My life is a mystery by Vaibhav Soni (best books under 200 pages txt) 📕

kuch aisa jiski mujhe sabse jyada fikr thi……

CHAPTER-7

JISKA DAR THA WHI HUA

PR ACHHA HUA

Ek din jab hum sab coaching pr padh rhe the tab ritik mujhe chedh rha tha Sonakshi ko lekr,who aksar aisa krta tha lekin mujhe us samay dar lag rha tha kyoki us waqt ruhi bhi whi thi or jiska mujhe dar tha wahi hua ruhi ne puch liya ritik se ki ye “S” kon hai or ritik ne use bata diya ki “S” means Sonakshi or Vaibhav Sonakshi se pyaar krta hai toh ruhi ne kha ki mai Sonakshi ko bata dungi ki tu usse pyaar krta hai or tujhe pata hai ki use ye sab nhi pasand ,

Toh maine kaha yaar isme meri kya galti hai,pyaar kiya thodi jata hai ho jata hai or mujhe bhi hogaya toh ruhi ne kha thik hai mai nhi bataungi use tab jake maine rahat ki saans li nhi toh meri toh jaan hi nikal gyi thi ,

Or phir mene ritik se kha coaching end hone ke baad ki tujhe kya jarurat thi use batane ki toh usne kha kya batane ki toh maine kaha yhi ki mai Sonakshi se pyaar krta hu ,

Or who meri tang khichne lga ki kyo tu Sonakshi se pyaar nhi krta kya thik hai mai ruhi ko bol deta hu ki Vaibhav usse koi pyaar vyaar nhi krta hai mai majak kr rha tha.

Maine kha ab rehne de use pata hai.

Anjaane mai hi kyu na ho pr meri baat ritik ne ruhi ko bata di or mujhe pata tha ki ruhi Sonakshi ko bataye bina nhi reh sakti. Ab bas mujhe isi baat ka intezaar tha,,,,,,,,,mujhe nhi pata tha ki kya hoga ab………………….

CHAPTER-8

ANKHIR USE PATA CHAL HI GYA

PR BAHUT BURA HUA

Ha use pata chal hi gya mene ruhi se ek din coaching pr kaha tha ki ho sake toh Sonakshi ko ye bta dena ki mai usse kitna pyaar krta hu.

Or ruhi bhi maan gyi kyoki use bhi pata tha ki mai Sonakshi se bahut pyaar krta hu.

Toh humne decide kiya ki tum kl use bta dena ,phir dekhate hai kya hota hai. Toh mujhe bs ab kl ka intezar tha mai puri raat soya bhi nhi ye soch soch ke ki kya Sonakshi bhi mujse pyaar krti hogi kya unka jawab mere liye ha hoga ya na…

Yhi sab baate sochate sochate who din bhi aa gaya.

Mai apne school se aaya or phir coaching chala gya us din ruhi bahut late thi mai soch rha tha ki kya hua hoga khi meri wajah se unki itni achhi dosti na tut jaye.

Phir ruhi aayi or usne mujhe ishara krke bataya ki ----------------

Usne mana kr diya mai bahut sad tha phir maine coaching ke baad usse wapis ache se baat ki or pucha ki aisa kya hua wha pr

Toh usne bataya ki Sonakshi ne bola ki Vaibhav pehle hamare sath is school mai tha tab toh itna achha tha achanak usko pyar kese ho gya

Kya S.S.V.M. mai jakar sab aise hi ho jate hai kya .

Mujhe bahut bura lag rha tha ki yaar who aisa kaise bol saktii hai mujhe toh unse bahut pehle se hi pyaar tha bs mujhe realize baad mai hua .

Khair mujhe phir bhi yakken nhi ho rha tha ki ye kaise ho sakta hai.

Phir bhi maine haar nhi mani maine ruhi se kaha ki usne mana kr diya toh kya hua mai toh usse pyaar krta hu na .

Ab mera love sirf love at first sight reh gya tha .

Kahani yhi khatam nhi hui ankhir mai Sonakshi se sachha pyaar krta tha maine kha koi baat nhi 12th mere liye ek naya sooraj hai kyoki mujhe pta tha ki ab 12th boards hai toh maine kha koi nhi ab boards exams toh sath hi dene hai mai use wha jarur propose kr dunga who jarur man jayegi.

