Back To You by Msy Dee (namjoon book recommendations .TXT) 📕

awkward afraid that I am making him uncomfortable to support my weight. His hands didn’t move a bit even though the movie ended, I remained lying on his chest.

“Laylea” He spoked

“Yes?”

“Can I actually use this opportunity to kiss you? But if that makes you feel uncomfortable, please tell me.”

Everything went still, I hesitated and I sat up to look at him.

I went closer to him and kissed him. Fck, I know I want this. I know I want more of us, he’s too far greater to what I desire. I kissed harder, and he reacted back immediately.

Me sitting on top of him, exchanging the kiss like the world is ending. Like we are not going to see each other again that I am going to lose him anytime.

He hugged me and moved me on to the couch laying down gently. We break the kiss and breathe, catching for air as this moment is too suffocating that we didn’t want to let go at all. And we continued. I feel his hand move slowly from my thigh to my butt, going in and touching me. My body getting the sensation just by his touch that I know I want even more. Gabriel slowly remove my wearing one at time, making me feel exposed when I feel the clothes dropping on the ground.

He slowly went down to my neck kissing and smooching, then follow by my breast licking the tip and got me moaning softly. Suddenly he carried me up and he walked to the room with me hugging him like a koala bear, not wanting to let it go.

He put me down and took a condom out from his drawer. He wore the condom with both of us looking at each other, the tension between us is too over that I find no word to describe it.

 

He went in slowly, while kissing my body turning me on.

I turn and sat on top of him, taking the higher position and I start moving. His breath was coming in gaps, and I continue. His hands grabbing my breasts, licking them like a dessert.

We changed position and places after a while, from the bed to the bar counter, back to the couch then the bed. We are enjoying this, pleasuring each other not wanting to end.

From the last strike of him, we came. Thereafter, he took me to the bathroom.

My body felt the weakness from the cuming, but all I have to do is sitting down in the bath tub and Gabriel doing all the cleaning. He bathed me, gently wipping me with his towel and dressed me in his clothes. He carried me back to the bed and hushed me to sleep, and so I did right away losing the energy to stay up.

Next morning, I woke up. Noticed that Gabriel is not on the bed, I stood up and went out looking for him. He not in the house, my clothes from yesterday were nicely packed in a paper bag. I went to the bathroom and wash up myself, then I heard the door opening. I went out to have a look. Gabriel went to buy breakfast for me..

“Hey.. just nice. Come and have your breakfast J”

I smiled. We sat down at the kitchen counter and finish the food he bought. I get myself changing so that he could drive me back. While we are in the car, Gabriel said.. “Laylea, I can’t express myself much about last night. But, I really enjoyed it.. I love the time we are being together and I knew myself that I can’t let you go.”

“I feel the same way too Gab.”

“Are you willing to be my girlfriend?” He asked while holding my hand and give it a kiss.

“But I am returning back to Singapore tomorrow night. How are we going to see each from such a distance?” I let go of his hand, feeling sad that we might not be able to see other for quite some time.

Just before he can answer me, we reached the hotel. I bid goodbye to him, feel like crying out loud and run to him for a hug. But I can’t, knowing that we are going to get separated soon. He did not know how to answer me though, leaving as the way it is..

 

Chapter 17 - Long distance

 

So today’s the day that we are returning back home. Gabriel came and fetch us to airport, we did not talk at all. As my parents are busy chatting with him, but not like we are going to talk about the night we have and the girlfriend part in front of them.

After checking in, we decided to grab a bite at the café in the basement. While walking, Gabriel pulled me to walk slower behind my parents whom are looking around the airport for the last sightseeing they can see. “Laylea, I want to tell you something.”

“What is it?”

“After the question that you have asked yesterday.. I got lost and not sure what to answer you. But when I went back home after work, I saw the house. It reminds me of the night we have, and I definitely don’t wish to lose those memories. Even though it’s a big distance apart, just bear with me for 3 months and I will return immediately for you. I don’t want to lose you at all, I want us to be together. I want to cherish you and to be there for you whenever you need me. Would you give me the chance to do so?”

