the two bonds by Lynn Altidor (best reads of all time txt) 📕

Dear diary,

My friend , and i was chilling .then this handsome boy walked by trying to holla but i didn't pay any mind to him .then the next day i saw him again again and my friend and i was in MC.Donald and he was playing wit my hand but i didn't want to get into a relationship.then when i got home my friend told me that his totally into me and i should take that into consideration, but what there not understanding is he look like those type of players that i cannot deal with .Then she my cousin bay-bay said he really like you , he not trying to do what he usually do to the other girl .Then we talked in the phone for the first time and for some reason i felt really shy , i started like him . then weeks later i went to his house for the first time and we were hanging out then his mom came home so we had to in the closet and for some reason i was laying down on him and he just kept text-ing some girl and it got me mad , but it was what ever because we weren't together . then he was acting very different so i got mad then it was time for me to go home so i had to leave but later on that day he text-ed me saying he was sorry then i kept going over his house then we started going out but while we where going out we argued a lot then me and my friend Kennedy was talking and Kennedy wanted me to go out wit his cousin Dakota but i didnt want to so i told him i go out wit joseph and he knew joseph and i told him how i wanted to break up wit joseph so he went back and told joseph i wanted to break with him so joseph broke up with me first then i said i dont care then he said what ever and i told him i was cheating but when i really wasnt i juss wanted him to feel my pain then he told me he was messin around with my friend but he never told me which one then i told him my friend told i knew when i didn't. then he called me a slut then i told him don't get mad just because i know how to skim then he said i was cut off meaning he was not ever going to talk to me . then the next day my cousin had a BBQ and what got me mad is he tried talking to me , kept bumping into me and he kept pushing people into me , kept flirting with some girl but i didn't care . then the next day he hit me up on aim saying why didn't i talk , then i told him its because i didn't want to talk him then he said why and i said didn't you say i was cutt off then he was like we should get back at it then i said yea so we started going out again then something happen he started liking my cousin and that just pissing me off the one day i saw him in the street and he was flirting with ma cousin but then he came to me and said give me a hug then i didn't say anything then he pulled me and gave me a hug and said he had to eave then he left but i felt some type of way but i never told him then finally school started then we just stop talking but then everything just starting fading away , then he got a new girl and i just felt some type of way and started talking to someone else but soon i started moving on he hits me up talking bout if i still love him and miss him then i just kept saying i don't know because i was speechless but i just felt some type of way. Then he ask me if i could live with him then i told him i would if i had to and his was kinda shock because he still felt the same and i can see it .then today he hits me up asking me if i wanna chill i say i don't know because i want some space so i can move on because if i fall back into the same trap i might end up hurt like the first time.

Publication Date: 10-08-2010

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