There's Only You by Katie (the best novels to read .TXT) 📕

to leave me. It was a smart thing too, I could just feel her breaking while I held her.

After they all left I held Amy a little longer before I spoke to her. “Do you want me to call your mom Ames?” I kept her close to me, but looked down at her face. She seemed better, a lot better than when the cops were there.

“No, I will tell her when she gets home in the morning, I don’t want to pull her from work just to watch me because she will think I’m unstable.” She was tracing patterns on my chest now. She was unstable though. I wasn’t about to tell her that though. And as I looked down at her I finally realized that her shirt was ripped exposing her whole chest and very sexy black lacy bra. I looked away before just looking would turn me on. I couldn’t get turned on right now. That would be totally fucked up.

“Ok, well, I mean you should change Ames, your uh shirt.” I couldn’t help it I looked back down when she did. I also saw the blush rise to her cheeks when she tried to cover her chest, I didn’t want her to feel like she should be embarrassed that I saw her though, I mean those cops yeah, but not me, never me. “No, I mean I don’t mind at all, but I want you to be comfortable.” I kissed her forehead and she slowly got up and out of my lap letting her shirt fall back open. It killed me to try and keep my eyes on her face, the bra made her chest look incredible.

“Will you stay with me tonight Jake? Please? I don’t want to be alone, not tonight.” She pulled me up towards her and I shuddered when I felt her boobs up against my chest as she held me. I don’t think I have ever been more aware of her chest as I was just then.

“Of course, I won’t go anywhere. I will stay right here. Sleep on the couch if you want.” She didn’t say anything, but kissed my cheek before going upstairs to change. God, being here alone all night with that vision of her chest was going to be hard, but she needed me. And fuck, April. I had to call April. After she picked up I tried to sound as normal as possible. “Hey. Turns out my mom needs me to stay home, watch Greg for her. Sorry babe. Maybe tomorrow though.” I honestly didn’t want April fighting with me not right now anyway. Maybe tomorrow though.

“Yeah ok Jake, whatever. Talk to you tomorrow.” She hung up. Oh well, I honestly could care less. Just one less thing to worry about. I powered my phone down just in case she tried calling back. Waiting for Amy I sat on the couch and stared at the ceiling. I didn’t feel like watching TV, it wouldn’t help anything, not with the fact that Amy was upstairs, changing. I couldn’t get the image of her from my mind. God, great. I pulled the throw pillow over my lap, just as Amy came walking downstairs. God, why must she torment me? She was wearing a tight tank, minus the bra since I could clearly see her nipples and some very sexy short pajama bottoms. She was going to drive me crazy and not even know it. I just tugged the pillow tighter on my lap willing myself to stop being turned on so bad, but it was no use.

Amy’s P.O.V.

I know it’s bad, but I wanted Jake. I mean I almost got raped, I should be totally not even want to have sex, but I did. I wanted Jake. I knew he wanted me too, I wasn’t stupid I felt it as soon as he started looking at my chest. I picked out my outfit very carefully, I knew if I dressed the right way, he would want to stop resisting. He would finally take what I held so close to me for him all these years. As I walked into the living room I knew it was killing him that I wore a tight tank with no bra and my short shorts. He just kind of hugged the pillow to his lap and I held back a grin as I sat down next to him. As we sat there in silence I scooted closer to him until I could just barely move and be brushing against him. I felt him tremble just slightly the first time his hand skimmed my skin.

Would I seriously have to just lay one on him to make him in the same mood and frame of mind that I was in? I looked over at him to see him watching me with a pained look in his eyes and I smiled at him. He tried to smile, but his eyes drifted back down to my chest without him even realizing it. I reached out and lifted his chin back up until he met my eyes. As soon as he saw the lust in my eyes I think he knew what I was all about. I leaned forward towards him and bit my lip. Would he really kiss me? After everything that happened? His eyes never left mine, even when I reached down and took the pillow away from his lap. He simply moved me to replace the pillow. Oh yes he was going to kiss me. This was going to be epic.

Jake’s P.O.V.

Was it wrong to kiss her? She just went threw hell, now she was practically throwing herself at me. I wanted her to be sure she really wanted me before I even kissed her so when she leaned forward again I stopped her even though it killed me.

