His Despair by S. N. Nina Arthur (e textbook reader txt) 📕

Arthur’s Pov:- 

How the hell am I supposed to control myself, I gulped hard while staring at her naked body. My dick was still inside her warm pussy as I was breathing hard and staring at her beautiful body. I bit my lower lip while throwing my head back, Control yourself, Arthur! 

**knock**

“Mr. Spencer, Dinner is ready!” I heard Coop’s voice coming from outside of the door. 

I looked at Davina, who was staring at me with her baby brown eyes, I sighed and pulled my dick from her pussy. I stepped back, “Get out,” I said in an authoritative tone while bending down and taking my underwear. 

I hear her sighing and climbing down from the bed, “One more thing,” I said while turning to her, she stopped dressing up and looked at me. 

“I’m leaving for London for business purposes tomorrow, and may not be back for a few days… I want you to listen to Coop and never leave the mansion without him… remember the rules,” I said with a very serious expression. 

She swallowed and slowly nodded her head, I pulled my pants up and buttoned it. I sat on the edge of the bed, turning my body to her. She wasn’t looking at me as she was busy wearing her clothes. I quietly watched her pull her top over her head, pulling her hair out and pushing the strands of her dark brown hair out of her face. 

She bent down and took her trousers from the floor, her eyes met mine when she began wearing them. I saw her swallowing visibly and quickly looking away. A smirk formed on my lips as I continued to watch her moves. 

After wearing her clothes, she glanced at me before walking towards the door with her head high. I wonder how she manages to stay the way she is, even though what I put her through, she always surprises me with her actions and attitude. I had tried to break her with my words and actions, but I never saw that rightfulness in her eyes disappear even for a sec which somehow turns me on. 

I shook my head and tried to come out of my thoughts, I have to turn my emotions off, she doesn’t deserve my kindness. This is not what I wanted to do with her, why am I behaving this way? Instead of punishing her, why am I thinking about her? Why do I feel guilty when seeing tears in her eyes? What the fuck is happening to me? 

You need to fucking control yourself and better not show any kind of emotion. Never show her any kindness and treat the way she deserved to be treated.  

I took a deep breath while unbuttoning my shirt, I tossed it aside and walked into my walk-in closet. I took a white shirt and wore it before walking out of my room. 

Davina’s Pov:-
 

His mood swings are getting on my nerves, I don’t understand when he’s in a good mood and when he’s in bad. It really irritates me. Why can't he be fair to me? Why can’t he just listen to me before hurting me? I don’t understand him, whenever I try to know him, understand him, he reveals one more side of him which confuses me all over again.  

A sigh escaped my lips as I sat on the edge of my bed, I threw my head back while chewing my lower lip in frustration. 

I got up from the bed and walked straight into the washroom, I washed my face and stepped out. Before walking out, I dried my face and combed my hair. As I walked to the living room, I saw Arthur sitting on the head chair of the dining table and his eyes were on April, who was playing with her doll sitting on the place where I left her earlier. 

He had a curious look on his face as he kept staring at her, I wonder what’s running in his head. I walked towards her, hearing my footsteps, she looked up at me. I smiled at her while bending down, “Come on, let's have dinner!” I said, she just looked at me. I took her small hand in mine and helped her stand up.

She placed the doll on the couch, before turning to me, I lifted her up in my arms and took her to the dining table. I could sense Arthur’s eyes on us, but I chose to ignore him, I placed her next to me and as soon as I sat down the butler began serving us dinner. 

As I was feeding her, I could notice Arthur’s blue/green eyes watching my every move. I tried my best to ignore his stare, but I couldn’t, “You should eat first!” I heard him say in an angry tone which made me turn my head to him. 

He was glaring at me, I tried to open my mouth and say something, but he raised an eyebrow with a questioning look on his face. I sighed and gave him a not-again look, he has to understand that it is rude to behave this way in front of a child. 

He continued to glare and I didn’t back down either, I kept giving him a blank look. He can’t keep ordering me, I have full right to behave however, I want with her and as he said she’s my responsibility and no one can tell how to take care of my responsibility, it’s completely on me. 

“Fine,” he gritted his teeth while looking away from me, I fought back the smirk which threatened to appear on my face and turned to April. I quietly fed her and had my dinner. 

After having dinner, Arthur walked away without looking at me. I took April to her room and read a Cinderella story for her, She quickly slipped into a deep slumber. I pulled the blanket over her and slowly walked out of the room. 

I walked back to my room and closed the door before walking to my bed, I climbed onto my bed and pulled the blanket over me. I laid on my left side while staring into space, the way he kept staring at me when I said to him about the rules flashed in front of my eyes. A smile made its way up to my lips when I remembered it. I liked the way he kept touching my cheek while he said what happened on his 17th birthday.