Love Is No Fairy Tale by Olivia W (red queen free ebook .TXT) 📕

“Your right, I dont want it to stop but this is what I've grown up with it and I dont want it anymore” he kissed me on the forehead and sighed as I leaned back. “I suggest you get with the program” I glared at him I turned and opened the door but he slammed it shut. “1. Dont turn your back on me and dont think you won this argument. And I think you should stop with the I dont want it bullshit cause dont think I dont think you didn't like it cause the way you moan really turned me on” he stuffed his hands down my pants before I could react. “Dont think youll get anything better from Nick when you have a man standing right in front of you” I felt his finger slid around slowly and I held my breath my mind racing I hate it .I hate it. I hate it.I dont want it. He's a jerk wrong , an asshole.. I hate it. I gripped his hand and he smirked. “Look how much you love it but how much your pretending you dont. What for? That's not gonna change my feelings for you. This isn't wrong..for this to happen it's happen before and it's just nature” He kissed my neck and moved his finger faster. I tightened my legs but that didn't stop him.  Once the bell rung I was out the door. People were already waiting glancing at me as I walked away. Whatever thoughts were in there head would probably be pushed away as Jake was in the middle of “Fixing the projector”

At lunch, all the girls seemed a little more chirpy as Nick returned. I saw Isabell alone drawing at an empty table and I wondered if I should go over there. “I'll go less tension” I say glancing at Amber. I made my way to the table and sat across from her. “Go away Amanda k? I dont want to talk”

“Well I do. I want to say I'm sorry for what happened at the hunt and I hope I see you after school for cheer practice”

She glared at me. “Go away!”

“Your seriously gonna scream at me like a 6 year old?”

She sighed “Just go away Amanda that's all I want just go away” I stood and left. Well that was pointless. When lunch ended Amber went to talk to her despite my opinion. “Amanda” someone grabbed my hand and I whirled my head to see Nick. I pulled my hand away and his smile faded. “I know I've been gone for awhile... I'm sorry” Sorry? Everyone's always sorry to me. I shrugged. “Its ok but uh..I've got class” it wasnt it ok but he's the last person I wanted to talk to. I turned away but he grabbed my hand again dragging me in the opposite direction. “Nick let go of me!” he kept his grip around my wrist dragging me out of the cafeteria he dragged me into a bear by closet slamming the door shut.. I panted in the darkness. Cleaner and rubber filled my nostrils. I felt Nicks body slam into me and his lips devouring mine. Again I felt weak. I wanted to run I wanted to cry. But his lips I knew were right. Or is that my mind just tricking me?

“I could apologize over and over. I'm sorry I had to take care of somethings and one day I will tell you” he pants pulling away. I tried to catch my breath. I couldn't see him but I felt like I really could. I felt his jaw bone his cheeks his hair and kissed him again. Is this what it's like to miss someone? “I wish you would tell me now Nick, you just turned and left in the body of a wolf!” Nick covered my mouth silencing me. “I know and I would love to explain myself to you but, I rather not in a janitor's closet. After school I'll wait for you at your locker”

I felt suddenly super hot like the cool air was suddenly disappearing
“Um I'll try but I'm not positive I can”

“What do you mean?”

The bell rung saving me. I pushed by Nick and ran out the door.

At cheer practice the football team had stayed the last 20 minutes of their practice to watch us. I tried my best to ignore Nicks stare but I felt like it was almost impossible. Once we finished I let everyone go “Hey come here!”  Everyone swarmed this guy girls climbing on top of guys to see what he was looking at. I ran after Amber to see. His phone showed the news. “Yes that's right two girls have been declared missing. There mom Jennifer Wyles said they were to come home after school yesterday but haven't returned. None of their friends have any clue to where she could have gone. The last person to see them was there good friend Rachel who told us she hadn't even seen them on the bus to go home. Will catch you back right after this commercial this is Port news”

Rachel burst into tears and the girls all swarmed to hug her. Nick pulled me into him and I didn't hold back. “I thought it was over..” I whisper

“Me to”

After Cheer I didn't even wait for Amber. I know that's a terrible thing and that I really dont deserve her but I dont need her questions. Instead I marched to Mrs Ports room texting Sara.

Me: Two girls have been declared missing. Port News.