“Are you sure Amy? About this I mean?” I was so scared she was going to say no, she wasn’t or that she changed her mind. But she stayed silent and lifted my face back to hers and kissed me long and hard.

“Yes, Jake. I’m positive. I want you Jake, I need you.” That was the last of my control as soon as she said those easy, simple words to me. I kissed her, and felt her fingers rake threw my hair causing the kiss to be deeper. I let my hands roam free first to her ass pulling her closer to me and then to her hips to keep her still as she started to rock. I didn’t want to do it here. It wasn’t where it should happen. Not her first time, and not their first time together.

“No, not here Amy.” She leaped up and off my lap the minute I spoke and smiled and winked at me as she took off up to her room. After watching her run I stood up slowly and just about ran so fast up the stairs I fell twice. When I finally reached the top she waiting for me in the doorway to her room. I didn’t even process how different her room was since the last time I saw it, all I could comprehend was watching her slowly slip her shorts off revealing very tiny sexy black lacy panties that would have matched the bra if she had kept it on. I closed the door behind me and made my way over to her gently lowering her down onto her bed. As I kissed her neck, I reached my hands up and under her tank top loving the way she trembled under me. She brought her own hands up and pushed me back as she tugged off hers then my shirt. As I settled back down atop her I felt her lightly trail her fingers all over my exposed chest and back, making me tremble just like she did. Even as I kissed her she reached down and undid my jeans and I wiggled as she tugged my down and off with her feet. We were both shaking now, with total and complete need. I looked down at her as she reached inside my boxers and grasped me, making me even more hard. I kissed her more deeply and with all I had in me as she rubbed me faster. I couldn’t take it much longer and I wanted her to that same point reaching down between her legs, swiftly removing her panties and gently, at first, rubbing her center. When she began to rock her hips against my hand I smiled and knew she was ready. Looking in her eyes making sure that she was really ready she smiled as she positioned me at her center. I started to slowly move forward not wanting to hurt her, and just barely had my tip in her when I heard it and I froze, we both froze.

Amy’s P.O.V.

When I felt like I absolutely was sure I was ready I smiled up at him and put him right at my center and waited. He was going slow I know for me. He didn’t want to hurt me. When he began achingly slow to enter me just barely even a little bit inside me he stopped and froze. And that was when I heard the footsteps on the stairs. OHMYGOD. In one swift movement I pushed Jake up and off me as I tossed him his clothes just as fast as he was putting them on and once he was dressed I reached for the first baggy shirt I could find and sweats and tossed the shorts and tank in my wash basket. When I looked over my room and was satisfied it looked normal, well normal except Jake being in the room with me that was I sat down next to him. He choose a spot as far away from my bed as he could get and had a text book in his hands. We both bent over it pretending smartly to be studying.

Just as my mom poked her head into my room I pretended to laugh at something Jake could have just said to me and turned and smiled at her.

Chapter Five

Amy’s P.O.V.

“Oh, Amy, I didn’t know you had company.” My mom smiled sweetly as she stepped the rest of the way into my room looking around and then back down to us. She had that all knowing look in her eyes, but I wouldn’t let her think that what almost happened, happened when it didn’t.

“Uhm , yeah you remember Jake?,” As I watched the emotions flicker across her face, finally happiness took over her whole face as Jake jumped up and my mom hugged him.

“Oh, my you have grown up so much, you are quite the handsome young man now Jake.” I blushed as my mom fawned over Jake and all Jake was smile. “Oh, will you stay for dinner Jake? I got the night off tonight and wanted cook something special for me and Amy, but you are more than welcome to stay too.” She took Jake by the arm as he shot me a ‘help me’ look and I just shrugged at him. Once they disappeared I took a deep breath. I can’t believe I just almost let Jake have my virginity. Jake was with April. This was bad, very bad. I couldn’t let him kiss me again, let alone, almost have sex with him. I walked downstairs to meet them in the kitchen, but stopped short when I heard them talking.

“She has missed you, you know. You were her rock Jake.” I blushed glad that she didn’t say that when I was around. She was right though