beautiful nightmare by davi luvv (best e reader for manga txt) 📕

CHAPTER ONE

                        POV SASCIA: 

A kiss… that is what it all started with. Just one simple peck was all it was suppose to be. But I guess I was the only one to blame. I am after all a carefree teenager what else should I have expected. It has been already ten months and what may you ask have I been doing. Big surprise there I am being haunted.

Why would I a simple normal teenager be hunted? Well let’s just say my haunt is quite peculiar.

 Love; a word so foreign in my vocabulary have become so common. Before ten months ago the sound and thought of this one word only brought disgust and criticism. I mean what is the point with this distasteful emotion called love. You’re born you love and that love brings you pain and death. So why would someone choose to embrace such venom....

Hell no was I going to accept it.

 Then there’s lust. Well this I can deal with; every human being lust’s especially teenagers. they go through what i call the critical stage. Hormones blossom and welcome every lust filled desire and that is not so easily contained.

And then there is passion; the stimulus to love and lust, what makes it what it is; amazing or venomous.

Those are the emotions that continuously torment me. They run within me; every vessel, whether it be the arteries capillaries or veins. Those are the emotions I've lately involunteerily learned to breathe and embrace as if life itself depended on love lust and passion.

and why may you ask this is the case?

Well of course it started with... his soft... pink lips, those luscious shade of pink begging to be tasted. The only lips to have made a mind blowing impression with just a contact.

 His moist lips lean unto my cheeks soothingly, causing me to lightly blush. Resting there a while, His lips then lingered its way to my lips. I didn’t think to reject the pleasure engulfing me for a second i could not have allowed it. No. I succumbed to this temptation. Closing my eyes I felt his tongue gently slide across mine. I took no time wrapping my arms around his neck as he held a firm grip to my waist. His heat radiating throughout my body.

God!.. did I not know the true meaning of pleasure until now. The kiss came to a halt as we stared into each other’s eyes sharing an astonished expression. You would think since we were frozen in shocked the shockwaves running within me would freeze but no. it quickened a million times….

Slowly but surely we lean to each other and embraced in yet another mind blowing kiss.

So now here I am reminiscing once more about some seemingly reality. Those emotions unraveling in my head had to be a sign that I should loosen up. I am a teenager and no doubt I have needs so yeah I decided to spread my wings. But as time passed the dreams continued with….. Him. So here I am again coming with conclusions quizzing my brain in wander of this bizarre habit. Hormones could not completely be the cause of some unknown man causing explosions of emotions inside me. Hell no. so here I am sexless with dreams tormenting me adding to the tension within me.

 Can you imagine dreaming of one person repeatedly not knowing who they are? To make it worse their image seems more of a blur but here I am feeling god knows for my unrealistic Romeo. All I know is that his touch kiss walk everything about him drives me crazy…

CHAPTER TWO

                               POV SASCIA:

I sighed squeezing my eyes tightly. Taking in those poisonous breathes that seem to be a part of me now. I slowly opened my eyes viewing the scenery.  Here I am in some stranger’s room yet again. The room is grey in colour with posters of various athletes and comics plastered everywhere. It was beyond messy with clothes scattered everywhere; on the floor, chair arm, desk, bed and even the fan hanging on the room top. 

I sat up carelessly trying to compose myself so that I looked half passable. I grabbed what I assume to be a pair of shoes place it on me foot a rushed out. I needed to get home to refresh myself. The minutes pass by slowly but yeah after what seemed like hours I finally approached home. I turned off the jeep, walked out and locked the door. I walked inside.

'Morning to all' I sang aloud closing the front door. I walked up to my room. The door shuts closed and I began stripping walking to the bathroom. I opened the shower and enjoy the cool water rushing onto my body. After the long shower I entered my room once more, entered my closet and got something to wear. 

The rest of the day I slept like a baby. It was around six in the afternoon when my mom began yelling me to come for dinner. I honestly don't know why since we normally ate at random times during the day. I lazily got up and walked down stairs.

My mom turned towards me a smile appearing before she chased me out to get properly dressed. I was to say the least furious. First! She disturbed my slumber, and then calls me for dinner to only chase me just so I can come again. I rolled my eyes quickly choosing something from my closet. I grabbed a light pink tank top with black skinny jeans. After placing my hair in a messy bun I rushed downstairs...AGAIN!!...

