His Despair by S. N. Nina Arthur (e textbook reader txt) 📕

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Davina’s Pov:-

I gasped as he smacked my ass, I was breathing rapidly and my hands hurt a lot. Before I could lay down, he removed his dick off my pussy and flipped me around roughly. I gasped as he pressed my back into the bed while placing his hands on my shoulders and climbed on top of me, “Arthur,” I gasped as he pressed himself on me. 

He balanced himself with his left hand and grabbed his dick with the other, I hissed as he slammed his dick inside my pussy again. He moved in with full force, pressing hands on my breasts, squeezing them painfully hard. 

“Ah!” I moaned, 

He grabbed my chin and claimed my lips while fucking me hard, his lips were soft yet his kiss was rough and demanding. I arched my back and met his thrusts almost eagerly, my body wanted this even if I don’t. 

His tongue devoured every corner of my mouth while his dick fucked me senseless, I was a moaning mess, I guess the whole world could hear my moans and cries of pleasure. 

“Oh!’ my eyes rolled back as he moved his hand in my dress and pinched my nipple hard, 

“Ah!” he groaned as he moved faster, his balls were slapping my pussy hard making those erotic sounds.

With a loud moan, I came with my toes curling and hands gripping his shoulders, he thrust in and out for a second while throwing his head back, biting his lower lip and shooting his seeds inside. 

We were panting for air, still, in the same position, him, on top of me and I, underneath him, with sweat covering our bodies. 

He glanced down at me and I saw something flicker in his eyes, disgust!. He removed his dick and pushed me aside roughly. I gasped as pain shot up, I bit down my lip while tears rolled in my eyes, but I didn’t let them fall down my eyes. I heard him getting out of the bed and dressing up, I didn’t dare to look at him. 

From the corner of my eyes, I saw him walking out of my room, he grabbed the knob of my door, “Tomorrow morning, you will bring my breakfast to my room,”  he ordered loud enough for me to hear and walked out slamming my bedroom door. Tears burst out of my eyes as I heard him shut my door. I cried as the realization hit me, I cried as I realized that he made me his whore, I cried for submitting myself to him and becoming his sex toy. 

His sex toy!

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I woke up as sun rays fell on my face through the window, I groaned while getting up from the bed and walked into the bathroom. I took a shower and got dressed into a Pink and White colour-blocked woven blouson dress, it has an off-shoulder neck, three-quarter sleeves, button closure, and flared hem, it was a simple dress. I was so tired and sore down there, I didn’t bother putting makeup and just combed my hair. 

At every step I took, my core ached and I could hardly walk. I reached the kitchen and saw that Arthur’s breakfast was already placed neatly in a tray with his coffee. The butler handed it to me as he saw me walking into the kitchen, I took it and made my way to Arthur’s bedroom. 

I knocked on his door, but there was no response, I knocked again, “Come in,” came his deep morning voice. 

I pushed the door and walked inside, I glanced at him and saw him sitting up while rubbing his eyes. He leaned his back to the headboard and looked at me, I quickly averted my eyes and placed the tray on the table on the big balcony. 

I began placing everything down well aware that his blue/green eyes are watching my every move, “Your breakfast,” I said looking straight into his eyes.

“Come here,” he said, looking at me with a calm expression on his face, I gulped down and slowly walked towards his side of the bed. 

I stood in front of him, and glanced at him, he was looking at me intensely making me gulp hard, he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. I gasped as my breasts squeezed against his chest, his arm was wrapped around my waist possessively as his blue/green eyes stared into mine. 

I placed my hand on his arm and tried to remove it from my waist, he was so strong that I couldn’t do anything. Tears rolled in my eyes as I struggled to get myself out of his strong hold, 

“Please,” I cried while pulling his hand, his intense stare was boring into my skin, but I refused to look at his face. 

“Please, let me go,” I sobbed while placing my hands over his hard chest and pushing him with all my strength.   

“Let me go!” tears were streaming down my eyes while still refusing to meet his gaze, I no longer trusted myself with him. I don’t want him to use my body! I don’t want to be his toy! I don’t want all this. 

“Davina,” he called in a threatening way. 

“No! Please,“ I cried out loud hitting his chest, he removed his hand around my waist and flipped me over, he climbed on top of me and pinned my hands over my head. I shut my eyes tightly and continued to cry, I could feel his gaze on my face and still refused to meet his gaze.  

“Please, I’m... not a... whore!” I cried and last night things flashed in front of my eyes, I cried and cried without opening my eyes. 

“Please, I-I can’t!” I cried, I slowly opened my eyes while still sobbing, through my blurry vision I saw him looking at me with a different emotion and before I could clearly see what it was, he masked it up. 

Is it Guilt?

All of a sudden he removed his hand and moved away from me and climbed off the bed, I stopped sobbing and slowly sat up while looking at him. He was standing in front of me with his back to me, moving his hand through his hair I heard him curse under his breath.