Love Letters by Anna Harris (white hot kiss .txt) 📕

Dear Greg:

The first thing I should say to you is I am so sorry for doubting your true love. I never thought that a love like
this could come my way. When you came to my life when my
mother died I thought that it was all a dream, this great
guy who I had known for a long time was reaching out to me,
how could he do that?, I asked myself but you know perhaps
those first few months I did believe you truly love me but
I most tell you one thing that I am very sure you know by
now, I was too jealous of your ex wife for you loved her too
much and the divorce really hurt you deep inside specially the way it was and the cause of it all. She was a beautiful
woman and athletic, poise and elegant, I thought that I was
not like her and all of this was just some kind of dream on
my part.

Time and time again you kept coming to me with your words of
love, you ilstened to me cry and pour out my heart to you, I
thought you were going to get tire but it was me who pushed you away, it was me who thinked that you would too good for
someone like me, so simple and with so many faults but then I
came to realize you too have faults, we all do but any how all I did was push you further away, all I kept on thinking was that my soulmate was out there somewhere but he would never come to me for perhaps this life was ment to be cruel to me. You inspire me to write, to be myself, to love music
even more and to dream that we could love with tender devotion. the first time I kissed you still lingers in my
memory in a fog because it all seemed so different from what I had imagine true love will be. I have so many memories of
those stories we lived together and I should tell you that my
love for you is real but I am just scare to be dreaming a wild dream.

I had writen so many stories of us being marry and living in
your home in Tenneessee and that you would teach me how to ride horses, that we would fight and make up making sweet love, I have to tell you how much I had dream of having kids
with you, that dream makes me specially happy because now for
me is a bit late to have kids but you inspire that dream, twins, can you believe that?, well, I think you are finding out when you read this letter. If only all of this dreams
were possible but there is one thing that I know is true and that is your love for me, now I don't doubt you love me. Remember when I was having a tought time at work and I wrote you a letter to you to come back to me and you did, it was all such a miracle, you tought me that day how much you care for me. One thing I would never forget is the day you gave me that ring with the engraved words "Forget Me Not" and asked me to wear it always so I could remember you often, well I did for a long time but then somehow doubt got to me again until you came back to teach me once again that no matter what I do you would always love me.

There is one thing I would like to ask you in this letter, please don't ever give up on me no matter what I do, sometimes the pain of the past hunts me and I start doubting everything again, just stay close, don't leave me, I know that if I know you are close to me I would never give up on our love, I don't want to give up darling for you are the most important man in my life. Come to me and stay with me all you can, give me that sweet love again and teach me your words of wisdom, I promise to read "The Prophet" your favorite book, I might be ready now to read it all, you love it so much, it touches you and it should touch me the same way it has touched you. I don't want to just pretend we are together in love for I want that you feel that I truly love you with a pure true love.

You are all I need in my life...

yours;

Anna

Text: c2011
Publication Date: 07-24-2011

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Dedication:
To a wonderful man that had been by my side always... I am so sorry I doubted your true love... Anna