Ab aage kya tha mujhe ab bs 12th class ka intezar tha ki 12th mere liye bahut important hone wali hai .

Ek naya dost agli achhi si suruaat……..

CHAPTER-9

EK NAYA DOST

MERE LIYE BAHUT KUCH

11THclear hone ke baad amar ne mujhe uske best friend se milaya ,

Harshit se who amar ka bahut hi achha sa dost tha or ab mera bhi acha dost bn chuka tha mai sochta tha ki chalo yaar Sonakshi abhi mere pass nhi hai lekin mere dost mujhe sambhal lenge . kyoki mujhe un pr pura bharosa tha meri baat harshit se Instagram pr roj hoti thi mene use apni ye Sonakshi wali baat bhi batai toh usne kha sab thik ho jayega yaar hum hai na tere paas.

Meri garmi ki chuttiya apne dosto ke sath ache se bitti.

Or ab hum sab 12th mai aa gye the maine kha ab toh boards hai bahut focus krna hoga padhai pr kyoki ye mere career ka sawal hai.

Mai apni boards ki tayari krne mai lag gya , maine coaching bhi join kr li thi or achhi baat toh ye thi ki mujhe pata chala ki English medium ki batch hamare baad hi hai,kyoki ruhi engish medium mai thi toh mai bahut khush tha ki chalo ruhi toh aayegi usse baat krke Sonakshi ke baare mai sab jankari le lunga mai usse iske liye maine apne sir se kaha ki sir mai extra 1 hour padhana chahta hu toh sir ne ha kr di jo ki mere liye bahut achhi baat thi mai bahut khush tha ki chalo ek kaam toh achha hua ye.

Uske baad ruhi or hum normal friends bn chuke the mai humesha usse Sonakshi ke baare mai puchta tha shock toh mujhe tab laga jab ruhi ne mujhe Sonakshi ko lekar chidhaya,mujhe pata chal gya tha ki ruhi bhi mujhe Sonakshi ke saath dekhana chahati hai……..

Boards bhi najdik aane wali thi mujhe boards ki bhi tension thi or Sonakshi ko lekar bhi mai tense tha…………..

Lekin kuch toh hona hi tha…………………………………………………………

CHAPTER-10

BOARDS KI DATE SHEET

MERA TENSION BADH GAYA USE DEKHKAR

Boards ki tension toh bahut jyada hi thi or phir boards ki date sheet bhi aagyi or exams 4-5 din baad ke the toh maine bhi apni tayaari suru krdi thi. Phir kya tha mujhe ab bs exam wale din ka intezar tha ki kb mujhe waha Sonakshi dikhe or mai use propose kru .

Lekin shayad upar wale ko ye manjur nhi tha. Mai apne exams ache se de rha tha lekin mujhe Sonakshi dikhati hi nhi thi lekin ek din physics ke paper ke last night mujhe Sonakshi ki dii ka insta pe message aaya ki “Happy Holi” toh mai shock reh gya tha ki mujhe unhone message kyo kiya lekin mai andar se bahut khush tha ki ho sakta hai ye Sonakshi ki dii nhi ho or Sonakshi hi baat kr rhi ho is baat pr mujhe shak isliye hua kyoki unhe ye bhi pata tha ki mujhe class mai sab “Baby” naam se bulate hai , maine unse pucha bhi ki ye baat apko kese pata toh unhone kaha ki unhe ye baat Sonakshi se pata chali hai, lekin phir mai sochane laga ki Sonakshi mere baare mai apni dii se kyu share kregi kya Sonakshi mujse pyaar krti hai ya abhi jo mujse baat kr rhi hai who Sonakshi ki dii nhi Sonakshi hi hai……….

Kuch der tak hamari baat chali.

Phir unhone mujse pucha ki apko physics mai kuch important pata hai kya maine unse pucha ki apko kyu janana hai , aap Sonakshi baat kr rhe ho kya toh unka jawab haa tha mai khush ho gya ki ye toh achhi baat hai ki Sonakshi mujse baat kr rhi hai .

Hamari is topic pr der raat tak baat hui kariban 12:00am tak .

Maine unse kaha thik hai ab kl baat krte hai paper ke baad mai apse “Hi” krne jarur aaunga toh Sonakshi ne haa bola.

