Pain Without Love by K Lime (best books for students to read txt) 📕

"October perhaps this isnt the place to deal with this." Paul whispers softly into her ear.

"Perhaps this is not the place for her to make out with my fucking mate."

"Oh shit."

"Exactly."

"Hey look October whatever you need her for you can talk at the party tonight. She will be there. She always is." Calls Michael one of the other jocks.

"Oh. I was under the influence that she was meeting her parents for dinner?" October hints coldly.

"Come on you know Joe always has his girlfriends their. If not he just gets another and poor Angelita has gotta take care of her boyfriend."

"Wait...The two of you are actually dating?"

"Yes."

Octobers fangs slide fully down. She knows it is very dangerous to continue speaking lest they notice but she doesn't care. He is her mate. And Angelita was pushing it too far.

"Look Ang come on whatever Occy needs to talk about will be fast." Violet says trying to help.

"I dont care how fast it is all I know is that it is unimportant. Now go away."

"Grab her Paul!" Another vampire by the name of Chris shouts a little too late.

October jumps over the people infront of her and slams Angelita out of Joe's lap and starts slamming into her with her fists too fast for human speed. The vampires know if they dont do something then it will become very noticable. Then the words come before they can even think.

"You ungreatful little cunt! I fucking took you in when I could have left you to him! You would be nothing without me and you know it!"

"Get the fuck off me!!!!" Angelita screams.

"Get the fuck off? Get the fuck off of what belongs to me you corrupted whore!"

"What belongs to you!? How dare you!"

Paul at this moment dives in between his now once friend and his pretty much sister. He takes a bite in the process and manages to shove the two girls apart. He hisses in Angelita's ear in the process.

"Joe is her mate you dumb bitch."

He pulls October up with him and hugs her to keep her from getting free.

"We will see you when you pick up your things." Violet says from where she is standing.

"Pick up my things? You cant kick me out its not your house."

"It is as much hers as it is mine. You will collect your bellonging and be gone before I return home. If anything that is not yours is gone we will know. Jacob will be taking your room. Go live with your master you dog."

"Wait October I'm sorry!"

"I don't want to hear it. Blatent disrespect goes too far. What you did knowing full well was also too far. And your little offer. I overheard it. It goes too far. Do not let me catch you out after dark. Better yet, don't let Jacobi catch you out after dark."

At these words from October Angelita actually pales. Once again if that is possible for an undead person. Everyone knew to fear Jacobi. October was old enough and crossing her was bad, but to cross her and bring down the wrath of her sire was even worse. Jacobi is one of the oldest vampires alive and the strongest. His anger is not survivable. And now Angelita had not only her once friends but also her ex best friends sire out for her blood. October was bad and could mean death. Now knowing she had gone way far with her mate was bad and more than likely meant death. With October calling out Jacobi she knew she would have no choice. She had just signed her death certificate.

"Hey Halloweeny?" Joe calls to October.

"Yes Joe?" She answers tiredly.

"Can we talk?"

"Go ahead."

"I mean quietly."

"Lead the way."

Joe leads her to the small school garden. It's rather nice. Secluded from eyes and very peaceful. He leans against the tall brick wall with the cherry tree next to it.

"What is it that you wanted Joe?"

"Why did you beat the hell out of Angelita?"

"She disrespected me."

"What did you want to talk to her about?"

"Her disrespect to me."

"But she didnt desrespect you until after you said that you wanted to talk."

"She did but i am not sure if she knew the full extent of what she did."

"You just were mad because she kissed me."

"Like i couldnt?"

"Could you?"

"I am not getting into this I dont want to be a toy to you."

She turns to walk away and reaches to open the door.

"I know what you are!"

She freezes. What did he just say? She stays still before turning to look at him.

"I know what you are. Please come here."

She gives him calculating glances. She cant kill him. That's out. Could she like whack him in the head and make him forget? Why her?  She sighs and decides it is best to find out what he knows and how. She walks back to him and leans against the tree.

"How?"

"It was hard to figure out but I was able to. The fight just made it for real for me."

"Are you going to tell?"

"Do you hurt people?"

"No."

"Then no."

"What do you want?"

"Show me. Change me."

"What?" She asls slightly surprised. Yes most humans were greedy but he didn't know what he was asking of her. She already wanted to change him.

"Change me."

"Why would i do that?"

"I could be the best. We would always win football and basketball games. I saw how fast you are. I know."

