ve done
Gotta move forward
And make things better as I go.

Forgive me for all the times I’ve messed up.


"Everything You Say!!"

Seems just like yesterday I had no one
But now all I’m having is fun
I’ve looked from afar for a while
Hoping you’d see me smile

Now that you’re mine
The sun will finally shine
You brighten up my day
With everything you say

I hope that you will see
This is where I want to be
I’m having the time of my life
And can’t wait to be your wife

When you asked if I’d be with you
You didn’t have a clue (and still don’t)
Just how happy you made me
Maybe one day you will see

You’ve opened up my eyes
And made me realize
That I was in love with you
But I never really knew

Never before could I say
That I felt this way
Please don’t ever go
For I Love You so!!


"Ending "

Yesterday life seemed to end
The world stopped turning
All of this because of you
Mr. I’m Not That Mean!!

In all my 17 years of living
I’ve never seen such a thing
At first I didn’t care
Then I realized it was directed at me

I stood frozen in my place
And tried to hide my face
Ooops to late
Everyone’s already seen it

This time I’m not going to run
And I’m not going to hide
I’m done with this shit, all of it I say
I only wish to die

As I lay here dying
I say my final goodbye
As if you were the only one alive
I know I’ll miss you
But I must leave this world behind.


"Erased Time"

When I found out you didn’t love me
I thought, “How can this be?”
We have had our fun,
But I guess, that we’re done

I’ve tried so hard
That now I’m scarred
With the life you’ve left me
Yet, I still can’t see

When I asked, “Is this lust?”
All you said was, “No, it’s about us!!”
I’ve tried to move on
Because now you’re gone

When I think of the day
I put my heart at bay
I still can’t see
Why you asked me

Yesterday is gone forever
Yet, you’re so damn clever
You had to have a plan
Because you thought you were “the man”

How did you think this
After just one kiss
Now that I know
I still think, “So!!”

Did you say, “I Love You”
Hoping I’d get the clue??
Did you ask me to marry you
Because you thought I knew??

Here’s the big blow,
I didn’t know!!
I loved you, for you
And I still don’t have a clue

When I hear “our” song
I think, “Where did I go wrong??”
You don’t have a clue
How much I still love you

You thought you were right
Every time we’d fight
This time you’re wrong
Because there isn’t any song

From sun up to sun down
You made me look like a clown
Now that you’re gone
My life isn’t such a con

I wonder, “Do I really still love you??”
Yeah, I really still do
Would I do it all again
Yeah, even though it’s a sin

Every time I try to move on
I think, “Shit he’s gone”
Even though I constantly try
I always start to cry

Now that I see
That I am free
I wonder why
I always cry

I’m not ready to let go
It’s not the end of our “love” show
There are no more steps to climb
But I haven’t run out of time.


"Let You Go"

How can this be
I mean you and me
You were always there
Saying that you cared for me.

Now that I know
I must let you go
Just go away from me…

Oh, darling can’t you see
You have broken what was left of me
Now that I know
The truth was right in front of me
I must let you go.


Locked


At days end I find myself confused,
Why I’m confused I’ll never know
That is unless I set myself free
From the prison I’ve locked myself in

I’ve locked myself here for several reasons
None of which will make sense to you
I’m hoping that in writing this
Maybe they will make sense someday

I’ve locked myself away
To save myself the heartbreak
Maybe I did this
To save my sanity

If I may be honest for a moment
I did it to save myself from you
It is nothing for which you are responsible
I have only myself to blame

I can no longer hide my emotions deep inside
For you have long since set them free
You may ask how this is true
Seeing as I am hiding from you

‘tis true, ‘tis true my darling dear
My heart sought you out from the rest
My soul connected with yours
Thus, conjured my thoughts to you

While these emotions are awakening
I can’t help feeling unsure of myself.


"My Love, My Best Friend"

Love is something special and magnificent
To share with the one you dream of
Love is always warm smiles and passionate glances
When you share it with your best friend

What is love
Without the one you dream of every