DBT Poems For The World by Dennis Blair Tillman (notion reading list .TXT) 📕

THE LIFE OF POOR
AND POVERTY


POEMS FOR THE WORLD


About Me
I grew up in Kalamazoo, MI. I started writing poems when I was twelve years old. Writing poems was a way for me to escape from my problems and everything else around me. It was my happy place. A place where nothing can go wrong.
Dedication
I dedicate this book to my wife, my family and GOD. I chose GOD because no matter what I did or what happened he never gave up on me. I chose my family because they helped me through the hard times and made sure that I was always safe and they would help me stay on the right track. Also I chose my wife because no matter what happened or what bad choices I ever made she would help me fix them and she will always stand by my side.


Chapter One
Who to trust and not to Trust during Hard and Difficult Times


I Grew up in a small city and went to a lot of schools and I was taught a lot. By me being in special education you have to watch for people who start fights and arguments because those people are bad influences in your life. When I started 9th grade my life changed gotten in a fight and had a concussion and blacked out for 80 seconds that is when all my problems started. If you do not believe in GOD you won’t live a good or happy life you will suffer and have a lot of problems. I grew up in a family of eight siblings and lived in a low income based family. I was always starving and nothing to do and physically and verbally abused a lot. As a child I did not have any good days I always had bad times because people were disrespectful and abusive. The people I could or did trust were my dad and mom and siblings. When I was in 5th grade my adopted dad asked our uncle to pick us from school and we were punished and were absent from school for a not cleaned room and we were Beaton and abused and yelled at for a minor situation like that. People should take anger management classes for their problems and not take it out on everyone and anyone because it will come back to hunt you in life. GOD does not like ugly or the wicked. If You Do what’s best for you and respect others and elders you will be gifted and blessed. If you trust in GOD you will be rewarded for the good if you do badly you will pay for your actions. People who hurt and disrespect you, you should watch out because they could do bad and hurt the people you love. People you love are the people who take care of you not hurt and abuse you. During 2008 I moved out on my own into and apartment and got on food stamps and lived with $69.00 of food stamps a month and I am disabled and I live off of Social Security Disability. 2009 is when the recession hit the economy hard and jobs thousands of jobs were lost and healthcare went off track into complications. All everyone has to do is pray and as for guidance from GOD if you need. I f you trust in GOD he will bring you through if you are in poverty he will bring you out if you are in the need of help he will answer if you call his name because Jesus is above all names and when praises goes up blesses will come down. If you trust in GOD you will have a good and live a healthy life. If you live right and saved you will live longer. Love others and treat others the way you want to be treated. My plans for my life are to trust and live good and a right saved life. Just remember who is lord and whoare above all things. The Name is Jesus He Died and Rose again for our sins.


CHAPTER TWO
What Is Being Saved


Being and living saved is doing what is right and good and best for yourself and others. I once was not saved and did not go to church at all but I had my ups and downs and good and bad times but now I am saved. Like it says in the bible Do unto others the way you want to be treated. Living saved is doing good and the best way that you can do. Help others and donate to churches and foundation give back to the community. Living saved is paying your tides and offerings every Sunday. If you were saved help others get saved and help others live a good and a right life. Living saved you will set an example for the young peoples and anybody. I could have been dead and gone a long time ago but look being saved and living right I’m still here. Be blessed in the city be blessed in the field you can depend on GOD to bring you through. If it had not been for GOD I would have never made it or never could have made it. I t may be hard times may be tough but look at me I am still here for the goodness of GOD. I’m here for a reason and I’m here to help others to change their lives and help them get saved and live a right and trust worthy life. As I was growing up thinking that I wouldn’t achieves my goals and following my dreams. With GOD in my life my thoughts and thinking has changed. I have been achieving my goals and following my dreams. My message for all is you don’t have to be a follower you can be the bigger and better person and be a leader and follow your dreams. Be somebody in life and achieve your goals. When I was 18 years old I was doing real bad and happy and sad thankful and glad. I had some ups and downs. But here is a testimony I’m steel here and stronger than ever and bigger and better. Here is my message for everyone you can do the same and become somebody and do something in life. If I did and done it you can do and achieve. GOD saw the best in me when everyone else could only see the worst in me. If he saw the best in me he can see the best in you. If you call on JESUS he will answer you no matter what the situations are. Some people may have a mansion and some people may have cars. But you can become somebody and you can become a super star. No matter whom you are no matter what you do long as you are saved and living a trust worthy and a saved life you will make it no what you are as long as it’s right. You will become one of the bright stars at night. We all are GODs children and we all are loved no matter what we do we can be forgiven and blessed for the good not the bad long as we are happy.GOD loves us day by day night by night looking down at us from the brightest light. We all are loved and being guided and watched over by the Great and loving GOD above. We all need to thank GOD for his everlasting love. Without GOD we will be nothing and with GOD we will be blessed and have something. If you live a holy and have faith in GOD you will do well no matter if you are rich poor from the trailer parks or from the hood. We need to love and help one another not hurt and be angry at one another. People need to love Mom and Dad and our brothers and our sisters. If you be a follower you are a weak and sad person. If you help others and be a leader you are a strong and bigger better person. When I was growing up as a teenager I was weak and sad and an angry person because I was a follower not a leader. I did dumb and stupid things just to get attention and I was a class clown and always showing off in front of others.There is none like the most powerful name JESUS. If you just call and pray on that name you will be released from evil and brought out of the wickedness and relieved from pain. What I have learned for years is Sadness and Depression is the work of the Devil. All Good and happy and smile is GODS greatest creation. Be Blessed brothers and be blessed sisters because there is something GOD has planned for you.


CHAPTER THREE
My Testimony’s


I have testimonies to tell as a child through Adult hood. As I was growing up I was in special education from kindergarten to 12th grade and I was in a lot of fights and suspended from school. My first testimony is: When I was growing up and I thought that I would never graduate from high school because I didn’t have good grades or not enough credits. But put all bad talk aside I was 18 years old when I graduated and caught up and earned more and all my credits. My second Testimony is: When I was 18 years old I sleep walked out my bedroom window and fell off the roof and had blacked out but no injuries. I went to the hospital and the doctor said nothing was wrong with me and that I was in good health. I prayed and thanked GOD for watching over me and be there for me and he never turned his back on me because I could have been hurt or dead. My Third Testimony is: My wife and I were bug spraying the house and I was stupid and went in the house and didn’t listen to my wife and I got sick and ended up and admitted into the hospital for one day. While I was in there I prayed and ask GOD to forgive my bad actions I made and called on JESUS and as of today I am alive and doctors said nothing was wrong with me and I thanked GOD and my wife for supporting me through my problems and situations. After you read my testimonies I want you to think before you do something that you might have to regret. Life is precious and you only have one life and life is short think before you do and think before you act. After those kinds of situations I changed the way I think and I got saved and I got married and I have a wonderful wife and kids. If it had not been for GOD I wouldn’t most likely be on the face of the earth be smart and don’t be a follower. Be someone big and be somebody don’t make mistakes like I have because in GODS eyes we all are a super star and we all are the same but we will be before GOD the same way and we will be judged for our actions as being on earth in the flesh as a human man orwomen. I want what’s best for everyone because I been though tests and situations that you can’t Imagine. I want to