Of course. Mortals always wanted something more from it.

"It takes time to be this fast."

"How old are you?"

"You dont want to know."

"No tell me."

"I was born in 1497"

"You are like five hundred and fifteen years old."

"Against your seventeen."

"Yeah but still. Show me?"

"What my fangs?"

"Yes."

She looks up at him through the branches before allowing them to enlongate to their full length before giving him a look to see his reaction.

He looks at her, her make-up had always been dark but her eyes were pretty with it. She leans against the bushes looking up at him through them and he smiles. He looks at her before reaching his hand out to cup her cheek. Then he does the thing that she never expected. He kisses her.

'OMG. Not good. Not good! No fuck! Ugh! Crap! Man he's gonna find out!'

He continues to kiss her and he traces along her bottom lip gently asking for entrance which for some stupid reason she allows while mentally cursing herself.

'He knows. Yep. He knows. Gotta know. Ugh! Wait what if he doesnt? I dont wanna be some whore to him!'

She deepens the kiss before pulling away and looking down.

"October look at me please?"

"What is it Joe?"

"Please change me?"

"No."

"Why?"

"I can't not until you know."

"Know what?"

"I can't tell you."

"Fine. I'll see you tonight. I have plenty of other girls to fuck and Angelita will change me since you wont."

He roughly shoves past her, knocking her to the ground, and goes inside. Once he walks inside she breaks down into tears. She curls up against the cherry tree and looks at the door where he had walked in before lifting a hand to her cheek. It was warm where he had held it but it wasn't real. He just wanted to use her for something.

She looks up when she hears the door open and curls against the tree more trying to hide herself.

"October? You out here?"

"Jacobi?"

"Yes childe. Your friend called me. Come on out."

She looks up and climbs out from behind the tree and looks at her sire and her friends. Actually only a few of them had come out with Jacobi. Mainly just her fledling and her siblings. Jacobi opens his arms and she leans into them and cries.

"We saw him come in from here so we figured..."

"What did he do childe? Did you tell him?"

"No. He asked why we fought and then when i tried to leave after we had talked he said he knew what I was."

"So you turned around."

"What could I do?"

"What happened then? Why are you crying?" Violet asks.

"He kissed me. After asking me to show him and change him."

"Then what?"

"I said no so he said fine. I will see you tonight I have plenty of other girls to fuck and Angelita will change me."

At this the others physically bristle. That was almost as bad as rejecting your mate without actually doing it. They hug her also dispite the fact the worlds most dangerous vampire is right there.

"He will change his mind."

"But Angelita will be stupid enough to do it."

"We will need to stop her. Tell me my childe what about this fight?"

"She kissed my mate. In front of me. And then disrespected me."

"So you threaten her with me?"

"Yes."

"I pamper you too much." Jacobi says with a smile

"I noticed no denial that you will deal with her."

"Because I will deal with her."

"Thank you."

"Go to the party tonight. I will see you after."

"How do I speak to him?"

"Tell him. Start showing you like him. Do something. Go on Childe. I will take care of your problem."

With that he leaves as soon as he had arrived. She looks at the small group in the room with her and hugs them.

"October I am sorry I didnt really remember he was your mate."

"I know."

"Forgive me for not stopping her?"

"Yes Violet. Always."

"Let us go to class then?"

"Yep."

October and Jacob walk into class together to see the instructions on the board and to hear Joe call out to them.

"Hey Halloweeny come here we need to get started and we need to talk."

October looks at Jacob and shows him over to a seat next to a nice but shy girl before sitting next to Joe.

"Look whatever it is I dont feel like talking about it."

"Why is your make up messed up?"

"I was crying. Good enough?"

"October I didnt mean what I said that way."

"Fuck off Joe." She responds as much as it hurts.

"Look I am sorry please. Come to my party tonight. Let me make it up to you."

"You have plenty of other girls to fuck. And Angelita. You don't need me."

"Look I have had a slight crush on you since you got here but me and you dating would get some wierd looks. Just please let me appologize."

"Fine you have appologized."

"October you cant say you havent liked me?"

"I dont."

"No you are just in love with me."

She ignores him and continues with what she is pouring out. He reaches out gently and catches her hand in his own. She looks up and notices that his blue eyes really do look appologetic.

"Forgive me?"

"Give me time."

"Will you come tonight."

"Yes."

"Good. Tonight is the