There's Only You by Katie (the best novels to read .TXT) 📕

weird little pitter patter it seemed to always do when she smiled at me like that.

“Are you sure Jake? I mean, if you want me to go I can go really, honest I would go for you.” I smiled at her now and she rested her hand on my cheek and I leaned into it. She was amazing, probably the best person I have ever met in my whole life.

“Yeah, babe, I mean I want you there, but not if you don’t want to be, never if you don’t want to be, I love you, I don’t want you miserable or uncomfortable. But promise me you’ll think of me tonight?” She smiled and laughed and ran her fingers lightly threw my hair.

“If you promise to call me when you get home.” She knew I would, even when I was with her all day, or just left her house to go to mine, I called her. It was kinda maybe obsessive, but we had missed out on so much time, I wanted to make it up somehow.

“Always.” She kissed me and smiled at me one last time before going into her house. God I honestly wonder what I did to deserve her, I will never be good enough for her, now or ever, but I love her, so much.

Amy’s P.O.V.

I still couldn’t believe Jake actually said I didn’t have to go. He really was so amazing. And knew her so well that he knew the parties weren’t her thing, no matter her trying to cover it up. So I decided that while he got drunk with his buddies, I would treat myself. I pulled on one of his t shirts and got a half pint of chunky monkey ice cream and watched all my favorite shows, before I finally fell asleep.

Jake’s P.O.V.

“Mann, I don’t know how you do it.” A past very drunk Tommy said to me. I looked over at him and smiled. I wasn’t sober, but I wasn’t THAT drunk either. I laughed my ass off when Tommy busted his ass on the floor and just sat there like nothing happened at all. This was too good, sucked Amy was missing it though. I wonder what she is doing…

“Do what my good man?” I helped Tommy back up and let him lean half his weight on me as he stood.

“Stay with Amy, she’s a prude. You can’t tell me she gave it up to you. I dated her for three weeks, and she said she was celibate, so fuck you, I know she didn’t fuck you.” He stumbled and slurred his words, but I understood what he said and he kinda had a point. I mean me and Amy have been dating for what almost a month and a half now? And the girl still ain’t even let me feel her up barely anymore. It pretty much sucked ass. Maybe it’s the booze, but then again maybe it isn’t.

“I dunno man, I dunno. I think she is almost ready to though.” I thought of the way she had thrown herself at me the night I saved her from that Asswhole. She wanted to fuck me that night. Why didn’t she want to fuck me now? Not like I would think she was a slut. I’m dating her. Shit. Can’t get nothing from my own girlfriend. Who says she ‘loves’ me. If she loved me then she wouldn’t tease me like she does. She’d either put out or not work me up like she does.

Tommy walked away, well more like walked two steps away and fell then just went to sleep right where he was. I leaned my head back against the wall and shut my eyes. I had to stop drinking after this cup, my head was starting to spin and it’s so bad I could swear that I can feel Amy pressed up against me. I reached my arms out and circled around her waist not even bothering opening my eyes. She felt so familiar to me. Her soft subtle curves. Her soft, silky hair. And her soft, full lips. I couldn’t help the instant erection from Amy kissing me. It was the booze. Oh well.

I got greedy and pushed her up against the wall as I kissed her and heard her moan into my mouth. Amy pulled me closer and put my hands around onto her ass. God it turned me on even more with how assertive Amy was being, it was too much almost. I lifted her and her legs went up and around my waist and I pushed my hardness up against her which made her grip me tighter to get me closer. I smiled as I kept my eyes shut, since the light burned too much when I opened them. I kissed down her throat, making sure I left my mark.

She whispered something I couldn’t hear, but when I didn’t do whatever it was she had said she reached down and unzipped my jeans. God, this was really happening. I was going to fuck Amy, right here, right now. I felt bad only for a minute that I was going to take her virginity here, now at this smelly party, while I was so drunk I couldn’t open my eyes, but fuck it, I want her. Now.

