Chosen By The Mafia by Nina Daniel (best reads of all time TXT) 📕

“Huh... Yeah, I-i’m here, what were you saying?” I assured him my focus,

“I was telling you that you need to get ready because we are going to the doctor for a checkup,” he announced and I nodded,

“Go,” he mumbled and loosened his grip to let me pass, I took no time in disappearing myself from him.

Reaching the bathroom, I promptly took off my clothes and hopped in the shower. I took a warm shower, relaxing my body with every droplet as they drip on me, the heaviness which I was carrying flowed away with the water. 

I gave myself good ten minutes of relaxation until the door knocked and Armando’s voice asked me, “How long of a century will Mrs. De Luca take?”

All the heaviness that I eradicated again stuck on my shoulders, “Coming,” I replied in my innocently sweet feeble voice,

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Here laying on the hospital bed and watching a little beep of a baby growing inside widened my eyes with tears of joy. I, who never thought of becoming a mother so early was dying to meet her unborn gift who she will cherish her whole life,

I don’t even know if I can be a great mother or even if I will be called his mother because what if he kills me after my baby’s birth or s-separate me from him? No, he can’t but what if it actually happens? What will I do then? How I will live with that?

My conflicted feelings towards Armando and the baby broke my heart. I was happy that I’m becoming a mother but again, my heart clenched when I realized that this baby also belongs to that man who raped me,

he was standing a few feet away from me with a small smirk on his face as if he won the battle. Seeing me in this condition just like he accomplished his mission… huh yeah, right!

Now, I feel like killing him because he is the one putting me in such a position where neither I can kill his given scar nor I can’t stop loving it. The night of pain spins around my eyes, my piteous shrieks, tremendous pain, tightly tied-hands and yes, the whole night him scaring my entire body with his seeds and strength, 

“GOD! Help me to forget it, help me, please! It’s so hard to live with him, I can’t love nor I can leave him now, and he… he wants to… mar-ry m-me, no I don’t want to marry my rapist, give me a way out!” I cried while praying inwardly 

As soon as he saw the gloomy expression on my face, he strode straight away to me with a concerned look, indicating me that soon there will be no longer space between us, his hands cupped my cheeks and forehead joined my temple, “Oh my kitten, don’t be nervous, it’s just beep and you’re scared. I’m with you my little love, I’m right here, relax” he is pretending… to be caring in front of the staff, such a manipulator.

“How can I relax when I know it’s your offspring? Obviously it will give me a hard time,” I indirectly taunted him, he scoffed.

“Sure it will,” he muffled,

The doctor prescribed me medicines and some multi-vitamins which Armando will take care of because he proudly said the nurse that he’ll take care of me, argh can he?

After a lengthy consoling on the baby and my behaviors, she gave us permission to leave. During consoling she explained to me that I’ll face severe mood-swing, a sudden change in appetite and taste, and the worst part of being pregnant; nausea and vomits.

He headed out of the room with Armando’s hand on my waist; pulling me closer in him like he wants to hide me, I was blushing not on his romantic gesture but on the fact that tons of bodyguards are guarding us while he keeps showing public affection during their presence, at least be sensible in public pedophile.

Reaching out the car, he opened the passenger door like a gentleman and let me in first, I thought he’d close the door and turned over to his side but not before he buckles my seatbelt with a kiss on my cheek, “my kitten,” was his last word before heading to the driver seat, I pouted my pinky-lips on his romantic gestures, he’s trying hard. 

We reached his mansion with my hand forcefully in his hand, a bodyguard came near to open my door but their master gifted him a glare on which he stepped back automatically, again he opened the door for me, unbuckled my seatbelt and surprisingly picked me up from the seat in bridal style, what the hell!? And finally walked to the mansion.

“Why are you doing this?” I sternly questioned

“Doing what?” he expressionlessly counter-questioned

“Pretending like you love me,” I split my thought on his face

“And actually I do,” he lied, I can tell

“No, you don’t” I defended, you just manipulate 

“I do and with the time being you’ll too,” he jeeringly challenged me, Oh never in my world,

“I’ll Never!” I exclaimed in annoyance

“Ahan? Is that so?” he exclaimed teaser

“Yes,” I said with a pouty and furrowed face, staring at his tempting sharp face

“Oh, don't look at me like this, that little pouty face turns me on," he said and I looked away,  "Since I’m happy then why don’t we celebrate it?”

“Celebrate? And How?” I moved my face to him with my headlines deepened as I questioned

“Let me show you,” all he replied was this and unlocked the bedroom door in the meanwhile,

he opened it and straightly strode towards the bed, putting me down vertically, I was lost in my own thought, my heart was pondering on the current situation, I carrying his baby in me and this is all true,

“Wait for me here kitten,” he said and left to wardrobe, a moment later he came back only in his boxers. My trigger thunderously rang inwardly - imagining the forthcoming situations.

“He will rape me again even when I’m pregnant?”

Hey Everyone! So how was the chapter? I guess everyone’s silent, aren’t you guys? and which is why I’m losing hopes as if I’m writing ‘not so good’,