Why dont you love me by keke M (good inspirational books .TXT) 📕

"Come on kirssy try to catch me".  "No fair de de your a wolf i'm human"." But i'm not evev using my wolf speed". "Then why can't I see your legs" ?  "Okay maybe we will stop for today and play something else". Sounds likes best friends right,  wrong that was best friend dereck when we where little but ever since that day in middle school he stared calling me names and what not. If you didnt know i'm krissy people pick on me because i'm human and in foster care some people can be so mean but out of all those people de de was the last person i'd esepcet to do it. I am always moving around because i'm in foster care but I can never seem to get a foster parent that doest beat me and or rape me but I never cry ( not in public at least) and I never show my scars because they woul ask how I got it and I dont fell like answering any guestions I mean would you?  "Krissy come one get up new school year. " Great another nightmare " Excuse me but I sad new school year" "Oh your right a new nightmare i'm so sorry how could I forget that part". "well someones grumpy not that your ever in a good mood... ever" That over joyful thing of a sibling was my sister Missy but I call her miss and I f you want on her good side you will to. Me and miss both have been bounced around from home to home but the Foster dads always seems to come after me for some reason. My sister was the same grade as mebut not the same group as me not at all but I don't complain not at allbecause she's the only on that has my back even if her pack asks us why. yeah she's a wherewovle to but I'm the only one with the blood line of a human my sister thinks i'm a late bloomer but I know the truth I am human. I just have to deal with it.

I got up and my sister and my sister left me a note saying that she had to cheerleading pratice. My sister was blonde with an averge body and was 5,9, everybody likes her. Me I'm a 5,6 with redbone skin with curves in all the right places so I'm a proud body but dont let anyone know because then they would asume that I'm a clown like alpha de de's girl friend. Only I call him de de the rest call him alpha out loud but me out loud I dont speak to him because I have nonthing to say to him. That and my "dad" dont let me talk to any body but missy and my teachers. I got dressed put in my ear buds playing no sorry blasting take me away by keyshia cole I start singing it out when best friend come s up and smiles at me "Every thing we do B.I.G" " Take me away" "  Hi girl yo sister left for pratice" M y best friend mimi looks like Rihanna I look like a young beyonce or at least that what she thinks yeah right. "yeah but I dont want go its just gonna be the same thing they do every time a new rools around on the first day around" "Omg I cant believe she came back!" "That cow actual came to school today what a like slut" we laugh as we mock vironicana the who started picking on me in the first place she was in one of my foster homes and never liked me and sat theie as her dad raped me bt thats why I hate her because she will do anything to be popular I hate girls like that. "Hi bitch I thought only people could where colths not a bunch a bones". "Ah the soothing voice of de de hendericks my bff. SIKE!" What did you just call me! I thought I told to get the name out of your mouth slut!" "HA! like I would ever listen to you DE DE".  Than I just walked away from and played trust by k.c and monica  I love this song  me and mimi got an ear bud and stared singing with me. This what de de looks like the piconthe first page of the chapter

"HA! like I would ever listen to DE DE." that was my ex best friend she is so mean to me ever sice what happened but I cant blame her. Krissy is really sexy and I know I imprited on her but I have keep up my image so this my girl friend I know she's a slut but I would never tell Krissy that but I cant her have a realtship with any body else or I would kill them

I walk down the street and hear her and her friend mimi singing mimi is pretty to but not sexy as krissy this is what krissy looks like: 

 Krissy s the most hottest girl in school in my eyes but my pack thinks she's a dog and they really got to me when I told them that I impritinted on her. "Hi babe what were you doing talking to that bag of bones" that irrtating ass voice belongs to my sluty ass G.F. but she is right about that one day kriss was perfectly healthy but one day poof she's as skinny as a tooth pick. "Nonthing baby she was just being annoyng"  "I know she can be like that OMG can you believe she came back like for real.Ha Ha."  It's the same thing every year with pick on kriss make out with nick which is my best friend by the way pick on mimi she is like a total bomb you set her off she will explode. Nick and V dont know that I saw them together but I plan to breaak up with her. 

"But why?"  I hear some one ask I turn around to see the de de's sluty girlfriend asking her to not say anying about mimi because me can and will explode on her. "Because he doesn't want you to get another nose job needed this time". After mimi said that I cracked up laughing at her because her face was so red it almost melted through the plastic on her face. "Why the hell are you laughing slut " "Asks the girl who skirt is the same size as her brain." That is when de de got mad and said this to me "You dumb bitch your the only one here who's the slut after all your the one who slept with all your foster dads."

De De's pov

"After all your the one who slept with all your foster dads"  I cant believe I just said that not only did she nt sleep with them but they raped her and V watched her dad do it to her. She started tearing up I thought she was going tosay some thing but she slaped me and said this "Your and dumb idiot and I hope you rot in hell." Then she ran away she didnt come to class either. I just wanted to hold and tell her that i'm sorry I can feel her pain it felt like my heart sharrted in to a million pieces. I just hope she's okay.

Normal pov

I cant beleive he said that to me. I have been avoding him all day and I planed to do that until I saw Vironaica and Nick making out. Even though I hate him I just stand by and watch his heart break.  I found him alone in the hall way. " DERECK!"  "What or who are you runing from?" " No one Vironica kissing Nick she's cheating on you I am really sorry." I said it and meant it. "Dont you think I know my girl friends a slut"  "then why are you with her no one deserves that not evevn you".  "Thanks but you dont have to tell me i'm breaking up with her but thanks for the advice. Oh and i'm sorry about what happened this moring it took you to be the bigger person to come and say sorry I would have never done that so thank you". After that which I cant beleive he said to thanked me he kissed my on the cheek. 

De de's pov

"Thanks but you dont have to tell me i'm breaking up with her but thanks for the advice. Oh and i'm sorry about what happened this moring it took you to be the bigger person to come and say sorry I would have never done that so thank you" I leaned down and kissed on the cheek. she looked at me shocked. "To thank you for warning me." "Your welcome can you walk me to cla-" I cut her off by grabing her hand and started walking her to her class I think I'm finnaly geting my best friend back.