American Poems by James Aguilar (love letters to the dead txt) 📕

them all my life
I hate leaving them because they are dead
This is my deepest war secret
Now I fully understand why God Jehovah
Needs to govern all humanity to restore true peace
And put a end to Satan’s rule that brings only war
I understand a True Christian does not go to war
True Christians do not belong in this world
Because a True Christian waits for Jehovah’s sovereignty
To be restored and that will happen very soon
I just have to wait until my service is over
I have to wait just like you are waiting for me
But baby my soul returned back to me after I met you
Now I can cry, feel happiness, and love again
No more nightmares and no more dead coming back
Now when I dream I get kisses and hugs from you baby

This is A True War Letter
This letter is not patriotic, it shows war’s horrors
And my love to you baby
Now you know every U.S Marin’s deepest war secret
See how much you are important to me
You are everything that I need
I owe you my live and love because I am a human again
Just take my hand and follow my lead
I put that on my life you’re all that I need


Men Also Cry

No one knows what it's like
To be the sad man
To have on sad eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to feel treason
To be faded to telling only lies
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
To be mistreated
To be defeated
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry
And don't worry
I'm not telling lies
I'm convinced that you hate me
You like to see me cry
It’s already a proven fact
That you wait
And you wait on me to die
It's all a scary fact
I find it hard to confide
You want to be away from me

I want to know
The reason for the infidelity
I'm convinced of your unfaithfulness
So I'll wait on you tonight
Please take this time
For me to be unforgiving

I gave my life to you
I lay my life on the line for you
And this is how i received my pay
In disloyalty, double cross, falseness,
In falsity, perfidy, sellout, treachery
When Emily grows up
And asks for her mother
Or says how was mom like?
I'll simply reply to her
With these heart broken words
She is abandonment, ease, lightheartedness,
Naturalness, spontaneity, unrestraint
But Emily please forgive your mother
Once again
I promise it will only make you stronger and wiser
Something that your mother never was and never will


Real Love

Baby remember what I said
Before we got married?
Let me rewind it when I first saw you . . .

Hey girl don't you know
Money buys almost anything
But it can’t buy real love.
I see you everyday but you never look at me
You're always looking good but you look unhappy
Tell me why you choose to live like this
If you were mine I'd never make you feel like this
You need a man not someone that's going to hurt you
You need to let him go he doesn't deserve you
And when i say I'll make you happy it's true
Or you could stay with your man
And get your heart broken too

I could have a million dollars but it won’t mean a thing
Now I'm not rich but I'll tell you one thing
I could give you more happiness then money can bring
I want to be your only one
And you could be mine too
Because baby I'm going crazy
When I think about you
I get excited when I see you come through
Nobody else made me feel the way that you do
I need a woman not a girl
I see you smile when I talk like that
It seems like it's been a while since you smiled like that
Sit down one-on-one
And let you know what's on my mind
I know a good thing when i see it
And I see it in you

So tell me what I have to do to make you feel the same too
Because I'm a king what I need is a queen
I could have a million dollars
But it won't mean a thing
Now I am not rich; but i can tell you one thing
I can give you more happiness
Then money can bring and that's real
That's all I've have to give my heart and soul to you
Only way I want to live sharing each moment with you
Take it fast take it slow girl you know it's real this time
Don't let true love pass you by baby


Effortless Love

Please take the time to listen
When I saw you everything changed from
Black and white to color everything became
It was so effortless to love you
Something that I did not imagine
Was to give my love with a single glance
Everything shook within me
The universe wrote that you were for me
And it was so simple to love you
Something I couldn’t imagine was getting
Lost in your love and it simply happened

As a result you can say now I am all yours
Before time passes even further
I must say that you are the love of my life
You are everything what
My empty soul was waiting for
I want to feel what in dreams I was looking for
And I discovered your soul that ignites
Each part of my soul
Each space of my being
No longer will I have heart nor eyes for anybody
I understand that at your side I will always belong

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Publication Date: 01-25-2010

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