Damaged Beyond Repair by Kashmira Kamat (KittyKash) (motivational novels txt) 📕

    "Minnie! Come on, sweetheart, don't be like that." He said.

     "Only on one condition, Drew stays here."

     Rowan nodded. "Okay."

     "Alright. I'll give you twenty minutes to swap spit and I'm coming in after that." Minnie laughed and walked out of the room closing the door behind us.

   Drew sat on the carpeted floor, talking in baby language and salivating over the pages of a brand new diary.

   I looked around the room, it was a small cozy room with a single window to my left. A queen sized bed where I was seated on, a study table on the right where the laptop remained propped up. Papers, some books and diaries. There was also a flat screen. Another door right beside the table. I assumed that was the bathroom. I liked the place, there was Rowan written all over it. He was always such a neat-freak.

    "This room is better than your last one." I pointed out.

     He nodded.

    "You've lost weight." I said.

    Rowan chuckled. "This place doesn't make me happy. I'm just doing what needs to be done."

    I moved closer to him and took his hand in mine. "I know what I said to you was completely despicable, but I want you to know that I don't mean those things." Tears trickled down my face. "I'm so sorry, Rowan. I really am."

    He wiped my tear with the pad of his thumb. "I know you didn't mean it."

   "I would never ever take back what happened with Drew. He is the best thing that has happened to me and I thank you for that." I placed my head on his shoulder. "I was frustrated with the situation, and so lonely, I know it's not a good excuse but I just want you to know how guilty I'm feeling right now."

   Rowan pulled me closer and his fingers drew patterns on my back. "What you said to me were really mean things. If you hadn't been pregnant that time, our baby wouldn't have existed."

   "I..."

   He placed his finger on my lips. "Let me finish, baby."

   "You know, when Lauren left me, I was in a bad place. I didn't eat for days, and I kept asking myself why it happened. Then, when I had Minnie in my life, when I found you, baby, it all started to make sense." He kissed my hands, my cheeks and my forehead. "Everything fell back into place because I realized it happened for a reason. And I'm happy with you right now, Alana. I wouldn't change anything for the world."

   I smiled. "Thank you for forgiving me." It still didn't take away from my guilt, but made me feel better.

   I kissed his lips, it was just a teasing peck. Rowan chuckled, "You don't get to tease me and get away like that."

   Rowan's hand automatically wound around my neck as he tugged me back for another kiss. His lips softy pressed to mine and slowly his tongue entered my mouth. I moaned, running my fingers through his brown curls, his hair had grown longer than usual, kind of long enough for me to grasp in a fist. 

   He pulled back gasping and laughing, "This is against the institution rules."

  "Well, I'd always been the rule breaker."

   Rowan pointed at the surveillance camera at the top corner of the room. "Sofia is going to enjoy show."

    "I'm your wife, so it's not like I'm doing something illegal." I reminded him. "Besides, I'm meeting my husband after four months and we haven't even had sex for a long time, how horny do you think I am?"

     Rowan laughed and I traced lazy circles over his palm. Shyly, I said, "I love you." Like he didn't know that.

   "I love you, too, and it's going to stay that way forever."

    A few minutes later, Minnie barged in and we only got a few more minutes together.

    "So, where are you guys staying?" he asked.

    "It's a hotel just a block away, we bought a suite." I grinned, picking Drew up from the floor where he had created a mess for Rowan to clean up later.

   "A suite?" Rowan asked.

   "So that you and Alana could bump uglies." Minnie said. She sometimes called me mom and sometimes by my name, it depended on her mood.

    I was so embarrassed. 

    Rowan stared at her incredulously, and looked at me. "What do they teach these days at school?"

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    Rowan

         My therapist, Sofia was quite amused by the footage. Thank goodness I'd only kissed her, although it had been initiated by Alana. She was always the first person who pressed the wrong buttons at the wrong places. Sofia did me a huge favor by allowing me two days with my family and that meant I could stay with them at the suite.

     It's not like Alana hadn't done sightseeing before, but now it was different. She and I were married and that changed a lot of things. I took them to the amusement park and the kids enjoyed a lot, then we went to a nice restaurant for dinner and it got pretty late by the time we came back to the hotel.

    Minnie was already dozing off so I carried her back to the suite and into the attached room, and placed Drew on our bed amid a sea of cushions. Alana eyed our baby who was snoring. I pulled her towards me.

   She stood between my thighs, feeling my hard-on with her fingers. She hadn't even kissed me and I was already turned on.

    Alana rubbed her fingers slowly over my hard-on. My eyes almost rolled back as I whispered "Oh, baby."

     I didn't waste time as I peeled the clothes off her body, taking off my own. We were in a frenzy of desperate touching, kissing and biting and then I was finally inside her.

   Alana threw her head back. She was always vocal so I kissed her hard on her mouth and whispered, "Baby, try not to scream. You are gonna wake up Minnie." I glanced at the sleeping baby, "Or Drew."

    When she heard Drew's name, she controlled herself. She knew if that little brat woke up, there was no sex and definitely no sleep.