Do Or Die by zayshina (spiritual books to read txt) 📕

LONESOME


“philosophy seemed to be very much deep and tempting in the early ages… but now its like a blessing to all of you… look at this orchid… seems too be a very normal one… look at that bird flying outside the window… what do you think?.....” Mr. PMND Pregnant male not delivered) was like a headache to all of us. Spending one lecture in class watching his big ass with that awful smell was no less than a day in a hell


“SHUT UP YOU BUCKO!!!!!!” my heart wanted to shout. But obviously could not.

“Look at that no worrying buddy… he has got nothing to get tensed about… all he has to do is to…” he was so much involved in his own world of birds and flowers … such an asshole. I mean, come on! What do we have to do with that fu… OUCH!!!!!!
Who the hell ….?

I got out of my fantasy world and looked at that hurridipusly stupid girl. I gave her that’I WANNA KICK YOUR ASS ’ look. She passed me a note without even looking at me… rather threw it at me.

I opened it and read

CAN’T HOLD MY SPERMS FOR YOU!!!!! WHAT ABOUT YOU?

Who the hell he could be? I could feel blood rushing towards my cheeks. I gave her that”what the hell is this? ” look. But she just shrugged her shoulders with an evil grin. I tried to stay calm but obviously it was of no use.

I don’t know what made me do that… but I pressed her hand a bit hard… just to make her feel ….. bad … but she screamed so badly as if I had attempted to murder her.

And there it goes. First of all she passed me that non sense note and now she has made me stand ass the no attitude severe no problem lesbian.

“Any Problem… Miss Evans? ”Get ready for the action guys… the show is about to begin.

That bloody whore lifted her skinny wrist as if it was half dead.

All the students in the class were staring at me as if I was the one root cause of this.

“I know the way to the principle’s office….” I didn’t want to explain anything. It was worthless.

I really don’t belong to this place. This place is imperatively evil and I am stuck in it just like a fly in spider’s web.

ALWAYS USE YOUR 3 C’S :

"COOL
CALM
and
CONFIDENT”
Andrew’s permanent quote to farewell all the problems and to my surprise it really did work.

So here I am. Doing nothing and not even intended to.

“Miss Rabel!!” that was my clue. Mrs.Tweaser's voice is like a melting chocolate drink. She reminds me of my nanny. Same old but honest eyes.

I entered the door without knocking at it. I don’tsee any point in it. Why to show coutsey when there is no respect?

I glared at the whole room. The typical casual principle’s office with all those trendy furniture and all the junk to make someone feel as if they had entered the world of a new era of education. And there was the sauscow sitting right next to the table… no no..not his desk… rather the guest table and playing chess with… guess whom? ….. of course himself….

You all might be thinking … why SAUSCOW… if you were reading in middle high… you would have understood..but anyways..

It’s a nickname given to him… by the school (he pretends to be unawared of it) coz he is a cowboy and he’s passionately in love with the sausages.

His story’s as simple as a lucky dog….
12 YEARS AGO HE WAS NOTHING .. A BLOODY GUITARIST AT SOME UNKNON COUNTRY BAR… HAD VIOLA NOT OPENED HER LEGS FOR HIM… WE WOULDN’T BE SUFFERING WITH SUCH A TERRIBLE PROBLEM…Mr.sauscow.

Thus he became legal son in law to Mr. braddon and we were legally damned.

“Miss Rabels?”He noticed my presence and made a sign me to take a seat.

I looked at his laptop. Quite expensive.

“Russian spice wanna taste it?”
I was pretty surprised at his homepage.

He noticed my centre of concenteration and suddenly minimised the window.

"Seems like you have messed up in Mr. Tennyson's class...." he raised his brow as if he was a CBI agent and i was the traitor.

I was firmed to follow my silence strategy, whatever it takes.

I tried to concentrate on the chess board place on his desk.... i mean how long he could endure that ignorance? ... this is the most effective irritating sep i have found till today.


"What is wrong with you, Jane?" He turned to me to draw attention as if it was going to work.

"Are you home sick or anything you want to share with me?" The same typical counselling questions.
he stared into my eyes that made me a bit nervous.


"Mrs. Tweaser!! Bring me file no. 582... " Oh great !! now he's gonna expel me... or suspend me atleast for a week or may be for a month.


