Pieces of My Heart by Gresë Bekteshi (love letters to the dead .TXT) 📕

Alone
Suddenly I don’t remember how I used to be
Just I’m sure it isn’t me
I’m in a middle of nowhere
Who I’m waiting is not coming there
I can’t remember how I came here
But I definitely know I have too much fear
You don’t know how is to be nameless
Even that free you’re hopeless
You don’t have a place to call home
You don’t have friends. You’re a bother for some
You don’t have whom to say mum
Your daddy never is in town
I don’t know why God let me alone
With my parents dead, I’m in my own.

Date:27.03.2009


Always in my heart

I know you just for a short time
But I also know you’ll always be part of my life
You will live forever in my heart
Even in those days when we’ll be depart
Cause you helped me through out the time
I’m so proud you’re a friend of my.

Your sweet smile and generous heart
Made you a hug part of my life
A part that will never day
Cause without you my soul would cry

God sent you on my way
To be forever my friend for this I pray
An angle blessed my with your sight
And made you a star in my darkest night

Beauty in you is all that I see
You’re the best thing that could
Ever happen to me

Dedication: to my sweet friend
Date: 12.11.2008


Beautiful dream

Kiss the day to say goodbye
When the sun starts to fly
Give welcome to the night
Hug the moon that brings light
Close your eyes not to see the blackness
Run in a place full of happiness
Follow the guardian of the fairy tale door
There you’ll find just sweetness. It’s the candy store
Fly beyond the clouds so white
You’ll become with wings in this marvelous flight
Pass through the flowers in the ground
To hear birds magic sound
The fantasy will come around
I know that it’s a beautiful dream
But when you wake up please don’t scream
The sun is touching your beautiful heart
It’s a new day, a happy start.

Date: 14.12.2008
Dedication: to the children in the world


Beauty really doesn’t matter

It doesn’t matter how you look outside
What matters is how you are inside
You can buy the world with your face
Buy you can never have in people’s heart a place
You can control everything by being a queen
But in your eyes love can never be seen
Cause beauty isn’t all that counts
It there’s no one around
If you don’t have with whom to share
It will disperse you better be aware
So, if you hate loneliness
Don’t be loveless
And if beauty is what for you matters
Be lovely to have the beauty forever

Date: 18.11.2008


Beauty stealer

Someone has stolen her beauty
Whoever it was has completed
Successfully the duty
That one has brought her a sad face
Isolate her in a lonely place
Has made her feel shame
And for this that person should be blamed
Now I miss her happy eyes
In them the light has died
Enjoyment is not anymore part of her day
A bad person has taken it away
That one has made her live in a cage abound
Like a bird which can’t make it happy sound
But I hope she won’t feel the same
When life calls her beautiful name

Date: 18.12.2008


Believing the wrong man

If there’s one thing that I don’t need
It’s another man for whom my heart beats
If there’s one thing that I would do
It’s to forget the time I’ve spent with you
So, if it isn’t right for you, don’t say it, please
Cause I would never fall for you in my knees

I’m flying high, so don’t cut my wings
I don’t want to fall for this
I don’t want to cry for you
You don’t deserve it, this is true.

But I fell and begged you to stay
And you didn’t want to hear me, so you walked away
You didn’t care if I couldn’t fly
For you it didn’t matter even if I would die

So, if there’s one thing that I should never do
It’s to believe a man who doesn’t make my dreams come true.

Date: 17.11.2008
Dedication: to all the people who passed through this


Black and white

Black and white this is the life
True color can never be found
If darkness is what you see
In an unending road you’ll always be
And if the light is what you want
And angel will be there to fight the night
So, take a short time out just to realize
Why the life is black and white?!


Change

I can’t change another person
I can’t make him someone he
Doesn’t want to be
I just can give him love and support
To know that he always have me

I can only lead this person
And help him find his way
I just can be his lucky star
To light his world, so he won’t go away

I can’t judge him of what he’s done
I do a lot of mistakes on my own
I can’t take away his dreams
I can’t stop him walk under moonbeams

I can show him he is strong
Life isn’t a fairy tale, this is wrong
I can tell him that the way he is
Is OK with me
I just want him himself to be

Date: 18.12.2008


Day or night!!!

Voices speaking but nothing heard
Open eyes but nothing seen
Birds singing but no song
Sun shinning but still cold
Wind blowing but nothing felt
Flowers blooming but no color
River passing but no water
Teardrops falling but no rain
People working but nothing done
Poems written but no rhyme
Mistakes done but no ones fault
People killed but no weapons
Day coming but no light
People fearing by the life
Shadow on the wall reflecting the forbidden
Fruit
But fearing the light with only cover the
Truth

Date: 20.12.2008
Dedication: people who don’t see light


Don’t cry

Do not stand to my grave and cry
Because I’m not there I had to fly
I do not linger there nor sleep
I’m in your heart somewhere deep
I’m the sun that shines your face
I’m the raindrop you’ll find me in every place
I’m the spring glory, the sparkling day
I’m the diamond in the sky lighting your way
I’m the shadow that follows you in every day and night
I’m the wind on a beautiful summer sight
I’m in every bird song and melody
I’m there when you sleep and there I will always be
I’m here and everywhere
So baby don’t weep at my grave, I’m not there
I did not die or passed away
I’m in your heart, there I will forever stay.

Date:20.01.2009


Doubts

Full of doubts this is how you live your life
Never knowing whom to trust
Always thinking you’ll get lost
This is something you always do
Cause the way you live is so untrue

I know that it can never be
More confused than this
When people you love don’t bless you
With good things
And interfering on you way
They just keep your happiness away

So, every time you start to trust someone
Someone says you’re doing wrong
And it brings the shadow of dust
Again putting off your trust

I don’t know what you’re going to do
But you must know I’m always with you
You just have to believe you can get it through
And you will go one with your life
Believing in your self till the sun shines

Date: 01.12.2008
Dedication: to doubtful people


F.O.E.V.E.R. F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

F is for the Friendship you gave to me
O is for the Owner who lets me free
R is for the Reason of my smile
E is for Everything that makes me fly
V is for the Voice that sings for me in the night
E is for Each beautiful moment of my life
R is for the Rest of my life you’ll be friend of my

F is for the Flower that in the morning I see
R is for the Right time you came to me
I is for the Ideal person right next to me
E is for the Endless love we’ll have forever
D is for the Dreams you made come true
S is for the Smile that takes the blue

F.O.R.E.V.E.R F.R.I.E.N.D.S
It’s the true definition for my friends


Float free

When the winter comes
And snowflakes touch you nose
You know it’s time to go
To go and fly through the sky
To find the sparkling eye

And as the snow flies
In this cold and stormy day
You seem to be unaware
Unaware that you can fall
When the stormy takes you all

But you still awake in the morning
With an enormous desire
To fly beyond the moon
And be a twinkling star

So, you look inside yourself
And find the music of your heart
That sings for another life

Now, as you are there flying free
It hurts a lot without you to be
But I know it would be a sin
Not to let you win
Because I know you’ll have a better life
With the angels by your side