chanson d'amour by OldCrow (summer reads txt) 📕

today
I hurt so bad
It drives me down
It drives me mad
A friend I am
A friend in deed
A friend with benefits
I do not need
In my head
The truth is there
No love for me
For her to share
A void
I fill
No room for heart
A whole in her life
With, she will not part
A heart I have
A heart that cries
For Sweet Angel’s love
Is filled with lies.
The Broken Heart

Oh how strong the will of the heart that wants what it cannot have….

Damn you heart
Your strength of want
Want what you cannot have
Longful moan
Deep in my chest
Insidious welling up inside
That drowns the reason
With its logic stance
That tries to hide
From want of hurt
And pain that’s love
That burns the cheeks
With acid tears
And stains the face with age

My Heart

I hate you so!
Why won’t you die??
This ever empty whole inside
You drive my will
And push me on
In search of love
Not to be found
Why must I be
Forever bound
With shackles
On a silver chain
Chained to a heart
That yearns so strong
For love not there
Or love that’s wrong
I’d cast you aside
Into the deep
And leave you there
No soul to reap
No conscious heart
To steer me clear
Free to plunder
No love to fear

The First Day...

These last years have been hard

These last two or five

These last years of death and Hell

These years I've fought alive

To hold the child that holds my heart

To cry the life that wrings my soul

That drives my will and craves my heart

Ohhhhh loose heart that climbs the swells

And claims the waves that crest the night

I love you so

Ye demons of the deep

Ye Davies best

Beneath my heel

Ye tread shall reap

My heart shall rise

To the heights of her

Her song that cry’s to the balconies above life

Arica, my Love

My Empress

My Queen

Quench the longing in my heart

Slow the vagabond in his tracks

And fill my death with memories of life lived and enjoyed

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Publication Date: 12-12-2011

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