What I have by Alex Everett (best books to read for self development txt) 📕

''She was amazing much to good for me. Also she was my best friend, I diddn't even care that she was right now so no use in reminding myself in that, who could not love and adore this girl. But she would break my heart all the time and still does not on purpose but the things she says. The only reason I'm even dating her enemy Natallie was to make her jealous and I'm not proud of myself for this, but I was desperate I mean what do you do when the girl you love says you're like her brother: You feel great friendship wise but as an item makes you feel like purity sh!t. If you did not love this girl you had to be on drugs. She was beautiful, and sexy, kind, funny, fun, and terrific sense of humor. But her hook line and sinker was her body and eyes. She had the perfect size figure gracefull lips that were light red, always had clean and pretty finger nails, with long silky hair, and last of all those eyes. They were a peircing baby blue with long dark eyelashes I started crying I needed, I wanted, I would get her, I will count the days till our wedding. Look what she was doing too me. I loved her with all my heart if something were to happen to her I would kill myself begging god to reunite us. I would do anything for this girl. Anything.''

Thank God school was out! I could not wait too be away from these mean @$$ teachers. I was so pumped for the party my dad said I could have. We lived in a mansion at the top of a large creek. I was so excited I ran right into one of my bestest friends Nathon wich was a mistake because he was with his girlfriend who was the school b!tch to me and my friends and I was the same too her. Watch where you're going! She snapped at me, if Nathon wasn't right there she would've cussed me out! I was on the ground and Nathon bent down too pick me up. Not hold out a hand, but go down grabbed me by the waist and picked me up I was filled with joy he was so hot and nice and especially funny. He was very muscular very tan and had shortish-longish black hair. Thanks I said smiling I knew what Natallie was thinking. Wtf is he doing touching her like that. Are you okay Emma!? He sounded really worried. I'm fine. I said laughing it off. I was just so happy getting out of prison you know last year of middle school! Oh yeah this is our last year! He said loud and excited. Nathon lets go Natallie cut in grabbing his arm. Bye Emm! He called out to me. Wait I said running up too them are you still comming to the party tonight? Of course! He yelled out. Nate I don't want to go Natallie said in her whiny voice. Don't worry you weren't invited. I said chiming in. Screw you B!TCH! She said so loudly all the students in the court yard looked up! A few seconds passed then Natallie and Nathon went off. Tehya and Charolette two of my bestest friends walked over too me. We all said at the same time, My b!tch alert just went off. Then we all started laughing. I found Nathon and Natallie making out by the school fountain. This broke my heart Nathon looked really shocked when he saw all of us. Natallie looked pleased. I wondered why, she couldn't possibly know my my feelings for him yet I diddn't get the smile on her face, but Nathon looked a little sad and I liked him even more for looking like that. I tried too make the best of the situation though. Ewww! Get a room you nudists! That made everybody laughed exept for Natallie. At least he has a hot person too kiss she said. One of my other bestest friends Thomas came up to us and heard that. OHHH cat fight! He said running circles around us. I diddn't care what she said though I know i'm not all that but I ws pretty. Are you kidding Tehya said wait she said pausing for brief moment, then she started yelling out: Look I'm not even gonna try to play nice! Emma is the sexiest girl in Florida maybe the world I mean she makes the fu***** Disney princesses say D@@@@MN!!!, But she wasn't done yet, I mean I'm pretty sure Bell locks up her beast at night afraid she'll see sexiness walking on by. Some of my ex-boyfriends walked by then started laughing and agreeing withwhat she said. I looked at Nathon and he seemed mad as hell. I really was not getting peoples facial expressions today. Yo Ems, [my nick name] Chica, [Charolettes nick name Tehya called out. We all got in line and started singing I'm sexy and I know it. Then Thomas jumped in and he started doing the wiggle part. NatonsPOV I was so mad there were no words to describe it I can't believe she saw me when I was kissing Natallie and I kissing or my look she kissed me the second we got too the fountain, she started going at it like a dog I really diddn't like that she wasn't that sexy. She wasn't fat but not skinny, Red hair, that was short but nothing of her attracted me. Nathon wanna ride on my bike Emma said. Yeah! I responded very gleefully. Can I drive? I asked sounding hopefull. She groaned then spoke. Fiiine! She said annoyed. Thank ya babe. I said very childishly. Natallie was walking off with her crew who thought they were all that I really diddn't care where she was as long as me and Emma can have our moment alone. I roared the bike engine and we went off. I was actually pretty good driving the bike she said that herself a few hours ago at school. You could not believe how good her body felt against mine just the fact that it was hers drove me insane. If god were to make me with one less nerve in my mind then I instantly would have sucked her lips off you had no idea what she made me feel just by her saying my name. When we drove up to her house I texted my mom and told her I would be staying at Emmas for the party tonight and maybe staying the night if she agreed to say yes. The boys and girls diddn't stay in the same room though. I figured that out when she had her eleventh birthday. We're here Emma sang when she turned the key in the door handle. Hi sweetie there maid said to Emma as she came nd gave her a hug. She looked at me and smiled. So whos the handsome stranger? She asked still looking at me. I smiled because she knew me since I was five. Hi ms. Fritt I said, the smile still on my face. I haven't seen you in a while she said with amused hurtment. Then Emma cut, Yeah cause he's been spending time with his little girl friend. She said it with a smile on her face wich made me feel