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. And if what this Damon guy was saying was true , how come was he rude when he was speaking of his brother ?

" Ok , enough with that . How did I end up here ? " I asked this Damon , seriously .

Because I didn't have a clue .
All over again

ical>Author's note : Hey , so sorry I didn't upload this sooner . I realise I didn't upload in more than two weeks , and again my apologies for that . Don't want you to think that I'm mean or something ! I wanted to write so badly , but I didn't have the time . So , here's the 7th chapter.I didn't know how to start it, but it turned out to be like this .It explains what made Damon and Elena forget each other .In Steffy's P.O.V. again . I know . Weird , right? Anyway , here it is .

Enjoy!

Stefan's P.O.V.

I ran out of the house as fast I could . I was very fast and I was watching out in case Damon was following me . Thank god , he wasn't because I couldn't deal with him right now . And why would he follow me ? He was in there , probably cuddling with Elena . I shook my head , tears falling out of my eyes . I'm not going to think about that now . It's too painful . I need to clear my head and calm down.

I know that this isn't another nightmare where Damon and Elena kiss in front of me ,knowing that I am there , watching . And , they both just grin at my facial expression . They don't care about me . They just want to see me hurting . But , that's just a nightmare . And , it came true . Not completely , but I'm pretty sure that they are together now . My undead heart was hurting me . If I was alive it would have pounded so hard and it would be worse than it is now . Damon must be happy now . He won Elena over . He didn't care about me . Just for her . Everything for her .

But , deep down , I knew that that wasn't true . Damon was my big brother , and maybe he acted like a complete jerk sometimes , he still loved me . I knew that . And , I also knew that Elena cared for me . Not in the same way she did for Damon , but she did . I knew that I have lost her a long time ago . And this was the time to face that fact . Elena's not with me anymore , she's with Damon .

I wanted to scream , cry and let it all out . I wanted to be alone . I felt all these emotions at the same time . It felt so ... human . I have never been this upset for my whole 163 years . The feeling ..... the pain , the bitterness ... it was awful . Almost unbearable . If it would end the pain , I would stake myself . Even though I didn't see any light at the end of the tunnel . There was no light in sight .But , I knew that I still wanted to live ... some life , no matter if it was dark and undead . It was life .

But , there was no life without Elena . No light without her . Nothing without her , her love . I lost that a long time ago . Love . Elena . I knew that there was no coming back after this . No more sweetness , no more happy , lovable moments full of light . No more Stefan and Elena . I stabbed myself with my own thoughts , with my own pain . I stopped running .

I gasped . Trees , graves , witches' graves ... The Bennett witches' graveyard . How did I get here ? I didn't even know where was I going . It was getting dark . I heard a whisper . It was not a real sound, I could tell it . Just in my head . I looked around . There was no one here . For a second I forgot about what happened today , about Elena and Damon . I just felt ... frightened . Not frightened as I was afraid for my life , just the creepy feeling of something around me I didn't see .

As that someone read my mind , I heard footsteps . I looked around again . I was all alone in the graveyard . It was disturbing and upsetting not knowing who was there .Then I heard someone sigh. I turned around and I saw her. Emily Bennett . Last time I saw her was somewhere in 1864 . She was glancing at me with those eyes full of centuries and generations of passed on wisdom .

" Stefan Salvatore . I haven't seen you in at least a hundred years . What did life do you now , to bring you here ? " she asked me . I was paralysed for a second from all that power radiating from her . And I was 20 feet away from her . Even with that quiet , yet not weak whisper , I could hear every word she was saying . " I just happened to be here . I don't know how , though ... " I said .

" Hm. " the witch said , like she knew a lot of things but wouldn't say them that easily . She closed her eyes and knitted her eyebrows . Her expression wasn't angry , but distant . It was like she was picking up ... vibes ?

" I sense a lot of negative energy . Sadness , bitterness , loss , anger. " I was right . Shewas picking up my vibes . She pronounced every emotion with a pause in between . " I know everything what happened today . " she said . " What changed your life . " she informed me .

But , I had a feeling that she wanted to say more . I looked at her with questions in my eyes . She understood it . " The nature's course has been disrupted . You did that by forcing my great-great-great-great-great-great-great grandchild to put a powerful spell on Elena Gilbert . That wasn't the right thing to do , either was it natural . " she said , whispering with so much surprising power in her voice . The minute she said Elena's name , I instantly knew what was coming . What I did was wrong , more than that ; I ruined her life . And I deserved the worst punishment there was .

The witch glared at me like she knew what was I thinking . " No , you don't need to be punished . You are a vampire , but a good part of you is still human . You did that out of love , because you love her . You made a mistake . It's natural to make mistakes . It's human . You are more human than you think . " she continued . I didn't know what to say , so I just stood there .

" You shouldn't have changed the course of nature , but you did . It may be wrong , but it's who you are , maybe not completely , but mentally you are more human than a lot of them of your raise . You control yourself , you drink animal blood instead of human . You don't need to do that anymore . You need to accept what you are . You need to acceptyourself . " a fade smile appeared on her ghostly face . I knew that what she was talking was true ... but I couldn't do that . I couldn't accept myself for who I am . If I'd do that , then I would admit to myself that I'm a monster , something that I truly was , deep inside . That side that I did my best to keep it buried deep down . That side of me that wanted, craved tokill.

"No , you are not a monster . You may be a creature of the night , but you're no monster . You just need to learn how to control yourself . " she said . I didn't quite believe in her words , but I didn't want to argue with her . I didn't want to argue with anyone . I didn't want to do anything . I just wanted to lie somewhere and magically die . Just not to feel all this pain. Not to feel love for Elena. Not to feel anything . To shut down all emotions. To turn off the switch .

" No , you can't do that . I , Emily Bennett , won't let such thing to happen . " she started walking up to me . " I can help you . I can fix your mistake . I can turn back the nature's course again . " she said , trying to convince me with her eyes .

" And how will you do that ? " I highly doubted that she could help me in any way . And my tone was quite disrespectful for a nice talk with a powerful witch .

" It's okay . I understand . And trust me , I can help you . " she said . " I'll do a spell on Elena and then , if you're her true love , she will come back to you . If not , she will into the arms of the one you dread . " she continued like she knew my every thought . I really didn't know what to say .

" Go back to your home , Stefan Salvatore and you'll see ... " she said and started to fade away . What the hell did just happen ? She said that she was gonna help me ... but how? Was she going to do something awful to Elena ? I needed to go back to the house . I ran as fast as I could .

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Back at the boarding house

Damon's P.O.V.

I was sleeping , when something jumped from my side . What the hell ? I moaned and stretched my arms when I noticed this hot chick staring at me . She had olive skin and mmm a helluva body ! And chocolate brown eyes . Those eyes ... Were just fascinating and beautiful .

" And how did you