Crush Addiction by specialwhiteangel002 erckspdrspecial002 (most life changing books TXT) 📕

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I have always been looking out for someone I knew was definitely not going to notice me,

I’ve known him since grade three and from that time on that little crush addiction of mine now for

nine long years unconsciously turned into what they called love.

He was always surrounded by girls from different section probably because

he was a somebody and unfortunately I’m a nobody, He has this silky brown hair,

a pair of deep blue eyes and white skin.

He excels not only academically but also in Basketball as the team captain.

He is popular while I don’t stand out --- that’s how our world revolves differently.

And it’s mainly the reason why I distanced myself to him;

I’m good with just looking from far away though sometimes

I felt insecure with how the other girls talked to him normally.

I wished I could also do that.

“HEY! Classmates according to Miss Luna you can now pass all your projects to Kevin or me”

Albert announced in front of the class together with Kevin who was standing at his side, aside from being

all so Mr. Popular Kevin Anthony Woodley is also one of our class representative.

As usual all the girls and even boys who admired him lined up to Kevin.

“Hay ~ this is really discrimination, you know ---“before Albert could finished his sentence, I interrupted

With my Head down, I extended my arms with the white folder passing it to Albert and said “Here”

That made Albert smile widely as he took the folder out of my hand “Thank you”

While starting too walked away I’ve heard Albert asked Kevin “Do you have something with her? Seems like

she’s somewhat avoiding you – but maybe it’s just me being paranoid again” I glanced back and saw him

looking at me with a question in his eyes that I couldn’t quite comprehend.

He smiled sweetly that make my heart beats faster than usual so I quickly turned back, with this chili

pepper color of my face ~ it’s embarrassing! Maybe he thought I hate him*

It is our last year in High school looking back if we calculated it we almost grew up together. I almost knew

him, How he lost his parents in a car accident way back in middle school, How he is now supporting his four

years old younger sister Nana --- she’s really cute and beautiful like his brother.

The kinder school where Nana is enrolled was almost near our house that’s why when I was walking pass

by I found her waiting for her brother to pick her up. From that day on I always accompany her, giving her

my handmade cookies which always made her smile just a little.

Flashback*

“Nana! I’m sorry! Big Brother got an extra Job again ~” Kevin said kneeling down to reach his sister’s height

looking exhausted but still with the happy face --- and slowly he grab Nana’s hand and added “Let’s go

home now, wait ~ with the cookies again? Who gave it to you Nana?” he started looking all over the

playground and here I am hiding behind this big old tree ~a scary one.

Nana still can’t talk and she seldom smiles and I told her that this is a secret between us. One of the million

reasons why I’m in love with that guy is because of how he loved his sister very much.

But at that time We both exclaimed when Nana answered “B—ig S----ister”  Kevin who was constantly

looking, stopped for almost an hour I knew how he felt that’s miracle. Instead of being more suspicious

with who I am he rushed back and hugged his sister tightly “Say it again Nana please” with tears in his

eyes, that moment was unforgettable behind this tree my eyes starting to fall my tears down.

“B---ig Si---ster” she said again. That was the best gift for Kevin’s handwork at that time.

End of flashback*

That was last Second Year High School and up until now I’m still seeing Nana, little by little she improved a

lot she smiles and called me “Big sister* all the time. I am an only child so Nana’s presence gave me a so

much Happiness but I can’t let Kevin knew who I am.

“ Ashley!” that’s my name. I’m Ashley Grey and the one who called me is my Best friend Gale she is aware

of my nine years unrequited love and always encouraging me to confess.

“When are you telling him? It’s our last year together! And maybe it’s the last time you will see him again”

she said convincingly, I nodded sideways while smiling foolishly “Hey! I’m serious here! Just at least tell him

~”

“Nope!” I answered smiling again.

The days went by and we are just practicing for our graduation day celebration ~ One week from now.

“Miss Grey, These are the resume of the students who are requesting to find them a work after graduation

---- sadly Kevin is one of them” Mr. Kierted added. I worked as a student’s assistant of Mr. Kierted so that I have a reason to stay and watch over Kevin working also for their class representative duties.

“I’ll leave now, just put this at my table and lock the door when you leave”

“Yes sir, Bye”

When I was in the office, I found his name in a blank resume I sat down and looked at it gently and quite

disappointed because he is so good to stop studying for college, I knew that it’s for Nana but can’t he

sometimes think of what he want?

I answered almost all the blank details about him, describing himself, his hobby and things he could do.

I knew him almost so much it hurts while finishing it up tears started to fall down until I unconsciously fell

asleep.

I woke up because of the sound of the door that opens, I slowly turn my head to look who walked in and

shocked when I saw him ---  Kevin standing startled “Ahm~ Hey. I’m just going to get my resume”

Oh shoot! I forgot to erase what I was writing earlier! Idiot!*  

I was in a minute lost soul until he coughed again that I regain myself conscious again

“A --- I Think I Don’t see your name here” I quickly turn into the table and crumpled the paper with his

name and threw it in the trash which unfortunately didn’t shoot.