I am sensing his sincerity from his hearts. I nodded and he pulled me into him and we hugged. I am sure that we can survive through these 3 months! I am going to miss him like hella.

After sending us off, Gabriel went for work. I promised to call him the moment my flight landed and just like that, we are in a long distance relationship.

After I returned back from Paris, I am so busy in my homeworks. I attended the club activities as usual.. Seeing Micah in the school, life goes on. The moment when I get excited is to be at home waiting for Gabriel end work and skype with me. We can actually talk throughout the night, and both of us looking like the zombie in walking dead the next day.

“This is actually working well for us right?” Gabriel asked.

“Yeah, but this can’t beat that I am still missing you a lot”

“Yes I know, but just keep thinking one day after another, 3 months will pass in no time”

“Yes, I am definitely counting down to this day” I smiled.

Two weeks passed by, we are like following the routine. Skyping everyday, telling each other how’s our day.

“Hey babe, I have something to tell you” Gabriel said.

“What is it?”

“I have a meeting with my boss this morning. He told me that the company like my performance so far.”

“Wow, that’s great! I am happy for you”

“Yeah, the thing is they wish to extend my work contract here longer before I return.”

I looked at him on the screen..

“And have you decided? How long would the extension be?”

“No, I have not decided. I wish to discuss with you the moment they request this of me. They mentioned that it will be two years long for the extension”

I stunned.

“Two years?” I questioned. 

I can tell that he’s troubled over this. It’s either the job or me, I not sure should I be mad that he’s hesitating but since he have decided to discuss with me.. I should not blow my top YET. “I can’t decide. I mean, this is a great opportunity that the company is offering. I don’t wish to disappoint you either. It’s another two years at here without you, I can’t guarantee whether I can survive through the next time I see you.” He said.

I laughed.. “Great mind think alike huh..”

“Laylea, I need you to trust me on this. I can always fly back to you when I am free.. and from the time where I return, I’m planning to marry you.”

I looked at the screen with my eyes opening as big as a goldfish.

“Marry?”

“Yes, marry”

“Wow.. I can’t take this news in. As in, it’s not like I don’t wish to marry you but isn’t this a bit on a fast pace for us?”

Gabriel laughed..

“Yeah, I agreed. However I just cant imagine a day without you by my side. Alright alright, we can discuss this the next time. But could you trust me in this?

“Yes, always will”

Chapter 18 - A gift

 

-6 months later-

The school has finally ended, I have promoted up to senior year. I have three month of holidays before the brand new year starts. Perhaps I should find a job at the town to earn some allowance.

I saw this café displaying HIRING poster and I went in.. The person told me to fill up the application form and wait for their notice.

“Congratulations! You’re a senior in school now!” Gabriel said

“Yes! Thank you J”

“What’s your plan for this holiday?”

“I applied for a job in some café this afternoon.”

“Oh yes! That’s a great idea. Give me a min babe, let me find something”

Gabriel went off the screen, and came back after 15 mins later.

“What are you doing?” I asked.

“I have a surprise for you.. Check your email”

There’s a mail from Gabriel with an attachment. I opened up, it’s a freaking electronic flight ticket with my name to Paris with open return ticket.. OMG..

“You bought me a ticket?! And the date is like 3 days later!”

Gabriel laughed, “Yeah. Do you like this holiday present from me? To celebrate on your passing to senior year.”

“Omg gab, I cant believe this.”

After we hung. I told my mum about this and she is happy for me. She will be driving me to the airport on that day. I am so excited for this!

 

This is my first time taking the flight alone. I do feel nervous but on the other hand I can’t wait for the flight to land and meet Gabriel. I took a nap on flight and watched some entertainment shows.

I walked faster than anyone, picked up my luggage and queue up for the immigration. When I came out, I saw Gabriel standing right there. I ran to him, and he carried me up and hugged me. I miss him so much ~

Gabriel hold my hand while driving to his house. Upon reaching, I see the house once again after these months. No changes at all, the memories when I came were