Confusion 3 by Alex James Cullen (notion reading list .TXT) 📕

Little ol' heart of mine

suffocating in this
mess
feels like my emotions are being put to the
test
I've been in so many
places
Learned so many
things
Seen so many
faces
Everything trying to fit in this little ol' heart of mine


Forget him...

Forget his name
Forget his face
Forget his kiss
Forget his soft embrace

Forget the love you once knew
Remember he has someone new..
Forget how he played your song
Remember you cried all night long..
Forget how close you once were
Remember he chose her
Forget how you mesmerized his walk
Forger the voice he used to talk
Forget all the things he used to say
Remember hes gone away
Forget his laugh
Forget his grin
Forget the dimple on his chin
Forget how he held you tight
Remember hes with her tonight..
Forget the time that went so fast
That love is now the past
Forger he said he leave you never
Remember hes gone forever

I Know

i know why the caged bird sings
why he says all of these things
he sits in his cage all day long
singing his sorrowful song
he can never be free that he knows
he is only safe from the cat below
circling his cage licking her lips
taking a feather or two between nips
Soon he knows he will die
and thats when he can finally fly

(i wrote this after i read the first twlight book)

Fire

i feel the heat run through my veins
i hear my heart pump a rythm
just a little pinch it wont hurt a bit
he licks the vein in my neck
it will only take a sec
Double insisors pierce my throat
i gasp as the extasy racing through my body
i never want him to let go never to stop
but then he pulls away
and says thats enough for today

Strong arms.

Before i had nothing to hold me up
from all the pain fear or mistakes that ive made or how all the things i had to sit and pay for
but now i feel strong arms encircle me again
finally i feel safe
away from danger away from from harm away from pain
i feel my heart being put back together
i am home

The End

i stared out my window as the rain started
PING PING PING
hear my father and mother yelling at one another
BAM SMACK SCREAM
i load the pistol ready for action
SLIDE SPIN CLICK
i hear her scream
i hear him laugh
i close my eyes
CLICK..CLICK...SPLAT!

The end #2

walk down the halls, my shoes barely a whisper on the tile
STEP STEP STEP
past the kids that laugh at me
GIGGLE SNICKER LAUGH
stop at my locker turn the lock put in the combo
SPIN SPIN TURN CLICK
i open my locker at there it is
the silver instrument i love
i smile as i grab my treasure
AIM SHOOT AND FIRE


Forever

ive only a minute
only sixty seconds
forced upon me cant refuse it
didnt seek it didnt choose it
i must suffer if i lost it
give an account if i abuse it
just a tiny little minute
but eternity in it

Time

in enternity there is time
in time there are years
in years there are memories
in memories the are you and me

Watching

i sit and watch how he flatters the girls
his teeth shiny and white like pearls
his eyes a dark deep blue
does he know i can be true?
his teeth run across his lips
how i wish i can give the ma nip
always the homofreak never hip
everyone says im a trip
he brushes his dark hair back
he is offlimits and thats a fact


Best friends

Best friends always there for one another
Best friends always help one another
never knew she could be just a picture on my wall
i didnt know her body was that small
never knew she'd be on my shelf
didnt know she'd kill herself

Hours

Do you know how many hours i scream at night?
how i beg for my life?
do you know whats it like to feel your bones break under someone boot or shoe
how it feels to be lower then dirt

So you know how many hours i scream at night?

Publication Date: 10-14-2010

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