'So what is the occasion mom' I questioned causing her to lock gaze with me for a few seconds before she dived into her plate. I simply rolled my eyes and dashed into the meal. After dinner was done i washed the dishes and head back to my room. 

Dinner was alright, I mean I got to talk with my mom a bit which I haven’t been able to do much lately. 

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It was morning now and yes last night was the same as before. It’s ridiculous you know: To keep dreaming of some unknown individual and being tormented for no reason.

I slammed the pillow unto the bed groaning as I walked into the bathroom to freshen up. Before this little crisis I was content with my life but now I’m a complete muddle.

I mean I’ve pretty much lost all my so called friends. Yeah. You guessed right; loner in your presence, but I like it this way. I’ve got no time for fakes.  The only friend I’ve got is long gone at the moment. She’ll be back soon but now I’m here with the wind facing my teenage life.

Those people that was considered to be friends, well let’s just say the minutes my life began crumbling they didn’t hesitant to walk away.

Those dreams were just the beginning of my 'perfect life' (note the sarcasm). I began thinking too much, wandering and daydreaming about him... those sweet lips. I’d lost my focus. Chasing for a solution to ease my mind resulted to me trying to get myself preoccupied. I figured finding some job would at least lessen on the activities taking place in that mind of mine. It’s not like my used to called friends we're good company, but that was my mistaken decision.

'Why not satisfy your needs same time?' that was the genius comment my ex- manager made. By that time I had tried every job possible. And yes maybe this was a sign to back off but my stubbornness refused me to give up. Being a foolish teenager I am....

I could recall that indecent thought ran through that crazy head of mine repeatedly. And guess what Sascia decided to work at....

Oh god this is where it gets all embarrassing... I actually went through with this for a month top. I don't know how you'd refer to me but...

Yeah at early 17; I didn't sell my body. But I was more like a tease. I’d dress in proactive outfits teasing my audience. Pole dance or just dancing in general but in a sexual manner; this was all in my grand presentation. I’m a dancer by heart so yeah using my body in a seductive manner as I exercised my passion gave me my salary. That was the job. Anyway somewhere along the line my friends found out. Have a good guess what comes next.

That was my result to no friends, shameful past and bad decisions. Right now the only pride I possess is my virginity. But hell! That won't break me. No Way In Hell! 

I studied a bit that morning revising what was taught the previous week. I had nothing better to do anyways. I sighed in despair thinking of my life.

~~~~~~Monday ~~~~~~~~~

It’s been a tough day. The whole damn day has been nothing but stress.

I placed unnecessary crap into my locker got what I needed before slamming it shut and walking to my class. ‘You could shift yourself behind' I harshly spoke out. This huge figure decided to plant his ass in front me. His twice the size of me... inconsiderate fool.

The fool only rolled his eyes turning to the front ignoring me.

I swear the school's population made it the duty to be a pain in the ass. Yep they definitely have been half successful. It’s just that I’m not so easy to break. The whole morning cheerleaders and my snobby ex-friends kept being dicks... I didn’t need an actual dick in front me. Hell to the no!! But thank god the school day is over I’m just by the airport waiting on my best friend. She’s been gone for a month now. Call me crazy but I miss her like hell. The month seems like years. Every day made one year.

It’s been a whole hour already hell... I’m beyond anxious right now.

Right on queue I heard a squeal and there comes my bestie running into my arms. 

'Missed me?' I gave her a cheekily smile hugging her also. She just giggled a bit.

'I’ve missed you Sas' she spoke. We hugged again before she walked inside to get her bags. Crazy chick isn't she, leaving her possessions inside while running out to meet me.

Halfway back inside, we got a hold of Stacy’s suitcases. Turns out two guys shared the extra load. 'Thanks guys' she spoke before introducing us three. Both guys were... Sexy!!... I think that describes them perfectly.

There was Jace, he’s got light brown hair slightly covering his forehead grey eyes bushy eyes brows with pink lips his body seems well built and he's about 6inch he’s also fair in complexion.

Jason on the other hand seemed to be same height but has dark brown hair style upward away from his forehead. He’s got slightly bushier eye brows than Jace. He has chocolate brown eyes light pink lips and he’s body is slightly more toned. He’s also fair