Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (surface ebook reader TXT) 📕

Kartik's behavior towards me is now different. I don't get good vibes around him. I don't know is the after effect of what Siddharth said to me but I didn't feel good around him. I keep my distance from him and talk to him only when it is necessary.

Since when he came into my life, my heart is going crazy for him even after he broke my heart. I don't know what is in him that my heart only wants him. But I don't want get close to him because I know he is not mine and thinking about him is a sin because he is a husband of someone.

I was sitting on the floor in my room's balcony thinking about the recent incidents in my life. I don't know which kind of game destiny playing with me. It knows he never be mine then why it make him come in my life again. I'm already broken. Is it want to shattered me? 
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I look at Siddharth who is sitting on his chair reading the file which I gave it to him. Why he looked always tired to me. His eyes is empty and I saw anger in them like he is fighting himself.

These days he is distant with me. Did I too harsh to him.

He suddenly raise his head from the file and look at me. Like my heart's voice reached him. Heat reached to my cheeks and I blushed.

He signed the file and gave it back to me. I took the file and walk towards the door.

Why didn't he spoke to me. Is he angry on me? Why I want to talk to him, why I want to hear his voice? I am supposed to be angry on him then why I can't be angry on him. It's helps to ignore him when I angry on him then why I am feeling guilty. I was too engrossed in his thoughts that I didn't realized I was about to bumped to a peon who just entered in his office with his lunch in his hand.

I came back to my desk and started working. I engrossed myself in work to keep out him in my mind.

When it's lunch time I took out my lunch box and was about to open it when my eyes fell on the same peon which went to Siddharth cabin with his lunch, he is taking out the tray with full food. He didn't eat the lunch today also. I didn't like when he didn't eat his lunch. I wanted to know why he skipped his food.

"Vishal bhiya..please come here. I wanted to ask you something." I called the same peon.

"Yes Preeti didi..." He came to me with a tray.

"What happened..? Why are you taking out the tray full of food." I asked him looking at the tray.

"He didn't eat today also." He said.

"Why..?" I asked him.

"I don't know. He skipped his lunch oftenly. When I asked him, he said that his stomach is upset due to continuously eating canteen's food." He said.

I know anyone's stomach would be upset if they eat hotel's food daily and Siddharth love home food much rather than canteen food.

I immediately took my lunch box and give it to Vishal bhiya.

"Take it and give it to him but Don't tell him it's from me." I said while taking a food tray from him.

"Then what will I tell him if he asked me?" He asked me.

"Tell him that it's from your home." I said.

"Okey Preeti didi." He said.

"Thank you vishal bhiya. I will take it to the canteen." I said while taking the tray and walk towards the canteen to return the food.
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"Thankyou.." I said while returning the tray to the canteen staff.

"Anything else for you mam?"

"No, thankyou." I said and turn to leave when someone bumped to me and their some coffee spills on my blue suit.

What is wrong with me. Why I am bumping to everyone.

"I'm so sorry Preeti. I didn't see you." Anisha said with a apologetic look while handing me a tissue paper.

"That's Okey. It will be fine." I said while wiping my suit with tissue.

"You should go to washroom and clean it with water otherwise it will hard to remove coffee stain later." She said.

"Yeah, you are right." I said.

"Should I come with you to help you?" She asked.

"No, that's Okey. I'll manage." I said giving her a smile and walk towards the washroom.

I opened the tab, wet paper towel and started wiping the coffee stain on my suit.

Suddenly Washrooms door open I heard someone came inside.

"What is going on between you and your boss?" I raise my head and look at the mirror. Kartik was standing behind me.

"What are you doing here? This is ladies washroom. " I said while turning to him.

"Give me a the answer what I asked?" He said looking at me angrily.

"What do you mean and It's none of your business." I said while walking towards the door.

Kartik came in front of me and blocked my path.

"Stop acting like a bitch. What do you think I didn't notice when you both came out from the store room and what about today why did you give your lunch to him. You never share your lunch with me before." He said while holding me by my shoulder and dig his nails there.

"It's my choice what I want to do. You are no one to stop me. Stay away from me." I said while try to free myself from him.

"Listen to me bitch and listen very carefully. Stop acting like a gold digger whore. If you want money tell me. How much do you want I will give it to you but Stay away from him. If I see you with him one more time it's not good for you." He threatened me. Tears came out from my eyes.

"Leave me.. you are hurting me." I said while pushing him back harshly. He fell on the floor.Before he could stand and grab me, I opened the door and ran from there.

I never thought kartik will say such things to me. I thought we could be a good friend but He is acting like a some obsessive bastard. Siddharth was right about him. He is a bad news I should listen to him. I don't wanted to get molested again. Why this is all happening with me again. I ran from saharanpur to save myself from Priyanka, my boss and Siddharth. But this is all happening to me again. History is repeating itself.