Love Is No Fairy Tale by Olivia W (red queen free ebook .TXT) 📕

“Not really” she says confused. We pushed ourselves out sitting on the ledge. I shivered a little the air wrapping itself around me. “I'm glad we came it's fun here” she says I smile turning my head as more people were showing up. “You wonder how there's so many people” I say turning. Amber kissed me. I leaned back shocked. She looked confused. “What? it was just a kiss!  You know friends kiss each other all the time” she says in an obvious tone. I felt lost again. “Amber you know Im not interested in you..” I say “I know but in the dressing room everything was so heated and I realized maybe I dont really like Parker. Anyways dont be such a baby! Ha! Its funny its like we swapped places right now!” she says laughing. I sigh my teeth chattering my face felt warm. “If you were actually sober you wouldn't have just kissed me” I say she rolled her eyes almost falling into the pool “I dont know but everyone's sexy here so” she says throwing her hands up in the air. She leaned in and kissed me again and I didn't pull back. It was an actual kiss her lips felt so warm. When she pulled back she smiled “Wow! I've never kissed a girl before! What if I actually dated one? What does that make me a bitch?” she smiled I look away. “Not in a slut way but yea were all bitched I say. She nods “I need a drink!” I grab her arm “I dont think so some water maybe.Stay here” I demand and run to get our clothes checking here and there to see that she's still sitting there. When I come back she looks like she's about to fall asleep. “Come on” I pull her up and put her arm around mine. Walking inside I sat her on a stool and grabbed two of the many towels that were on a table handing on to her she slowly rubbed it across her head. “ Im pretty tired” she says. “I know. Dry yourself off before you get sick” She nodded slowly patting the towle around her. I sat her on the love seat couch. “I need you to stay here ok? dont go anywhere” she nodded. I put my shirt back on running to my car. I grabbed the extra set of clothes and ran back to Amber she was leaning down wiping her mouth. She puked. “Dont worry change into this ok?” she nodded standing she starting changing right there and I turned. Once she had one the big white shirt and sweatpants I wrapped a dry towel around her hair and let her fall on the sofa. I grabbed a blanket from the other couch and put it down on her. She was already asleep. I hoped she would feel better in the morning. That was if her mom didn't kill her.. but I doubt she would even notice. I noticed a presence and turned to see Justin right behind me. I gasp “You scared me” I say. he grinned glancing down “Swimming?” he asks tilting his head. I nod my head. “Yea I would be wearing warm clothes but uh to bad I was thoughtful and caring and gave them to Amber” I say. He pulled me to him. “Your cold” he says. My teeth chattered he was so warm but not warm as Justin. “Just a little..”  I glanced up and his eyes were so pretty like stars. He kissed me and I turned my head. “How much have you drank?” I whisper. he kissed me again slowly “However much you'd think would be the limit of me having is what I drank” I smile pushing all his hair back. “Right um..to bad I have to go” I say he frowned “You dont have to go home. I'll say that you fell asleep here and that I let you sleep” he says kissing my cheek. “Yea and what about Amber?” I ask he sighed “She can stay here. We can drop her off drive to Saras and you can go back to sleep” I nod sighing my legs were cold as I put them together. “Im sorry Ive been stalling” he grabs my hand and leads me to stairs. “What do you mean stalling? I ask even though my head was filled with thoughts. I just kissed Justin. I've also kissed AMber but not really because they both kissed me first. “So you wouldn't have to go home so early” he says. I glance down at our hands IM not so sure whats right or wrong anymore. He lead me into a nice made room with red sheets and wooden walls. It was small but I dont care it had a bed which makes it glorious. I looked out the window to just see darkness and a few cars. “Put this on I'll be right back” he shut the door behind him before I had time to turn around. A big buttoned up flannel lay on the bed along with a pair of boxers. I quickly changed sighing as they were dry. I crawled under the covers of the bed and sighed in relief. I felt like my energy was just drained, the bed was so soft and cozy not as cozy as mine at Saras but close. I whipped my head around when the door opened. Justin closed the door behind him and turned off the light. I realized how bright the moon really was as it lit up half the room. Justin crawled under the covers next to me and pulled me close to him. I sat up. “Justin look I was in a relationship with Nick...or I sorta was and then he just left all of a sudden. I can't explain but I want us to just be friends…” he was quiet. “That's fine…” I stayed propet up not knowing if that was Just fine. I laid down and rested my head on his chest.

