TRAVIS by Marissa Romero (reading diary TXT) 📕

was standing on the wall when he came up and put his arms around my legs,well around my knees. i didn't think he was gonna do anything. so when he picked me up i was fine,until he almost dropped me. when that happened i started to freak out. i started yelling,''PUT ME DOWN!!''i think he tried to put me down,but then he lifted me up higher. so i freaked out even more. i started kicking my legs and swinging my arms.
then he finally put me down. when he put me down i punched him the chest about four to five times. after school i said,''if your going to pick me up,then tell me first. OK.''he said,''OK.'' TRAVIS(THE MISTAKE)

OK so we started planing our wedding. this toke place on November 30,2011.
OK so these are our wedding plans:
DEARLY BELOVED WE ARE GATHER TODAY TO JOIN
TRAVIS & MARISSA
IN HOLY MATROMONY

IF THERE IS ANYONE THAT THINKS THAT THESE TWO SHOULD NOT BE TOGETHER SPEEK NOW OR FOREVER HOLD YOUR PEACE.....................

BY THE POWER INVESTED IN ME I KNOW PERNOUNCE YOU HUSBAND AND WIFE YOU MAY KNOW KISS THE BRIDE

LIST OF WITNESSES
* CLARISSA
* TJ
* PETER
when: DECEMBER 7, 2011 AT LUNCH
where: BEHIND THE BUILDING


VOWLS = JUST LIST WHY WE THINK WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER
TRAVIS - OK I THINK WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER BECAUSE


MARISSA - IT ONLY TOKE ME 3 YEARS TO REALIZE THAT I LOVE HIM AND THAT I WANNA BE WITH HIM. IT TOKE ME THAT LONG TO REALIZE THAT WE'RE MENT TO BE. SOMETIMES I THINK THAT HE DOSEN'T REALLY LOVE ME,BUT THEN I REMEMBER WHAT WE'VE BEEN THROW , HOW I FEEL, AND HOW HE FEELS THATS WHEN I REALIZE THAT WE'RE MENT TO BE. THIS I JUST A LITTLE SAYING ABOUT ME & TRAVIS SOUL MATES MAY FIGHT OR BREAKUP BUT THEY ALWAYS ALWAYS END UP TOGETHER OR IN MY WORDS TOGETHER 4EVER (4EVER ''N'' ALWAYS).
IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE HIM BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE THINK OF HIM AS NOTHING , WORTHLESS , BUT WHAT THEY DON'T KNOW IS THAT HE'S MORE,HE'S REALLY CHESSE WHEN WE TALK ON THE PHONE , HE'S LOVEYDOBY, HE DOSEN'T TREAT ME THE WAY MOST GUY'S DO, HE MAKES ME FEEL IMPORTANT LIKE IM WORTH SOMETHING LIKE IM MORE THEN JUST A GIRL, BUT I NOW FOR A FACT THAT IM WAY WAY MORE THEN JUST A GIRL TO HIM, IN HIS WORDS IM EVERYTHING TO HIM ,IM HIS ''SOULMATE''. NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAY'S I KNOW AND HE KNOW'S THAT WE'RE MET TO BE, WE'RE SOULMATES. SO THATS WHY I THINK WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER. AND I'D BE SO PROUD TO CALL MYSELF HIS BRIDE.


HONEYMOON(MAYBE)
WHEN: DECENBER 9,2011
WHERE: tunnels
He never filled in his vowls.
OK so Travis and me broke up. he's dating my sister,and I’m dating his best friend Logan. this toke place on February 10,2012. OK so Travis started dating my sister when i cheated on him with his best friend Logan the following day.
so now Travis is dating my sister and I’m dating Logan. i don't know what i was thinking when i cheated on him with Logan. to be honest it was a freak-en mistake. well at first i didn't like Logan,but now i LOVE him. well i think i do.

OK so my sister and Travis broke up. this toke place on march 3,2012.
so my sister and Travis broke up yesterday. so yesterday when we were in life skills,we were all turning in our papers to Mrs. Yeoman in life skills. after i gave her mine,Travis was standing behind me so when i started to walk away from her desk me and Travis kinda held hands for about six seconds. i don't know what to do. i don't know who to pick. i don't know if i should stay with Logan or go back out with Travis. i like both of them,but i can only have one of them. its either i pick one or i don't date either one of them.

OK so at school we had a lock down..this toke place on march 9,2012.
OK so we were sitting on the desks,when me and Travis started holding hands. About 6 minutes latter Mrs. Prott said,''you guys need to sit down.''so we sat on the floor. Travis sat down and we started holding hands again. Travis asked,''when are you going to be mine again?''i said,''i don't know.''a little later I sat down right,and Travis put his arm around my waist. i let him,then we ended up holding hands. When I sat with my legs up,then Travis put his hand between my legs. Then he started moving his hand up and down. It felt so so good. Then I whispered,''stop.''Travis asked,''why?''i said,''because.''he kept moving his hand. i didn't tell him anything though. it felt really good. OK so about 8 minutes we started holding hands again. he started touching my boob. It was kinda weird,but I didn't mind. Then Travis asked,''do yo have a problem with me moving my hand up?''i said,''no,i don't mind.''he said,''OK.''so about 4 minutes latter I said,''you can move your hand up as much as you want.''all Travis did was smile. about 9 minutes latter he asked,''when am I going to be able to see whats behind this shirt?''i said,''i don’t know. when ever you want.''all Travis did was laugh. It was funny. Then Mrs. Pratt said,''we have to go to the foot ball field,''and turned on the lights. So Travis moved his hand. When we were walking to the field Travis was walking behind me,when he grabbed my ass. It was weird. I said,''don't touch my ass OK.'' he said,''not until Monday.''i said,''exactly.''he laughed. Latter when he pissed me off,i told Daniel what happened. Then I let Daniel tell everyone,including Logan. Logan walked back over to were Dustin was standing. When I went over there he looked like he was about to cry. I grabbed his hand and said,''come over here with me.''he said,''OK.'' so when we got back over there Casey said,''don't worry about it dude.''Logan didn't say anything. so when we finally sat down I was TEXING Chris. Chris found out what happen with Travis and he was pissed. Latter when Logan’s bus came I said,''bye.'' he said,''bye.'' so Travis is more likely going to die.

