Pieces of My Heart by Gresë Bekteshi (love letters to the dead .TXT) 📕

Date: 22.11.2008
Dedication: to my lovely grandpa


Forever your princess

All of my life I’ve been waiting
For a boy who would love me
For a man who would light my heart
For an angle who would safe my life

Now that I found you
I would never let you go
Cause your love is the only one
That can make me happy till the end of time

I dream your smiling face
Under the moonlight
In the lonely nights
And I swear to God, I’d give my life
Just to be with you every single night

It doesn’t matter how long it takes
To be into your heart
To touch your soul
To make you love me forever more
It doesn’t matter I will wait
To be forever your princess


Friend in need

Under my skin I feel freeze
Like the spring morning breeze

Because I just want you and I to be the same
So I could stop playing this stupid game
Than I would say you that I adore
And I love you forever more
This what I’m staying is not a joke
My heart is which for me has spoke

I just want you near. So, I’d never have fear
That you someday will go dear
You must know this friend of mind
Friends like you is hard to find
You’ll understand it through the time

I just want this to end
I really need you my friend
I want you here in my heart
New life than it will start
You’ll shine in the night
You’re light will be, oh, so bright

I just want to feel you’re love
And breathe the same air with you
To hear you whispering in my ears
When you say: “I’m here my friend, I love you.”

Than the flower will bloom in her way
It won’t have tears again like yesterday


Friends forever

Our life paths crossed when we was only seven years old
Since that day we have been friends giving each other the best
When we were thirteen we parted in two
Not knowing what we gone do
But soon we understood that without each other we can not be
And the teenage feelings put as together forever to be
Now we are here together under the black sky and stars
Dreaming about our future and which way of life to pass
We dream our jobs and guys hoping we will have the perfect life
Hoping we will make our dreams come true and believing that this is what we gone do
Dreaming to take a walk in the park two of us with beautiful sons
Thinking about us as old women sitting together in the grass
And remembering barriers of life that united we passed
But sometimes wishing to know how it gone be because we knew that dreams are just dreams
And this is how always is going to be
For a moment that night you kept your eyes on me
And with a compassion look asked me why all the people aren’t good
Looking the stars and hugging each other we agreed do be together
And always helping each other
We agreed to be generous because nothing else it doesn’t really matters
And we were sure we would keep that promise as long as we would be untied.


Frozen world

Just look the world
It’s never been so false
It’s never been more frozen
And great hearts are broken

People don’t talk to each other
They don’t respect their own mother
They don’t help their father
They don’t know their brother

But when they look back
There isn’t anything left
Anything good at least
Cause they have forgotten their own genes

It’s awful I know and
It’s too hard to admit
But this is the world we’re living in.


Happiness is being with you

People lie about me and you
But every word of them is paving my path to you,
Cause I don’t care what they say,
They don’t know the feelings of my heart
They can judge by my face.
But my eyes aren’t clear enough to be understood.
So, why do they speak without being sure?!
Why do I listen to them when through them lies you’re the truth?!
I don’t want to remember what they say,
But I can’t forget the world.
Cause there lives the memory of you, too.
I don’t want to hear their voice but I can’t become deaf,
Cause I want to hear your lovely voice whispering to me.
I don’t want to see the world but I can’t close my eyes,
Cause I would die if I don’t see your shining face each and every time.
Between the world and you, I choose you.
Cause I want to be happy and I won’t find happiness if I’m not with you.


Her

From the balcony of the black sky
Slowly the moon is getting high

Near the sea, I can see
A little girl, feeling happy and free

While she stays there on her knees
Her face is touched by the ocean breeze

There is no star in the sky
Her face is shinning through all the night

The moon cannot anymore be seen
Cause the little girl now is the queen

All people tonight are sleeping
And in their dreams her they’re keeping

The waves are singing for her so laud
So she can hear their beautiful sound

The night is floating suddenly through the space
The sun is running to se her beautiful face.


I miss

I miss the mornings
When we woke up together
Waiting the sunrise
And you said to me:
“It doesn’t matter if the sun doesn’t shine
You shine for me.”

I miss the days
That I’ve spent with you
Looking the blue sky
And you said to me:
“You make me fly.”

I miss the nights
When you were by my side
Looking the moonlight
And you said to me:
“You’re my only star.”

The only things that I don’t miss
Are my dreams
Cause you’re always there waiting for me


I need you- you don’t know

She’s trying to take charge of my thoughts
Without thinking she’s doing wrong

She wants to control my life
And it’s hurting me like a knife

It is killing me inside
Cause she looks just with her eyes

So, she’ll never understand
Why she can’t be my friend

And without thinking with her heart
Can never take in my life a part

She judges me for who I am not
And asks me for something I haven’t got

When I think of her I feel sorrow
She won’t be by my side to give me a better tomorrow

She blames me for living in my way
Maybe because she wants to change the yesterday

She looks of what I do
Just to say I did it wrong, too

She screams at me for nothing
And wants to tell her everything

She doesn’t know that for a sun to shine
You’ll have to move the clouds, at least to try

A mistake is just something you did wrong
And you’ll do a lot so better stay strong

Someday I hope she will understand
That I really want her to be my friend


If…
If every time you will look at me
You will notice what is wrong

Then I will know your love is strong

If every time you will listen to me
You will hear the voice of my heart

Then from you love I will never depart

If every time you will feel the glory
It will be because you touched my face

Then I will know our love is full of grace

If every time you will remember me
You will have butterflies for days

Then I will know you’re not playing games

If every time we are far away
You will cry in the rain

Then I will know our love is build in pain

If every time you will tremble and fly
It will be because we share a kiss

Then I will know this is a love we shouldn’t miss

And if every time you will see s rose
You will feel a love for sure

Then I will know your love for me is pure.


Just me and my guitar

In the winter when it was cold
A magic word I was told
“Never let your spirit to be sold
Cause you’ll always have the guitar to hold”

And in summer nights with friends
In the beach, footsteps in sand
It’s beside us with its melody
Unchaining our feelings, making us free

Even when it rains in fall
And I have no one to call
It’ll always be with me till the end
My guitar, my dearest friend

When I feel I can’t get it through
And I’m about to give up a dream coming true
The guitar becomes my guiding light
I just hear as it plays the chords of life

In spring, summer, winter and fall
It will always be just me and my guitar


Let me…

Let me remember her laughter and her tears
Let me be there when she says: “I need you here”.

Let me race her to the moon
Let me hope I’ll see her soon

Let me hear her sound so clear
Let me hug her oh, so dear

Let me see her in every dream
Let me walk with her underneath the moonbeam

Let me write on her in each fairy tale
Let me say to her - being far isn’t fair

Let me hold her in my arms when she has a nightmare
So, she will understand I will always be there

Let me miss her lovely face
Let me think we’re in the same place

Cause she’s my sister, a very special friend
And I wish she will be with me till the end


Let me be me

Let me be me
And just love me for who I am
Please don’t try to change my head
It’s a chance you never had
Let me be myself
To show you how I am
You’ll be surprised and touched
Cause you never let me show of me much
I will