Perfection? by Katie (hardest books to read txt) 📕

hell Jessi?” She slammed her locker door shut and then I did the same with mine, and turned and smiled at her.

“No worries Jo, same drill as always, I’m sick. I need this Jo, ok? I need him. I love you.” I hugged her as she just watched me leave the building. I slowed my pace as I saw Sean’s car pull up to the curb and I swayed my hips just enough for him to stare. When his eyes came up to mine I smiled at him and climbed into his car.

“God, I’ve missed you Jessi. You don’t even know.” He leaned over and kissed me before he took off away from the curb. Yes I am winning him back already, Sammy didn’t stand a chance and she certainly was not going to ruin my happy ending now or ever. Sean is mine. Just a few more things and he would most defiantly be mine forever. He reached over and put him hand on my leg gently rubbing it and suddenly feeling frisky I grabbed it and put it just under the hem of my skirt and saw his eyes widen and the big grin on his face as he finished the journey the rest of the way.

Sean’s P.O.V.

God, I couldn’t get to my house fast enough. She usually made me keep my hands away from her while I was driving so this was defiantly new. It made me ache as I got her all hot and ready watching out of the corner of my eye. This freaking epic. I wonder what exactly brought all this on? Ah, shit I don’t care. I want her so bad. When we finally pulled up in front of my house I rushed over to her door to get her out of the car faster since her legs seemed to be a little wobbly which, I ain’t gonna lie, made me smile. I half carried her, half drug her up and into my room and she pushed me down on the bed getting on top of me. I let her take control and leaned back and enjoyed the ride as did everything I loved and so much more.

When we were both satisfied and all her energy was burnt out we laid there, me holding her playing with her curls while she tried so hard to stay awake. I couldn’t believe that I could ever want to fuck anybody else. She was amazing. How did I let myself forget that? As her breathing evened out I smiled and just as fast it left my face as another thought entered my head. How in the hell did I forget about Sammy? I wanted Sammy just as much as I did Jessica. I want to have her in the same way. Putty in my hands. But Jessica, god. I held Jessica tighter to me as I realized I couldn’t have them both. I had to choose and sadly while my head was leaning towards Jessica, my heart was leaning toward Sammy. I just didn’t know how to tell Jessica this, especially after what just happened.

CHAPTER 2

Jessica’s P.O.V.

Even as I showered I couldn’t help but to feel guilty. I may or may not have just ruined his life. I know my plan didn’t work with the sex. He seemed even more distant when he gently woke me up asking if I wanted to shower. When I got out, I still felt dirty, extremely dirty. This really better let me keep perfection. I may loose him for a week or a month, but he’d come back. I’m sure of it.

I walked into his room in a towel and let it drop to the floor as he watched me cross the room to the bottom drawer of his dresser. He had started letting me keep clothes here in 10th grade, when his parent’s and mine finally let us spend the night together. We found it more and more convenient all the time. I could feel him watching me as I got dressed and turned around and smiled at him when I had a bra and underwear on. He smiled hesitantly and I decided to try at least one more time. Maybe he wanted control this time…

“So, what are you thinking right now?” I asked as I crossed the room and straddled him. I kissed his neck and felt him shiver and felt the instant boner as he reached for my ass. I smiled as I nuzzled his neck.

“I’m thinking that you fucking sexy as hell baby.” He growled as he sifted and I was under him. I smiled up at him and pulled him down to kiss me. I tried to lace my fingers in his hair, but he wasn’t having that, he pulled them up and pinned them above my head and I smiled. He smiled crookedly back and I cried out his name as he drove into me hard deep and fast. He bent to kiss and nip at my neck no doubt leaving his mark all over my neck. I was at my peak in no time as he only got faster and fell helplessly into ecstasy while he was still going. I trembled under him moaning louder as he brought me right back up into yet another peak and finally this time when I fell he fell with me and emptied everything he had inside of me and collapsed on top of me. I stroked his hair and back as he caught his breath and slowed his heart. When he rolled off of me he pulled me up and into the shower with him this time.

Sean’s P.O.V.