so me and Travis are suppose to hookup tomorrow. this toke place on march 11,2012.
OK so Monday me and Travis are suppose to hookup. he already has the condom and everything. I’m kinda scared,but i love him so it doesn't matter. i can't wait till Monday. i don't know how Mondays going to go,but i hope it ends good. so Monday after school,when my sister and Logan are in detention we're gonna hookup in the tunnels.


Travis is going to Clifton school. this toke place on march 12,2012.
OK so Travis is going to Clifton school. Dylan keeps telling me to go too,but i don't think i want to. i really like it up hear,but i really like Clifton, too. i really wanna see Dylan,but I’m dating Logan. so this little thing between me and Dylan is over. I’m staying in MORENCI school,and I’m staying with Logan.

change in plans Travis is staying in MORENCI school. this toke place on march 13,2012.
so change in plans Travis isn't going to Clifton school. he's staying in MORENCI,and Dylan is coming back in one year. it sucks because I’m gonna have to see him. it sucks,but I’m not gonna let him get in the middle of me and Logan.

these are our emails from last year and this year:


these are some of our notes we've past this year and last year:

I SAID-your mean
TRAVIS SAID-how?
I SAID-because you are
TRAVIS SAID- but I love you
I SAID- I love you too.
TRAVIS SAID- your everything to me
I SAID- aw how cute
TRAVIS SAID- tomorrow can it just be us?
I SAID- why?
TRAVIS SAID-just wanna spend time with you
I SAID- OK,well maybe. I’ll let you know tomorrow morning k.
TRAVIS SAID- k
I SAID- do you still love my sister?
TRAVIS SAID- shes family.
I SAID- what do you mean?
TRAVIS SAID- I’m with you,so shes like my sister.
I SAID- oh
TRAVIS SAID-ya love you
I SAID- I love you too.
TRAVIS SAID- your sister is pissed off
I SAID- why?
TRAVIS SAID-i don't know.

I SAID- I miss you,i need you,i want you,i love you
TRAVIS SAID- I love you,too.
I SAID- I’m for real I NEED YOU,and I WANT YOU.
TRAVIS SAID- same here
I SAID-i miss you,i love you
TRAVIS SAID- just wait we will be together again
I SAID- when?i miss kissing you,i miss holding hands with you.
TRAVIS SAID- today,RIGHT NOW. meet me next to the school after the bell.
I SAID-right after class?what about my sister and Logan?
TRAVIS SAID-after school. i need to feel your kiss. They don;t have to know.
I SAID- OK. Where?are you still gonna break up with my sister?
TRAVIS SAID- by the door near Mrs. Yeoman’s class.
I SAID- OK.
TRAVIS SAID- ya,i love you
I SAID-i love you,too

I SAID- hey what do you wanna do at lunch tomorrow?
TRAVIS SAID- I don't know
I SAID- well figure it out please
TRAVIS SAID- be with you
I SAID- anything else?
TRAVIS SAID-not school appropriate
I SAID- what do you wanna do?
TRAVIS SAID- second base?
I SAID- I don't know what that is?i for got.
TRAVIS SAID- me either. just something new.
I SAID- I guess
TRAVIS SAID-k. I want you to have this
I SAID- k
TRAVIS SAID- so.....
I SAID- so what?
TRAVIS SAID- do you wanna do something latter?
I SAID- what and when?
TRAVIS SAID- I don't know

TRAVIS SAID-what we had,but no longer have.
I SAID- oh. So we don't have anything anymore? OK wow you give up so easy.
TRAVIS SAID- not what I said
I SAID- what do you mean than?
TRAVIS SAID- we are just friends
I SAID- OK. Then we can never date again.
TRAVIS SAID- not right now
I SAID- no. I mean NEVER again. Since we're just friends
TRAVIS SAID- maybe latter in life.
I SAID-not gonna happen
TRAVIS SAID- OK

I SAID-i hate you means I love you
TRAVIS SAID- oh OK. I love you,too
I SAID- your so weird
TRAVIS SAID- ya,but you love me
I SAID- ya duh
TRAVIS SAID-your so amazing
I SAID- how?
TRAVIS SAID-your everything to me
I SAID- I feel so weird
TRAVIS SAID- why?
I SAID- because how short my skirt is
TRAVIS SAID- I like it
I SAID- I know you do
TRAVIS SAID- you look good.
I SAID- um...kinda creepy
TRAVIS SAID- I’m going insane
I SAID- why?
TRAVIS SAID- because your over there and I’m here
I SAID- I’m confused
TRAVIS SAID- I’m not next to you
I SAID- aw how cute
TRAVIS SAID- I’m so