When I woke up I was laying in the back of a car. I sighed and noticed Justin's black hair. “Justin” I say my head pounding. “Im sorry were going to Saras you can take a ibuprofen when your there” I crawled in the passenger seat with my blanket. The sky was slowly lighting up. “Lay with me” I demand. He chuckled “I would if I wasn't driving lay down and sleep I promise I'll be laying with you when you wake up” I frowned and lowered the back of my seat.

When I woke up the sun stabbed me in the eye. I groaned and wiped my eyes. Justin was on his stomach passed out. Sun. sun? I'd never thought I'd see the day where the sun actually shinned. I sighed Justin doesn't even care about what I said last night. As I grew more awake my head didn't hurt as much. Justin resumed asleep and I walked down stairs. Sara was on the couch a cup of coffee sat on the side table. I took it and sipped on it. “listen here young lady I want you to be straight did you sleep with him?” I shook my head “No! Well I kissed him but that doesn't really count cause he kissed me first” I say sitting by her she glanced at me. I was still in the flannel and boxers. “I brought a extra pair of clothes for the party cause I knew there would be a pool but Amber went with me to the party and she was so drunk and tired I gave her the clothes and let her sleep”

“Where is she now?” I took a long sip of the coffee. “We dropped her off or Justin did he said something about it last night dropping her off and letting me sleep here I dont really remember” she sighed taking a sip of her coffee. I never really got it and I didn't want to ask. But she never really seemed mad. Like wouldn't a parent ground their kid or something for staying overnight at someone's house without calling and pulse it was a party I mean I could have done drugs or slept with Justin and she would never known. I sighed “He's sleeping still” she says it wasn't a question. I nod my head. Sipping my coffee nectar of the gods. Two cups of coffee later and a shower I walked down stairs with a tank on and plaid sweats. Justin and sara both glanced at me like they were in some deep conversation. I squinted my eyes at them and walked to the kitchen. I plugged in a blender and started cutting strawberries. I cut up some bananas apples and put them all in the blender. I put in two spoonfuls of sugar some milk and turned it on. It sounded like I had just started a chain saw. I turned it off just as Justin walked in. he was wearing a black hoodie and grey sweats. “What are you making?..” he asks looking at the blender. I thought for a moment. “I dont know” I say pouring it into a colorful starbucks cup. I sipped it and it tasted yummy. “Not bad” I say he made a face. “What your not much of an eater” he shrugged. “Depends what there is..my systems a little different” I frown “Dont hide from me..” his face dropped. “I'll explain it to you soon I promise” he says kissing my head. I swallowed and he quickly kissed me. “You better”  he bit my lip and walked out. I poured the rest of my smoothie into the cup and walked out of the kitchen. Sara was grabbing her coat. “I'll see you tonight she says kissing my head. “Ok drive safe” I say. As she left I sat on the couch and changed the channel. Justin kissed my neck. “I have to get home I'll talk to you later ok?” home. I've never even been to his house before. “Okay” I say sipping my smoothie. He crawled over the couch grabbing my cup he placed it on the table. “I wasn't done with that” I whine he grabbed my waist and made it so I was sitting on him. “Don't be mad at me” he says kissing my jaw. “I'm not I'm still just tired” he looked at me not believing. “Go home” I kiss him again and he kisses me harder. “I Don't want you to be in trouble” I say between kisses. He laughed “You have nothing to worry about with that” he pulled me to the side laying me on the couch with a kiss. He stepped off the couch and smiled “I'll see you later” he left and i felt curious. I took a few sips of my smoothie and brought it up stairs with me. If Saras known these guys for so long she has to have some paperwork of some kinds letters perhaps. In her room I looked in her closet. I picked a random box which held files. I went through them repeating the same word “Anderson, Anderson” The box was useless. I grabbed another box which had a book in it. I grabbed it a flipped through the pages.

1-4-2002 Freina  s still ill, she refuses to go to a hospital and I don't blame her.  Jackson is still being a stick in the mud about it. I hope this baby is born healthy and has no enemies.

A half breed has never been born before.  I would pray but would that make things worst? I dont want to jinx myself but then again I want to do everything I can for this child, even though its not mine.

4-23-2004

Even if Freina is dead I Promised her I’d keep Justin safe. Hes cried to me over and over about his father but deep down