He opened two of his upper shirt buttons and took a sip of ... god knows whose piss was he drinking?

The way he looked at girls make him look really stupid and irritating.

"File no. 582. sir!!"Mrs. tweaser's arrival made me feel somewhat better. her motherly smile is like warmth for someone freezing in a december night.

But she left and so did the warmth.

"Genius in mathematics.... won scholastic debate twice... awarded by the governor....?" He said it as if I wasn't aware of it.

"What is this?" He took my sketch book in an instant... but I almost snatched it before he could start his regular appreciation poetry ...

I precisely knew what he wanted.... he wants me to win piles of trophies for his school... but that's not gonna happen. the earlier he understands it, the better the situation will be.

"4.00 p.m. sharp!! I want you to report at the basketball court..." He was pretty much firmed at this.
"Come in!!"He said and I turned my head to look for the new arrived one.


Weird guy!! wearing woollen hood in the month of may and that too tight and covered as if done intentionally to hide himself ... But from whom? maybe the outer world..or from himself? God knows what's on his mind... But what do i have to do with that?


"No classes today?" Sauscow was somewhat uncomfortable in his presence.

"NO!!"he just nodded and left.

I got up and turned the door knob.
"Miss Rabels? 4.00 p.m. sharp!!" He pointed towards his wrist watch. I shrugged my shoulders and got out.


Now what to do?

I looked at the time table ... no more classes.. it's just 12 o clock.

4 hours and I can't even go home.

Library!!! no body would be able to disturb me there.


OSCULATION


“Your lips are so perfect for osculation.” Andrew told me in his silken voice, touching my lips with his fingers, gazing directly with his hunting eyes into mine.

“Oscu.. What?” I got up and my stupid act almost ruined our golden romantic moment.

I love new words. It’s a kind of my strength as well as weakness.

“Crap!!” oh God!! I hit my head against his.

“Are you okay?” I tried to pamper him. I blew in his eyes and apologised at least a million times with my oscul… whatever lips.

Okay!! His eyes were fine but I wasn’t sure about his mood. So I just waited for his next reaction….but he just kept on staring and suddenly busted a roar of laughter.

I was a bit confused but still happy to see him not getting mad over me.

“Your nose turns pink when you get confused…..” He said while getting closer to me.

“What does this Oscar mean? “I pushed him away and get up.

“Oscar..?. No… osculation... It means touching the soul...” He held me tightly in his arms. I could feel his breathe at my neck. His cheeks seemed to be so hot when they touched mine. Our lips were just an inch apart.

“Greeks believed that making out with your beloved is a way to communicate with God … they rather considered it as a worship” Boys are so unpredictable. I understand that mythology is his favourite subject but that doesn’t mean that he could ruin our intimate moments by sharing all these irritating facts with me.

It just spoiled my mood.

I tricked him and got out of his car… but I was too slow to run… he caught me in no time.

“Think you can run away?” he winked at me seductively.

I just closed my eyes and stopped struggling.

His butterscotch lips were against mine. I could feel the curves of his lips. My hands surfed through his shiny hair. He carried me in his arms while kissing and took me to the car. I felt like a newlywed bride… who doesn’t desire anything but to be in his loving husband’s arms.

“SAY CHEESE!!!” and a flash dazzled my eyes

And there she was… bloody bitch … Olivia... Her evil grin drove me crazy.

“Sorry to disturb you two… somebody seems to be under love spell” she was so annoying.

“Anyways I got the front page news for school” and she ran away in a cab.

Oh no!! this cannot happen… now I am gonna be considered as the slut in the school... that place as supposed to be reserved for Olivia.


KNIGHT RIDER


“Olivia!!!!” I shouted and found everyone staring at me. I might have slept while reading.

Librarian came to me, took my book and made me leave.
I tried not to look at anyone’s face; I precisely knew what were they thinking? That I am a freak. Maybe that’s what I have become.

I just kept on walking in the corridor. My reminder buzzed… 3 o’clock… I should get ready for the court.

“FRESH CHICKEN!!”I heard a big guy saying it. He licked his lips at the first gaze. I tried to ignore him and left.

I took out my sportswear of the locker. The moment I closed the