He walked to pick it up “Hey! THROW IT!” almost to shocked his eyes could bigger as he blinked a few

times looking confused “I --- I that’s a trash so maybe throw it.. Thank you, just come back tomorrow and

asked Mr. Kierted---“Just to escape I looked down at my watch “Oh shoot it’s 6pm, so I’ll go ahead! Bye!” I

dashed quickly after I saw him throw the paper in the trash can.

The days have passed and it’s finally our Graduation day, as expected Kevin’s got totally like an artist all of

the students want to take a picture with him. The last smile --- whoa! Making me cry again.

“Ashley! Take a picture with him too as a remembrance!” Gale whispered

“HEY! I forgot my phone in the classroom! Wait I’ll get it” A lie, who would forget their phone I totally

sucks at lying, walking back through the room all the memories started to flashed back.

When I look at the blackboard I saw the “Congratulations Graduate” written there by none other than

Kevin, our class representative. Suddenly I remembered when we almost always accidentally erased the

writings in the board together and there from that moment I cried and cried.

I Pick up a chalk and started doodling something ~

On the other hand Kevin on the back of the school

“Kevin I liked you!” a girl from I don’t know what section started confessing to him

“I’m sorr---“ before he could reject her she continued and said “do you have a girlfriend?”

“No --- I don’t have any girlfriend” he answered again feeling sorry as the girl started crying.

“The—n someone you like?”

I honestly answered her “Yes I do have someone” and added “I’m really sorry” with his head tilt down

The girl who was crying suddenly looked at him straight in his eyes and didn’t say anything and throw a

piece of paper “Here!” as she run away from him. Confused and quite devastated he picked up the paper

that somewhat familiar to him “This looks like a resume” he mumbled as he slowly opens the paper

And was shocked with what he saw --- his name at the top but all the information filled was not his

handwriting and at the end it said there “I love you as always” with only a nickname Ash.

He immediately know who is that and hurriedly run to the crowd finding Ashley but only saw Gale “Gale!

Where’s Ash?” catching his breath as he asked Gale *Ash’s Best friend*

“Ahh ~ ahh~” she confusedly said “Hurry Gale!” Kevin added as he took Gale’s hand “before --- it’s too late

please”

Without another thought she quickly point to their classroom’s window at the third floor

“At the classroom!” Gale shouted as Kevin run fast through the direction going to their classroom --- He

opened the room’s door and the now startled Ashley dropped the chalked in the floor.

Realization strikes that Kevin – her long unrequited love is standing in front of her, with only the two of

them and she almost forgotten the fact that she was writing something a while ago.

And it was her name with the unfinished Heart --- She thought that maybe at this very last day she could

write down how she’s in love with this man and Take a picture of it as a remembrance.

But then her planned was changed with the sudden appearance of the man she wanted to be with --- the

man of her dreams before she could ask what he was doing in there

Kevin asked and took out a piece of paper “Did you write this?”

Oh God, that’s the application paper! Stuttering, she looked down at her feet and honestly nodded slowly

her head.

As the leaves falls down, flying together with the cool wind and only the footsteps walking through her

could be heard, Kevin picked up the chalk from the floor without looking straight to the now embarrassed

Ashley.

He continued -------- writing and it’s

Ashley Shaldone Grey

Watching as to what Kevin had done, she unconsciously started to cry off and Hide her tears through her

palm – shivering.

Kevin took the initiative and gently wrap his strong arms around Ashley and overwhelmed to hear “I love

you Kevin Anthony Woodley” That made him smile and hug her tighter that she could hardly breathe. After

the long moment of coping up --- He lifted her face and let it be seen by him. Looking deeply through her

innocent eyes, she tip toed and kissed the man torridly, Letting him devour everything about her.

Their intimate moment was interrupted by the loud bell as the sign of the ceremony ended, Hurrying back

to the venue of the graduation, he held her hands while running quickly.

Ashley stooped when Kevin did, turn around and found him smiling widely “I forgot to tell you”

Quite feeling nervous she uttered “Uh? W---what?”

He smirk evilly, pulled Ashley closer to him and say “I love you, since we are in Elementary and by the 

way, your handmade cookies has been my number one favorite” playfully, he winked.

She was about to cry again because of the unexpected revelation from Kevin, He knew her all along

and the fact they’ve been loving each

other silently; watching from far has been their only salvation is the main miracle

“Hey! Hey! Don’t Cry!”

She smiled while having tears looking foolish “It’s because of You! Paboo.” (Paboo = Idiot)

They walked together while Holding each other’s hand tightly ----

Holding forever without the thought of letting it go.

*THE END*