Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (surface ebook reader TXT) 📕

"After watching the video court found guilty to her and put many charges on her to humiliate me and my family and leaking information from my firm. She get caught in her own web. Court also made sure the video could not come out in media."

I wanted to ask him about the photo which i received before i leaved from Delhi. Now everything is making scenes. Dots are connected now but still have one question. Who send me the photos and what about our engagement ring he was wearing in that photos.

"After you went out of town for work before i came home i received an envelope in which you and Anna smith were kissing each other. You were almost naked in that photos. It felt like someone stab in my already broken heart which were healing with your slowly but before it could heal properly someone stabbed on it by sending me those photos. I felt broken. I don't want to believe them..i don't want to reached any conclusion fast but whenever i see those photos i felt like someone rip my heart from my rib cage and clawing it." I said.

His eyes turned me and looked at me shockingly. I looked at him with my tears.

"One day kshama came to me and told me everything what she collected the information from internet. She made me think deeply with her reasoning." Tears escaped from my eyes when i was telling him about the photos.

He took out his phone from his pocket and opened the lock. My eyes fell on his phone screen. His phone background was our photo when we are sitting on a field under the light of lalten. Siddharth was hugging me from behind. We both had our eyes lower and a smile on our face. I remember when he took this photo. He immediately made his phone background after clicking it.

He still have this photo as his phone background. How much a person could love to anyone.

"Are these the same photos?" He asked me while forwarding his phone towards me. I got shocked looking at the same photos in his phone. I nodded my head slowly still in shock.

"Someone send me these photos today's morning and blackmailed me if i didn't gave him a money he will send you the photos but looks like you already got them before. But before reaching any conclusion watch this." He said while playing some video in his phone and forward his phone towards me.

I looked at the video. There is room same as which i saw in photos. After sometime Siddharth and Anna came inside the room. They both have some conversation and Siddharth is looking furious. When Siddharth is look at the other side i saw Anna mixed something in water and Siddharth drink the same water.

After time he started feeling dizzy and felt unconscious on the bed. Anna came to him and make him lay on bed properly and started removing his clothes. After that she removed her top and sit on his stomach and started kissing him in his unconscious state.

After kissing him like 5 minutes, she called someone and a boy came inside the the room. She had dirty smirk on her face. After having some conversation they started kissing each other and sucking their faces. Soon their clothes discarded and they started make out on a same bed in which Siddharth was lying unconscious and i know what happened next, he already already told me.

It was really humiliating. I can't take it more. My hand left his hand and I turned my head to other side and put hand on my mouth while breaking into tears. He was going through such humiliation and i didn't have any single idea because i was busy mourn in my pain and doubting his love. I also suspect of his humiliation.

"The photos are the screenshots of this video when she was kissing me." He said.

"But why are you wearing our engagement ring." I asked him while looking at him with my teary eyes.

"After breaking our engagement i didn't removed it. Because this is only thing which make me feel closed to you. It felt like you are with me and giving me power to fight against my misery." He said while turning me to him by holding my shoulders.

"But i removed it when she accused me in rape case. Once i believed her because i can't remember anything but when everything solved I didn't have a heart to wear it back. I thought i didn't deserve you but i was being coward to ask your forgiveness. But never a moment pass when I didn't miss you. I tried everything to forget you but nothing worked. But when Nick and keerti can't look at my condition they kicked my ass and told me to ask your forgiveness and win your heart again." He said while touching our foreheads.

I closed my eyes and a new wave of hot tear escaped from my eyes. He said he doesn't deserve me but the truth is I don't deserve him. I am the coward one. I am the one who can't fight my battles myself.

His hands make their way from my shoulders to my waist and rest there.

"It took one month to gather all information about you and i was shocked when i knew you are working in my own company but i was happy that you will be working so close to me." He said while pulling me close to him by my waist.

"But i know i hurt so many people and before qin your heart i have to win your family's heart to so I went to saharanpur to meet your parents. Your father was hell angry on me when he saw me. I had stand in a rain outside your house to ask his forgiveness at the end he told me if you forgive me they will accept me. Next time i went saharanpur with my family and told your family everything that why i cancelled the wedding. They all forgive me and said they will talk to you but i want to win your forgiveness without anyone's help." He said while looking into me.

So I am the last person who came to know about his pain. Everyone knew about that but no one told me anything. Is that how much useless i am that no one consider me to share things with me. My body started shaking because i broke into tears again.

"Baby what i told was all my truth. Do you trust me?"