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 I'll meet you Saturday

I sleep through the meeting

I want to see you

I can't seem to make the time

Why aren't you answering the phone?

I was sleeping

I was fucking worried you dumbass

Do you know how worried I was?

I hope he was worth it. 

Fucking whore. It's nasty. 

You weren't like this before

Red flags show themselves eventually 

I should heed the warning

 I'm sorry

I can't apologize enough

I'm always apologizing

He comes to see me

Leaves an hour later

I'm bored

I don't hear from him again

All good things have an end

Wine doesn't solve the problem

But it sure as hell numbs the pain

 Sweet hands pick me up

A warm laugh fills my mind

3 nights in a row I spend with him 

Never once he lets go

I know I worry him 

At night I let him know that all i need

Is just the warmth he gives 

And the gentle love he can provide 

And the understanding that I'm hurting

He doesn't ask questions

This is what I needed from the get go

He doesn't care what I did

I don't want to let him go

Some people are too good to be true

But some people are exactly what they portray themselves as

Publication Date: 03-30-2019

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Dedication:
To all the boys I've loved and all the friends that have protected me. Thank you.