Sara: Watching it now. I want you home now”

I sighed. I stuffed my phone into my bag and walked into the classroom. Jake was throwing something in the trash. “Another girl is missing” I say he  grabbed my wrist pulling me to him “Rachel right? She was a whore not like you though” he kissed me and an Image of Nick flashed in my head. I pulled back. “Look I came to say this isnt working and I can't go through with this”

“Yes you can and you will, If I didn't want you I would make that very clear but I do and so far I have claimed you, so shut up and just be a good girl”

“Are you serious? You dont own me know one does. I won't tell anyone what happened here but I'm done” I opened the door and he quickly grabbed my hair pulling me back. He pushed me onto the floor, slamming the door shut he kicked me in the stomach to keep me down. I clutched my stomach as he straddled me, moving my hands he punched me again and again when suddenly the door burst open and everything was dark. When I woke up it didn't take me  long to realize I was in a hospital. A monitor beeped and I felt something touch my hip. Nick was holding my right hand yet his head was against my hip his eyes shut.I glanced over to a loveseat to see Sara was also asleep. “Nick…” I shook his shoulder softly and his eyes snapped open like he wasn't even sleeping. He blinked a few times before looking at me. He lifted his head and brought hand to his lips. The right side of his face which he had been sleeping on was red. “Are you sure you dont have some condition that makes you have a long term fever?” I ask feeling his forehead. He didn't answer, he just stared at me. I blinked before pulling at him. “Lay with me” he crawled over me laying on his side facing me. He still held my hand. “When do I get to leave? I dont like hospitals” he just stared at me he still hadn’t blinked, or maybe I just missed it. I wondered if he was in shock or something. “Please say something...” he leaned his forehead against mine. “I love you”

In the car Sara drove and I sat in the back resting my head on Nicks lap who played with my hair. I felt like crying. Not for what happend or not saying I love you back but because Sara had been crying back at the hospital. She's mad that I didn't tell her or she says “upset” so she has me on house arrest. Nick says its not because she's angry she's just in protective mode. I grabbed Nicks wrist and bit it, sucking. “What are you doing?” he whispers. I didn't answer. He sighed. Was he wondering why I hadn't said I love you back? I dont know why that's bothering me I mean after he said it I kissed him. Maybe it's because a guy has never said those three words to me before..like that.

Nick waited behind my closed door as I kicked off my pants and changed into a long white shirt. Putting my hair in a messy bun I crawled under the covers of my bed and yelled for him to come in. He pushed the door open and shut it behind him. Kicking off his shoes he crawled onto my bed and laid beside me. “Your cold” I say facing him. “No I'm fine I have...temperature issues if that makes sense”

“Not really” I say making out the outline of his face in the dark. “Whatever…...are you comfortable talking?” I blinked

“That’s what I've been doing isn't it?”

“I mean talking about what happened...you know..Mr Blake?”

“I got messed up with my past self who didn't know what was right and what was wrong..that's all” he was quiet. I was quiet. He finally kissed me on lips softly before sitting up. “I'll see you tomorrow”

“Your not staying?” I wish I could see his face. “Nevermind” I say rolling on my other side. He moved strands of hair off my cheek and kissed my neck. “I wish I could stay here but I got a curfew...and there's also Sara..I dont need her to kill me” I smiled slightly. “Go to sleep” he kissed my squished lips and finally crawled off me. The door opened spreading light and then shut leaving me in darkness. I rolled on my stomach and finally shut my eyes glancing out the window I could  see mist of clouds passing over the moon. The clouds make it look dull, but it was there. There to distract me of my thoughts that I wish would leave me alone.

Chapter 4 With A New Town Comes Something New To Learn

When I woke up I spent a full minute just trying to open my eyes. I sat up and blinked as light blinded me. Light? I glanced at my clock 9:12Am. “Shit!” I through the covers off and ran down stairs. Sara was on the couch with a cup of coffee. “My alarm didn't go off!”

“I know I turned it off, schools canceled” she says. I sighed. At least I get to spend some morning time with Sara. I grabbed a cup of coffee and opened the door. “Pants?” I shut the door. “I knew that” I ran down stairs with leggings and a hoodie, grabbing my coffee before walking outside. I  jumped down the steps as I heard the sound of a car engine. A car turned into our driveway and I knew it was Nick. He crawled out of his car in a black shirt with a denim jacket and a pair of jeans. He walked over and grabbed my coffee taking a sip. “You missed it, I almost walked outside with no pants” he smiled handing my coffee cup back. “Darn it” he kissed me and left for the house. I walked across the snow with my camera in hand. Every sip of coffee I took warmed my mouth but soon as it was gone my mouth was cold again. I wondered if