Lekin kl kuch or hi hona tha kuch aisa jiska mujhe andaja bhi nhi tha….

CHAPTER-11

MAI PURI TARAH SE TUT GAYA

Mai bahut khush tha ki mai aaj Sonakshi se baat krunga or usse apne dil ki baat bhi keh dunga.

Mai apne ghar se exams ke liye nikala phir exams start hue mana ki mera paper achha nhi gya lekin mujhe bs Sonakshi se baat krne ki Khushi thi mai exam holl se nikala or idhar-udhar ruhi ko dhundhane laga kyoki mujhe pata tha ki ruhi or Sonakshi ek saath hi hongi .

Or phir mujhe who nazar aa gyi jise meri nazare dhundh rhi thi.

Sonakshi meri taraf hi dekh rhi thi kyoki maine usse last night kha tha ki mai use “Hi” bolne jarur aunga mai dara hua tha lekin maine himaat ki or unke pass gaya pata nhi kyo lekin mai kuch bol hi nhi paa rha tha usse mai kuch keh hi nhi paya lekin maine ruhi se pucha ki tumhara paper kesa gya bs itna puchane ke baad who chale gye or mai wahi khada reh gaya. Phir baad mai Sonakshi chali gyi or jab ruhi mujhe mili toh usne kaha ki jaa usse baat toh kar kuch bhi nhi bola tu toh usse. Maine kaha koi baat nhi mai puri koshish krunga agli baar baat krne ki phir mai ghar aaya mujhe bahut afsos ho rha tha ki mai kuch bol bhi nhi paya usse lekin mujhe pata tha ki afsos krke bhi mujhe kuch nhi milne wala tha maine uske baad Sonakshi ko msg kiya “Hi” us waqt who active thi insta pr lekin thodi der baad unka active status bhi band ho gaya maine kaha ye kya hogaya phir mai raat ko apne friends se mila or maine harshit ko ye sab bataya toh usne kaha ki usne tujhe block kr diya hai. Mere man mai azeeb- azeeb khayal aane lage ,

Ki kya Sonakshi bhi sabki tarah matlabi ho sakti hai ek baar toh mere man mai ye khayal bhi aaya ki mai ab jeekar kya krunga maine jis par sabse jyada bharosa kiya aaj usi ki wajah se mera bharosa tut gaya or mai khud itna tut chuka tha andar se ki mujhe khayal aaya ki mai suicide attempt kr leta hu kyoki mai jeekar bhi kya kru ab lekin mere dost harshit ne mujhe samjaya ki isse kya hoga bhul jaa use or aage badh move on kar ..

Mujhe kabhi insta par block ka matalb bhi nhi pata tha or usne mujhe samja diya ki ab sab khatam hua….

Mere dost ne kaha ki hum sab tere sath hai or hamesha sath rahenge maine decide kiya ki thik hai mai aage badhane ki puri koshish krunga…….

CHAPTER-12

SATH REHNE KA WADA

KRNE WALE BHI CHALE GYE

Mujhe lag rha tha ki mai depression mai jaa rha hu toh ye baat maine apne dost se share kii toh usne kaha ki jyada mat soch uske baare mai,

Thode din baad mera birthday hai enjoy krenge ye baate bhul jaa tu ab.

Maine kaha thik hai shayad us cheez se mera mind fresh ho jayega.

Lekin us birthday party ke baad mujhe harshit ka msg aaya ki ab humme se kisi bhi dost ko tu msg nhi krega ab tu hamara dost nhi hai mai bahut pareshan ho gya ki ab kya hoga lekin maine kaha thik hai agar tumne ye faisla kr hi liya hai toh phir thodi der baad usne msg kiya ki ye sare msg ritik ne kiye hai or hum majak kr rhe hai.

Maine kaha aisa majak kon krta hai yaar, maine kha chalo koi ni hai ab aisa majak nhi kroge tum mere sath …

Maine rahat ki saans li lekin shayad woh majak nhi tha …………….

CHAPTER-13

MAJAK ANKHIR SACH HUA

Mai soch rha tha ki mujhe chodh kr jaane wali baat sirf majak thi pr mera sochana is baar galat sabit hua …

Who majak