I pushed her skirt higher as I let her guide me as I slowly lowered her onto my penis and moaned deep in my throat when I was finally all the way, deep inside her. She was gripping onto my shoulders and then it all happened so fast, I held her up against the wall with all my strength as I took her as fast and hard as I could. It had been so long since I had any type of sex other than my own hand. Way too long. It felt so good being inside of Amy. When she moaned and shook and then cried out my name, I felt it as she reached her climax and then fell over the cliff into ecstasy. It was maybe 30 seconds after her that I finished myself letting myself slack and use my whole body to keep her up so she didn’t fall. I finally left Amy’s soft, warm center.

“Oh, god Amy, that was amazing, I fucking love you.” I bent down to kiss her, but she stopped me and that’s when I opened my eyes and gasped.

“No, not Amy Romeo.” I couldn’t believe the face I was looking at, no, no ,no. Fuck no. I did not just do that. I did not just cheat on Amy, in a hallway at a party of all the people who talked shit the second your back was turned. Shit. “Don’t look so surprised. You’re not that drunk Jake. You never stopped wanting me and I heard that little nun Amy was neglecting you.” April looked up at me with a smug look on her face as she kissed my cheek and walked away swaying her hips and I just dropped to the floor.

I was screwed.

Amy’s P.O.V.

Jake never called. He always called. When I had woken up for the second time there was one missed call and a few texts though, but not from Jake, it was from April. What the hell did she want? I read the texts first.

‘thought ud wan 2 c wat ur ’man’ was ^ 2 ;) ’

The next was a picture. Of Jake. Having sex. With April. Oh, My, God. What an Asswhole! He had April pushed up against a wall and his eyes were shut but he was facing whoever it was taking the picture, so it was no mistaking him. And you could see April, with a look of pure ecstasy on her face as she held onto Jake. How could he? Why would he? That must have been why he said I didn’t have to go to the party. He wanted to hook up with April. Well, he could have her. Because the minute he even touched her a little bit at that party he lost me. He won’t ever have me again, not even to look at. It turned my stomach to think I was actually going to finally have sex with him this weekend.

Guess it wasn’t meant to be though. Before I let the tears come I listened to April’s Voice mail she left me.

“Hey there little Amy, just wanted to let you know what happens when you neglect your man for too long. Besides that he only felt bad for you, you were kinda like his charity case, he felt guilty for ditching you, but he never stopped wanting me, obviously. Have a great weekend, see you in homeroom Monday.” When it was over I threw my phone as hard as I could against the wall and ran to my room and let the tears fall until I was sure my pillow was soaked all the way threw and I fell asleep. Dreaming horrible dreams of Jake with April, even while we were together in the beginning.

Chapter Eight

Amy's P.O.V.

The days that passed seemed unreal. The heart tearing feeling was unbearable. All I keep seeing is that picture. That horific scene keeps itself front and center. Burned, it seems right onto my eyelids so I never get away from it. Jake seems almost unphased by the whole situation. I've watched him go threw at least three different girls in the past week. None them April.
I wasn't sure if that hurt or upset me more. Things just never seem to make any sense to me anymore. I want to talk to Jake but at the same time I can't even think about him without having the urge to cry. Speak of the devil and he shall apear as they always say. As I stood there and watched Jake walk towards my locker my heart sped faster and I could have sworn he would be able to hear it. I backed myself up against my locker and waited. When he finally reached me I took a deep breath.

Jake's P.O.V.
Walking over to Amy was probably the hardest thing I have done the past week or so. Well maybe hardest thing I've ever done if I'm honest. The simple fact that Amy didn't walk away from me made me smile. I tried not to but failed. There was just something in the way she watched me. She still cares about me. She probably still wants me. As I got close enough to Amy, I leaned up against a locker and watched her. My heart ached in my chest as I watched the pain an hurt in her face.
When I went to open my mouth she reached out and put a finger on my lips I won't lie it stopped me in my tracks. All I could even begin to think about is the feel of her finger. Then the feel of her finger tracing my lips. I sighed and closed my eyes while she continued until the hallway was empty.

Amy's P.O.V.

While I was tracing Jake's lips I lost my train of thought. All I want is to kiss him. Would I be bad to give in to the urge? Would I be wrong? I removed my finger and watched his eyes as he watched my lips get closer.

Jake's P.O.V.

Amy was going to kiss me, I watched her lean in so close and stop just shy of meeting my lips. I let my eyes stay