American Poems by James Aguilar (love letters to the dead txt) 📕

Love of Three

Now I really do understand
When I removed the bandage
From over my eyes
You told me that you were only her friend
And your love doesn't correspond to her but to me
I said it was sad
I heard there was something else
I want you to remove this dangerous idea
I know you go out with her and me
Better not lie to me
You have a double life
You see her in secret
Do not lie
Say she is your girl friend
And that you are a bisexual
But you wont ever admit it
It is another of your lies
You have no heart
Love of three
Is a bad relationship
Neither she nor I will not forgive you
Love of three is not safe for the heart
Get out of here alone
Better alone than by your side
You have to watch out for bad language
They will only fill your head with bad things
I know it was not her fault
She fell into your lies just like me
If you thought of going out with me
And another woman
You probably thought that
Your pleasure would be complete
Your heart inclines on wrong
You can't have me and her
Don't worry I forgive you
Because the way you came
Into my life you are going back out
Simple as that


Sunset's Rescue

I know you’re hurting right now
But don’t worry I'll be your rescuer
I can love you like no one can
Just take my hand lets fly away
I promise I’ll be there everyday
Just close your eyes and come to me
I'm going to love you until I die
Until the day of my death till my very last breath
I’m going to love you when no ones left
You can call it your Sunset's Rescue

Forget about your ex
He don’t know what love is
He just failed the test
Plus he don’t treat you right
He keeps you crying all night
See he's like your weakness
I came to give you the strength
So you can leave him behind
You can start all over again
Just turn to the page of new beginnings
Because he don’t understand
That your one of a kind
So sweet so Fine
And just so fine
I'm going to never neglect you
Never have time to stress you
And always respect you
You’re like a hidden treasure
That I will always love to find

I'm the type of guy
That will wipe those tears
When they fall from your eyes
I'm the warm one you hold
When your nights is cold
The one that stays near
To fight away your fears
You’re never be scared
It's the end of your ex
No more unpleasant
And horrible memories
No more beatings
Or pulling on your hair
See I came to save
The true beautiful you
A man like that shouldn’t
Stand with you
And I don’t understand
Why did you take that life
Look at yourself?
You’re beautiful inside and out
Let me pick you off from oppression
Because I can be your rescue
I guarantee you baby
I’m all that you need
See you can choose your life again
All you got to do is come to me
And I will be your rescuer
For the rest of my life
Till no ones left
I’m going to love you


U.S Marines’ Lament

If you love me
You have to let me know
And if you don't
You better tell me so
Because I could let you go
Let you be free
And if it's meant to be
You'll come back to me
Let me tell you how I feel
This is not a love poem
I’m just trying to keep it real
You use to be my lover
You use to be my friend
I always use to tell you
I'm going to love you
Until the end

In some way things went wrong
We started to argue
And we couldn't get along
I tried to make it good
But it seemed so bad
I tried to make you happy
But you seemed so mad
I’m not only your man
But your baby's dad
If you don't love me no more
Then let me know
Because I’m hurting inside
But I won't let it show
If my heart had eyes
It would probably cry
From all the pain inside.

Why don’t you come here?
Into my arms pretty mama
Wipe those tears from your eyes
You don't have to ask why
Let's just kiss and say good-bye
I don't want to let you go
I know I’m the one to blame
For all the time I am away over seas
I put you through separation

Before you go please understand
I am completing with protocol
I’m a U.S Marin Officer
I have to complete my duty
I never took the time
Just to make you smile
You gave me your heart
And I just crushed it baby
You gave me your world
And I just ruin it completely
And I’m sorry for that
You can call it
U.S Marines’ Lament
If you leave me now
Would you want me back?
Or once you’re gone then
I guess you will move on
But I’ll leave you in my heart
Because it's where you’ll always belong


Innocent Love

Some thing tells me that you lie
I feel the lie when you tell me
That you love me and miss me
Do you really feel my love?
Sometimes I want to cry
Other times I want to scream
To think that you made me into a man
You’re the first that I ever loved and the last
You’re the one that stays in my mind
Like tattoos on skin is the image in my heart
You were the one I truly wanted
My only desire was to make you happy
In my arms and under the moon
You took my innocence and my light
I sometimes think that if you took
Our relationship seriously and with no lies
Symbolically you took my virginity away
In the way that I no longer feel what I felt
When I first laid eyes on you in the ninth grade
The skips of heart beats when I talked to you
The nervous chill when we looked at each other
I doubt that you were a virgin and lets not
Touch that subject because you were far from it
Your kind is never rare a player is what you’re called

I’m 20 years old single with a lot of company
My heart is recovering slowly
Only another love will do the finishing touch
They say that men do not cry
Men are dogs and we play with love
They never say when woman hurt the heart
What’s the point being muscular and romantic?
If the heart will be damaged from lies
I gained wait in seven months not because of you
I think that a girl should love a guy just how he is
Love his kindness, romance, sarcasm, and poetry
A blow of betrayal is the deepest wound for men
I learned the hard way that innocence will always lose
You started the heat in my body
With you is when I learned about dating
And the flaws of love
Here and now no one will ever play me
I don’t wish you harm
Because I love you like the world does
But what comes around goes around
It is as simple as that


A True War Letter

I know you that you tell me not go to war
I know that I'm always over seas
I know what you're thinking
I'm messing with these hoes
But I don’t have time for nasty games
The only time that I have is to stay alive
Survive the war to get back in your arms
The truth about it baby
I’m just trying to finish my service
So we can have a better life
In the end is going to be alright
If we can make it through the struggles
We can make it through this war
You have to keep your head up
And listen when I say listen
That it will be all over soon
Because I need you to stay
I need you to believe and put your trust in me
Forget about the war just wait with me
I don't want you to be sad
So hold me tight and don't let go

Don’t be scared I am not going to die
For the rest of my service in the armed forces
I’ll be dodging ambushes just for you
Just listen to this letter its dedicated to you
For everything you've done
And for everyday I keep you awake
You don’t sleep in day time just to talk to me
At night I keep you awake because you know
At home its night but here overseas where I am is war
So we have to survive

I give you all the credit
Because baby you keep me alive
So listen when I say Please don’t be sad
Because I need you to stay and look after our son
Every night I pray
I'm hoping for the better days
Praying that you'll never be sad
In reality I am a great U.S Marin just to stay alive
And return soon back in your arms
Baby don't you leave happiness for sadness
Just give me some time so I can make it right

You were there for me baby
When I thought I was alone in this devilish world
I found you solid, alive, Beautiful just for me
Before I made a name in the U.S Marines
For that reason my love will never change
No matter the war no matter the perfect record
The way I feel about you will remain the same
I’m doing my best to return to you
In a short period of time we will be reunited
Like you always wanted it to be and I agree
Do you want to know a secret?
I trust you and I will tell you my deepest secret
Before I met you my heart use to be
Hard, cold, and shut to everyone
Killing was just another hobby
In a world controlled by the Devil that’s all I learned
Now I hate war and everyone in it
I hate sand in my boots. I hate fighting ghost
I hate the sand storms because after it’s over
The ghosts come and start shooting and bombing
I hate not knowing who our enemy is
I hate the desert and the oil beneath it
I hate the nightmares. All the dead come back to life
Lastly I hate leaving without my friends, my brothers
Because I known