Life by K. Green (free children's ebooks online .TXT) 📕

side as usual, and Cath was answering the same. Maria, Stefan, Sam and Ana came. ”

“I’m always joking” said Rayon defending himself “group Maria screamed and hugged Cath and bla, bla, for the ring. Cath greeted Ana for coming in our group. Then she answered she had to say it… because she was in the pack more than her. ”  I look Ana and she nodded

“Keep going”

“Cath said to cut it off”

“And I regret for not killing her!” Cath said

“Silence Catherina!” I yelled.

 

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

“Silence Catherina!” my dad yelled. Woah he yells because I say the truth? So it’s my fault again?

“Ana said that Cath is acting like she’s something more than us because she’s your child. Cath refused. She said she is equal with all of us. Then Ana said ‘You are stronger than you dad why don’t you kill him and take the place’ or something like this” Kody said “Cath got pissed and told her not challenge her, but Ana did. They fought in wolf form.”

“So Ana you told Cath to kill me”

“I asked her””

“WHAT?” I said “IT SOUNDED LIKE A THREATEN!” I yelled 

“You came and everything went upside down.”

“And how exactly smart head?”

“Silence. Jack?”

“ They fought, Cath won the battle, and she pulled to Sam, then she sat to Styles like a puppy. Ana woke up and growled and attacked her again. Cath tried to stop her, but Ana kept going. Scot tried to stop them, but nothing, they kept arguing. At end Ana said it’s going to be better if they take her again. Cath was shocked, the fight went even rougher than before. We ran into the field and pinned Cath on the ground. They talked a bit more and Cath went home.  ”

“That is? That’s a drama!” my dad said “You fight for stupid things”

“STUPID THINGS?” I yelled “Stupid things? Is that it? Just a bullshit for you? For me this is serious.”

“You threatened me too” Ana said

“You deserve it.” I stood up

“Sit down” my dad said

“No”

“Sit down.” He repeated

“No.” I walked to the door but the boys pulled me back to him and turned me around. “What? You want to fight? Want to beat me? Want me to buy you a whip for better pleasure? Come on, I am used to it.”

“Cathy don’t talk like this”

“Talk how, to beat me with a whip? You know maybe I miss it, I don’t feel the pain anyway”

“Do you know what you are talking?”

“I know perfectly. I won’t stay here anymore” I pulled my hands off the men

“I can’t believe you talk like this.”

“I changed, mother. They taught me not to obey, to think about the consequences, to defend, is that a problem? ” I asked my mother “They taught me on 4 languages, maybe I am grateful they changed me like that. Accept it. I am not the old Cathy, mother. I am sick of you all to control me and remind me of these years.”

“Cath… I”

“I, I, I. What is this I? Every word you all say, is about to these 6 years. You are just trying to control me, but I am not a child anymore.  Don’t need your defense anymore.”

“Cath!” Maria said

“You are all acting nice, not to hurt me? Just say it in my face. Let me ask you something. You all are just asking about the 6 years, but where was the defense I needed back then? Where the fuck were you all? You didn’t showed up. Now I don’t need your help or protection”

“Low your tone.” My father warned me

“Or what? You’ll throw me out of the house? You always wanted son right? To heritage you. Here he is. Staying in your wife. But Styles is here too. WHY don’t he take the post of yours? He’s just not your blood. I know you don’t like him, I KNOW you blame him for my kidnap. As you blame Stefan for Maria’s. I’m not blind.”

He stood up and everybody made few steps back. Are they afraid of him? That’s ridiculous.

“What did you said? Son?”

“Yes you do, you blame me first because you don’t have a son. I see everything, I see it in your eyes. ” Silence, only sound was the heartbeats of everybody and their breath.

“You are right, I wanted son”

“See. You just hate me because I am not the first born son who you wanted.”

“I want son, first born, but I want a daughter too.”

“I am first born daughter, and not a son. You pity me like everybody here. Don’t control me. Never again.” And he slapped me.

“Everything is true isn’t it? I don’t want to be part of this. I don’t want anything else from you. You just hit me, I won’t forgive you”

My cheek was burning, I looked him. Hardness, determination... But I do not know... Sympathy, regret for having hit me? I hit him too, and he stepped back leaning on the table.

“Do. Not. Hit. Me.” I said only and left the hall. I took deep breath. Ok where should I go now?

“Cath” I heard Styles behind me “Wait.. Why…”

“Nobody take me serious, I’ll just disappear again.”

“Where you’ll go?”

“Somewhere far. I have to think” I remove the ring from my neck and handed it to him

“You break up with me?”

“Nobody said it.”

“The ring shows it.”

“Give me some time, I’ll find you, I don’t want to lose him.”

I kissed him and disappeared into the wood

 

One month later

 

I am all alone in the woods, at least for a while. But then I went to my Grandma. She listened to me, didn’t judge me, didn’t yell on me. She lived in Lion, alone. My grandpa died long before was I born.

