Married to Mr. Mafia by Nusrat Jahan (books to read this summer txt) π
He pinned me to the wall his face were inch away from mine , I turn my face because of smell of alcohol suffocating my breath " you are disgusted with me aren't you ? " He asked in his deep husky voice . Tears filled my eyes , I press my lips together trying not to utter any word .
" ANSWER ME !" His dark grey eyes filled with fury .
'' y- yes " I cried , my body shaking violently in fear .
He lean near my ear , I turn my face closing my eyes shut tightly " So am I " he spat before walking away leaving me shattered into pieces .
What I have gotten myself into ???
Khalid Mirza most feared Mafia in Pakistan . He is ruthless, cold hearted and dangerous . His one glance can make a full grown man pee to himself .He was tortured to be strong to rule the
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As he sensed the heat radiating off me , he shut his mouth staring at me .
" Look I know you are-" I didn't give a chance to speak , I longed forward and shut the door, cutting his voice .
I smile satisfied but then I heard him curse
Astagfirullah
He started banging the door " open the damn door " he snarled behind the door , I could feel his anger through the door .
I gulp β¦
Did I overdo it ??
" Don't force me to break the door Amira .."
" OPEN THE DAMN DOOR " his banging got so loud that it started scaring me .
Before I could open it , the door knob broke letting the door fly open .
I gasp covering my mouth " what have you done "
I glared at him " you broke my poor door "
" Now you will fix it " I pointed my index finger at him .
Khalid who was already fuming in anger advanced toward my way , I stepped back, retreating my index finger as well .
" Ok- ay fine if you don't want to fix it '' I shutter while smiling in fear .
" I will d- oow - do it " my back touches the wall , while he steps closer lessening the space between us .
He clutched my both arms tightly " don't you dare to do that with me ever again " his face was inch away from mine , while his eyes looked like a blazing fire .
I glup staying silent " I am not your friend or family that you could treat me like that do you get it " his voice filled with venom than pierced my heart like thousand of needles .
I wanted to combat but I couldn't " maybe this is the reason , your family doesn't love you , your own father didn't once call to check up on you , may be they just don't want you just like me "
" How they even tolerated you all these years was beyond me . I would have never married you , you are cursed to me " his words hit like thousands of rocks hitting my body painfully , my eyes widened as he just pulled some strings of my past.
" You are nothing but cursed to your father "
" You ill fate destroyed your mother "
" Maybe you are bad omen "
Suddenly my eyes got blurry , as my lips shiver in overwhelming pain my heart felt . I close my eyes tightly .
He just triggered some bad memories of my past .
No no no he cannot think of me as a bad omen tooβ¦
No no noβ¦..
" No no no no no " I blocked both my ears with my hand while sitting down immediately as my leg felt weak .
" No no no no β¦. I am not a bad omen " I shake my head in denial while finding it hard to breathe .
" No no no β¦ I am not a curse" I lost my control all the mental torture I face flooded my brain whispering negative things about myself .
" Amira " I can hear his voice getting soft .
He tried to hold my face gently but I continued to shake my head vigorously, closing my eyes shut tightly .
" I am not β¦ I am not " I cried .
I am not , why did my step mother say like that β¦. Why did Khalid say like that β¦ was I really that bad?
Am I really a burden β¦
All doors of sanity are blocked by Shaitan whispering horrible things in my mind, making me doubt my existence .
" Amira look at me β¦ Amira looked at me " I heard Khalid panicking but I didn't dare either .
Gathering my courage I said " go away " my chest heaved up and down .
" No liste- "
" I SAID GO AWAY " I shouted at the top of my lungs, losing all control . This was the first time I raised my voice after all these years.
He looked stunned at my behaviour .
" Go . Away . Khalid Mirza " I pressed each and every word with so much hatred but then I wasn't in the right state of mind anyway .
" Khala was right, " I whispered to myself .
Khalid still didn't move .
" She was right about what " Khalid's voice sounded curious but I was talking to myself .
Tears slipped from my eyes while my whole body was still shivering.
I look up with blurry vision " that a bad husband will end up making you a bad wife " I whispered in fear .
And for the first time I saw a hurt flash across his eyes .
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