crazy bitch by Malaikah Wakefield (elon musk reading list txt) 📕

Chapter 8

 "Ok class gather up we don’t have all day!"

So here’s the thing, we all thought this was a vacation but no, the teachers set us straight! Let me explain, this morning I was sleeping nicely with Conner’s arm around me when out of nowhere a fucking alarm and it wasn’t like one of those bet side alarms no, it was a fucking fire alarm. And that’s not even the worst bit, at six in the morning! Then there was this announcement that we all had to get dressed quickly and we would be told what to do in the lobby. 

So here we all are dressed like were on a mission to kill someone, no joke! Conner (who I’m standing next to), is wearing a black V-neck shirt, dark blue jeans and Sneakers (he looks sooo bad ass). Me, I’m wearing a dark blue shirt that says “kick ass”, black skinny jeans and black leather boots.

“Right! Now I know you all aren’t in the best mood but this is not a vacation! There will be activities and competitions. At the end of the trip which ever group has the most points. They will each get a prize.”

Conner and I look at each other and smile. This is the best trip ever. Usually the prize is something stupid like a pencil and you just think ‘after all that work this is what I get!’, but this school has a lot of money for all the rich kids that go to it, so the prize is going to be something awesome!

At the corner of my eye I can see Shay glaring at me. Geez, what’s his problem? I turn to look at him but he turns away. I haven’t talked to him since last night and I have a feeling he’s not happy with me  but I am going to be a bitch and not care. I have my own problems.

“So! The groups are…” The teacher started callingout names and them she came to me.

“Sofia, you are in group 4.”

I walk over to the group without looking and who’s in it, and look at shay. He has this sympathetic face. Um ok? I then look at Conner and he looks like he’s about to throw a fit. I can tell from their faces that it’s Josh.

I slowly turn around to find Josh and Alixe staring at me. Oh fuck!

“The rest in group for are….. Shay, Conner, Stacy and Zack.” Well this might not be that bad. At least I know the people in my group.

“Well this will be fun. Right?” I say.

“Yah, whatever.” Shay says.

What the hell is his problem? I’m sooo tiered of all the drama! Really!

So I grab Shay and start to walk away from the group. The teacher was still talking but we wouldn’t be missed and whatever information we missed I’d just ask Stacy.

“Where are we going?” He says in a annoyed tone.

“For a walk.”

“Why?”

“So that you can tell me why you’ve been in a bad mood for the whole morning!”

“I’m not in a bad mood.”

“Yes you are! Come on, what’s wrong?”

“Just drop it ok! I don’t want to talk about it!”

“Oh for fucks sake! Stop being difficult and just tell me!”

What the hell is wrong with him? I look at his face and he looks pissed off as hell.  

“I’m the one that’s being difficult? What about you? What are playing at Sof?”

“What the hell are you talking about Shay?”

“I know you spent the night with Conner.”

“So what?”

“So what! Are you joking! Please tell me you’re joking!”

“Wait. That’s why you’re mad?”

“Yes that’s why! You don’t even know him and you sleep with him!”

What the fuck! He’s the one to talk. I can’t believe it! I stopped walking and faced him. I gave him my best angry face.

“How dare you! You can’t tell me what to do! You don’t fucking own me Shay! And anyway why the fuck are you of all people giving me shit about sleeping with Conner. I mean what the fuck Shay! You weren’t in the room so you don’t know what happened! But I’m glad to know what you think of me! God you piss me off so much!”

I started to storm off back to the group.

“Oh! And by the way I didn’t have sex with Conner but now I wish I did!” and with that I turned around and ran back to the  group.

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Chapter 9

when i got back every one had gone back to their rooms so i whent to mine. as i opened the door i could see that stacy and zack were on the couch watching a movie and dint notice me come in so i just walked past them am whent to my rom. i was too tierd to do anything so i just lay in my bed and closed my eyes and started t think.

At this point all I want to do is shut every one out and just be alone because when I let people in all I do is get hurt. I used to be that girl that trusts everyone even is I didn’t know them and I guess my dad and josh taught me that even if you think you have known the person for ever they can still hurt you. 

Before I could fall asleep miss. Hathaway came and knocked on my door.

"Yeah come in!”

“Sofia. Sorry to just barge in like this but I need to explain the roll you will be playing in your group”

“No its fine miss I wasn’t doing anything anyway.”

“Ok then. You will be the captain of the group, which means you will have to find a name for you group and assign what everyone will be precipitating in. here is the list of activities and the competitions starts next week. So we have given you the time to get your group ready. The rest of the information is on that sheet any questions?”

“Um no I think I got it but why did you pick me?”

“Because I know you won’t let me down. You are a leader; anyone would know that by just watching you.” 

“Thank you miss!” I said and she smiled and walked out of my room. Great now I have work to do! Yay me. I walked out of my room and went to the kitchen to get some juice when Conner walked in.

“Hey! Are you ok cuz you didn’t seem well when you came back from your walk with Shay and when he came back he looked pissed as hell and kept glaring at me. It kinda creepy!”

“Oh yer he might hate you now sorry about that.”

“nah its fine! But really whats wrong?”

“I honestly don’t know but I think it has something to do with the fact that Shay thinks im a slut just because he found out that you were here the whole night. Just a misunderstanding that pisses me off. I mean how does he think he is!”

I look at Conner and he guides me to the couch.

“Look as much as it pains me to say it, he cares about you and he’s only looking out for you.”

“Yeah well he has some fucked up way of showing it.”

“Well I know what will make u feel better”

“What?”

“MOVIE!!!” He shouted and got the movie Maze runner.

I laughed and got comfortable. I don’t know how he does it but he always makes me feel better in some way.

“But not as good as Shay makes you feel”

I told the voice to shut up and enjoyed the movie .

***A few hours later***

“That was the best!”

“ha! You can thank me later!”  I smiled at him. He’s so sweet, that’s why I hoped he would be able to get over me. Yes I know I sound like a snobby bitch but I don’t want to hurt him and I have to admit that I need him.

I got up and went to my room to put my shoes on.

“You up for a walk?”

“Yeah sure!”

“Kay lets go.”

I pushed him out of the hotel room and locked the door. We walked to the elevator and pushed the button. After a few seconds the elevator came and we got in it. I was glad it was just me and him because I find it awkward when you have to stand there with a stranger. When we got out side I started to walk to the woods and Conner was at my side not saying anything but it was a comfortable silence.

I started to think about me being captain. Will I be able to do what they expect of me? Or will I end up doing something stupid.

“Hey. Are you ok Sof?”

“The idiots just had to make me, me of all people captain! Like why couldn’t have given the stress to someone else. Dick heads!”

“Whoa! Chill! They gave it to you because they think you are the best person for the job and so do I. And you can’t change because we voted.”

“What did I ever do to you guys?”

“You can do it. I know you can because you have it in you.”

“Wow thanks!”

“Don’t mention it!”

Publication Date: 09-03-2014

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