I liked to live here, it’s quiet and the view of her apartment was amazing. I asked her not to call my dad, or tell him where I’m. She agreed.

My grandma lives in another’s Pack territory. She met with them and had a talk. They let me go through. We had a lot of fun, I even met her boyfriend… who was a musician. Cool guy.

Now it’s time to go home. She warned me to take care because I go through a lot of territories. There might be guards chasing me, and attacking me, but I couldn’t care much, I just want to go home!

 

After an hour I was in Toulon, 1 am middle of the night, it’s kind of dangerous to be alone in the woods, but I am sure I looked like forest spirit because of my fur and I didn’t have any problems.

I went into the backyard. 4 calm heartbeats. I went inside and I wore some clothes. I went into Style’s room and sat on the armchair. He looks so calm, all the problems of his face weren’t there. I wish I could make him happy, but seems like I make more problems even from my pack together.

Morning came fast, my father went to work earlier, and left my mom to sleep. He didn’t even listened around the house, didn’t even notice the 5th heartbeat.

10am came. My mother was awake, and made the breakfast and she’s watching some movie on the TV.

Styles was still in bed, he haven’t move a centimeter from the pose I found him at night. He was laying on his belly, with both hands under his pillow. The sun is falling on his back.I could see he’s getting warmer, because his skin is getting redder and small sweat drops appeared.

“Who left the window open ugh” he murmured and pinned his head in the pillow

“I did” I said. He froze and then looked behind.

“Cath?”

“Styles?”

“Do I sleep?”

“No” 

“So you are at home?” I nodded and smiled. He sat in bed. I went to bed and kiss him. “Your mother is here” he said giving me the ring

“Like she will hear something.”

“Maybe you are right”

 

It was time to go the camp again. Everybody were on their places. Rayon smiled at me

“You are such bad girl!”

“We are alike Rayon”

“You are late” my dad said and I rolled my eyes “Don’t start again. You are home now, so let me tell you the punishment. You’ll guard the territory on shifts with Ana, also you’ll clean the canteen with her.”

“I had to stay at my grandma.” I laugh bitterly.

“You were with your grandma?”

“Where else I’ll go? I won’t clean either.”

“You have to”

“That’s why I came? To control me again? I came to fix the things, not to attack me.”

“You do. That’s an order”

“I am the first who doesn’t obey you right? Nobody else says a word. I heard a lot of things there, passing the packs, grandma knows everything dad. She’s 3rd by age in France.”

“Cath I punish you, to learn a lesson and not to do my mistakes.”

“I almost kill 4 people. Ana. Eliza. The guy the city center, and you could stay paralyzed. Dad I followed your mistakes long ago. I killed 2190 innocent people, who didn’t do anything to me. I won’t clean and that’s it. If you need me for anything I’ll go sleep in Styles bungalow. ”

Chapter 18

Catherina’s P.O.V

 

On next day, Maria and my mom forced me to go with them around the town. They even hired a wedding planner, and now we are in one of the biggest shops for wedding dresses. The consultant came and led us to a room, and we sat at the white couch, I looked around.

On front is staying big mirror with small platform. This is… white. Floor, walls, columns. One color, only thing that was different was the flowers. The bouquets were in different colors. Maria’s mother was here, Lilly, she’s human too. Maria is the same as her mother, black hair and blue eyes and very tall, with big breasts and curves.

“I am Mariana, your consultant for today. Who is the lucky girl?”

“Both.”

“Yow bitch!” I heard Rayon in the room. “You invited me here I am”

“You act like gay Rayon.”

“Big deal” he said normally now. He sat next me.

“Who will be first?”

“Me?” Maria asked me and I nodded

 

After 3 hours I was completely exhausted, but I had to keep going. I am sick of dressing up and then undress. Rayon wanted to come with me in the changing room. Maria found the dress easy, she had it on first 30 minutes, but me… I blocked. I was on same opinion as Rayon in 99.9% of time. He was sitting in the chair and watching how they dress me up.

“Styles will kill you, you know?”

“I don’t care much” he said laughing “I am here to help, not to watch your breasts. I can find them anywhere.” Mariana laughed

“That’s true”

“I found it!”

“You found it!” We both said and we laughed. Then Ray continued “Is it comfortable? Nowhere is too tighten or so”

“Nope, nowhere”

“I ask you serious”

“And I’m answering you, let me show it to them.”

I went out of the changing room and followed Rayon. “We found it!” he said

“Hun are you sure he’s not homosexual?” Maria’s mom asked.

“No mom, he has girlfriend and he just loves fashion”

I stepped on the platform and looked myself into the mirror.  The upper part of the dress has a heart neckline corset. The corset is to the pelvis and rest of the fabrics freely falls down. Corset dress is clean, without any