She is the one by Asheslove (book recommendations for young adults txt) 📕

No, not in any case.

'And if I deny' I said without any ounce of fear. 

'What will you do? Beat me, rape me or threaten me by using my love ones? Go ahead Nicolas. Oh! you had already done all that didn't you?' I mocked. 'and I had suffered enough with you, now nothing effects me so go on' I said looking straight in his blue orbs because at this point I know I held some power over him, not completely but I have. His sick desire of getting my submission out of me is my only power against him which he himself gave me.

He looked deep in my eyes and dipped his head in the crook of my neck inhaling my scent strongly and placing soft kiss there. His body started relaxing over mine. With every breath he was taking he was trying to calm his nerves and at this moment all I want from him is just calm. He stayed like this for few long minutes getting his nerves under control and the way he was inhaling my scent to calm himself it's more like snorting animal.

'I will not beat you, I told you I will not force it on you' he said lifting his head up looking in my eyes and tucked my hairs back gently. 

'I never raped you Elena and I never will. That's not me. I touched you only when you yourself let me, I never forced myself on you, you also knows that very well so don't blame it on me if you enjoys it. You don't know but there is a part of you which also want me as much I want you but you put a futile fight only because you thought it’s wrong.'

'I never wanted you Nicolas and I never will. I said it before, I'll say it again and I always kept saying it, I never want you and I am not yours, I will never belong to you' I whispered simply.

'You are so wrong here love. Do you know what I see in your eyes when I look into them? Your hatred for me. I see how much you hate me, I see you wanting to hurt me the same way I hurt you and your love ones. I see you wanting to saw pain in my eyes and to get away from me but this is not all I see. You want to know what else I see?  '.

He captured my lips in a soft gentle warm kiss and pulled apart.

'I see you trying to figure me out like I am a puzzle which fascinates you, I see you fighting yourself every damn time I touch you because you thought it's wrong and do I tell you what you are not realizing? 

That slowly yet reluctantly I am taking place in here' he said pointing at my head. 

'In your head, I am in your head Elena and believe me soon I will make my way from here to here' his finger tracing down from my head and settled right above my left breast over my beating heart. 'in your soul. I will pass through your soul without realization. I don't care about your heart, I don't care if your heart won't accept me or deny or hate me because when your soul once connects with mine, you will belong to me forever which will bind us together, you will submit yourself to me willingly and after that even if you'll try or wants to but you'll not be able to get away from me' he said and placed his lips on mine like sealing it with a soft kiss making me realize how seriously each single word he said he ment.

'That's never going to happen in this life Nicolas, never.’ I said with tears in my eyes, because a part of me know what he is saying is not completely wrong. I am so fucked up lying naked underneath him enjoying the pleasure given by my abuser. He's fucking with my head because I knew I never felt this way with anyone but this monster and even if I will leave him I can't get away from him ever in this life after all this.

'Trust me Elena, one day or other it will definitely happen, I will make it' 

'It would be better if that bullet have hit me' I said in a very soft whisper.

Something very intense and extreme flickered in his eyes but it was already gone before I could catch it. His jaw clenched and his hands around my waist tightened and the next second he flipped back and thursted in me with all his force. His right arm came around my shoulder and with other hand on my waist and he started fucking me ruthlessly.

The pleasure builds inside me along with pain and I cried for his each thrust which were hitting the spot I don't know even exist. I came soon, spilling around him but he was not even close. I don't know for how long he kept holding himself but it was longest he had till now. When finally he spilled his seed inside me he relaxed for few seconds above me, I close my eyes but with a jolt they opened when he laid me on my hands and knees and again plunged in. He was far from done today.

He fucked me whole night on different, different positions like can't get enough of me without caring I was done for the day due to multiple rounds of orgasms but he didn't stop and when he finally wiped my thighs before laying at his side wrapping me in his arms it was morning. I look out of the window and the sun had already come out scattering its light everywhere but still they won't reach me.

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