Maybe it was because I hadn’t had her in so long, but it seemed like this was the most we ever had sex in one day. Twice in my bed and now again in the shower. Her body was just to amazing to resist as she rubbed against me. I couldn’t help myself. I took everything she gave and more. Again and again losing myself in her. When we had actually calmed down and stopped jumping each other we had easily had sex half a dozen times. And I feel like I could still fuck her again. I sighed as she pulled on her jeans and she smiled coyly back at me. What was it about her? I wish I knew. That was the brilliant time my phone decided to ring.

“Hello?” I answered lazily. Smiling as Jessica sat down next to me and I put my arm around her pulling her closer. But I jumped up and away from her when I heard who was on the other line.

“You said you’d take me home Sean. Where are you?” Sammy. Shit. What was I going to tell her? That I just fucked my girlfriend I told her I was leaving for her and couldn’t give her a ride home now? Fuck, Fuck, Fuck.

“Uhm, hang on a second,” I smiled at Jessica as she unbuttoned her shirt slowly making me ache all over again and I held up one finger to her as she pouted. I closed the door behind me and tried really hard to focus on Sammy. “but yeah I’m so sorry. I had to leave. Come home for my mom, ask Jimmy to give you lift, tell him I said too because I can’t. And tell him I said to keep his hands to himself too.” I growled the last part knowing Jimmy wouldn’t be able to resist at least trying to get in her pants even though she was my girl. Well, my other girl anyway. Still mine though. I smiled as I heard her giggle on the other end of the line.

“Ok, baby. See you later?” She asked hopeful. I could hear it in her voice. I wanted to see her, needed to be near her and clear my head from being so intoxicated by Jessica.

“Yeah babe. I will call you when I’m on my way. Bye.” I hung up not waiting for her answer. I let my head drop down before I walked back into the bedroom with Jessica. Seeing her there jeans unbuttoned. Shirt hanging open laying on my bed made me lose it. And for what felt like the millionth time already today, I took her again. Letting myself explode and finally feel empty as we laid there in each others arms.

Jimmy’s P.O.V.

Of course as soon as Sammy asked me for a ride I agreed. I wanted to know more about her. Wanted to see just what it was about her that had Sean, my best friend, so damn hooked. At first I thought he was out right stupid as hell. For even thinking of wanting any other girl then Jessica, I mean she was hot as fuck, funny, cool, and smart and from he says amazing in bed. But it didn’t take me long to see what made Sean so head over heels for Sammy. She was perfect. Maybe not as hot or gorgeous as Jessica, or Joanna, but other than that she was perfect. For him anyway. Joanna was the girl for me. Just was waiting on the side for my chance.

“So, Sammy. Tell me, what are your intentions with my Sean?” I laughed as she blushed and smiled. I hit the spot, her one weakness. None of my usual flirts or charming ways made her flirt, but this, one small mention of Sean made her blush. God she had it bad for him. She was going to get her heart broken, I could already see it. No matter how things got between my boy and Jessica, he never left her, and I don’t think he will even now, especially since he’s fucking her brains out as we speak.

“Well, I dunno, I mean he said he is going to leave her. Do you think he really will? He’s been saying it for weeks now.” She turned away form me and looked out the window. Of course He’d been saying it for weeks. He’s putting it off. Trying to have the best of both worlds. He loved Jessica to death, but at the same time Sean had a big thing for Sammy. Sean just wanted to fuck her honestly. And I think that once he did, his fascination with her would end. He just needed to see that there were other girls besides Jessica, once he did though, I’m more than sure he will end back up with Jessica.

“I think so, just hang in there.” I said what she wanted to hear. What she needed to hear. As soon as I said it she relaxed immediately. As I pulled in front of her house she hugged me and I couldn’t help the guilty stab as she did.

“Thanks, Jimmy for the ride. See you at school.” With a wave she ran up to her door smiling.

Fuck, I’m a bad person. Helping my best friend who has a girl get another girl. God, karma, whoever is listening, I am so so sorry, but I can’t help it, I swear I will try harder next time. I pulled away from the curb and text Sean at the stop sign.

‘wat up mann ?’

I drove the five blocks over to my house and parked when I finally got a reply.

‘literally jus finished wit jessi, man she’s fkin incedible.’

I shook my head and couldn’t help the huge grin on my face. I wonder if Sammy will be fucking incredible to him too. Probably not. Just like I will never settle for any other girl other than Joanna. Never stopped