Our journey from engagement to marriage by Shipra Saini (surface ebook reader TXT) 📕

Preeti's Point of view

One month passed since Sid handling the company as CEO and it's been more then two weeks since we last talked to each other.

After handling the CEO post, as he said he may not be able to talk to me in initial days, we talked only five or 15 minutes daily. I didn't complain because I can understand this time period is very important for his career, to prove himself and came out from dad's shadow.

But after past two weeks he stopped talking to me. He always said he was busy and talked to me later but he didn't call me back not even text.

My mood is fall not hearing his voice, I was craving for hear his voice. At last I decided to call him after five days and he shouted on me. We had our first fight that day.

Flashback

It's been 16 days when Siddharth working as a CEO. As he said, he is very busy now a days. We talked daily but only 5 or 15 minutes. But he didn't call me last 5 days. When I called him he didn't pickup my calls not even replied my texts.

I asked keerti about him and she said he had been busy in his work, he will talk when he got time. I became restless day by day and the feeling of heaviness in my heart drive me crazy. Sometimes I felt like crying. I don't know what's this feeling is but it made me feel bad and Siddharth ignoring me make it worse. So I decided to call him until he will pick my call and talk to me.

It's 12.30 p.m of the night when I decided to call him.

Ring...ring...

Ring..ring...

The bell is kept ringing but he didn't pickup the call. I called him once again but he didn't pickup his phone this time also. But today I decided I don't give up until he will not talk to me.

Ring...ring...

Ring...ring...

I called him 16 times but he didn't pickup his phone. I was about to give up but my heart says try one last time.

I crossed my fingers and call him last time, try my luck..

Ring....ring...

Ring...ring...

Rung...ring...

When it's about to cut he picked up his phone on last ring. I became so happy atleast he picked his phone.

"Hello.." I said nervously.

"What the hell Preeti..Don't you understand I'm busy right now to pick your phone calls. It's not a rocket science to understand." He shouted on me at top of his lungs.

"Si...Sid..Siddharth.." I stammered. My eyes is welled up with tears.

"What Siddharth huh! I was middle of the important meeting with important investors and I came out to talk to you. I'm not free like you to talk to you I have big responsibilities on my shoulder. I don't want to talk to you. How difficult is this thing to understand. Now don't call me or text me until I call you back." He shouted on me and cut the call.

Tears are falling from my eyes continuously. He never talked to me like that before. I know he is busy these days. But how much it will take to just said 'hello' and talk me sincerely. I'm not saying to talk to me whole day or hours. I just wanted to talk him lovingly and wanted to know how he is doing.

End of flashback

That day I cried a lot. I cried whole night. I didn't sleep at night and I had a high fever next day due to stress which take 4 days to go.

It's like I don't know whose this Siddharth is! It's like I never understand him.

I expected him to call me back and apologized or just call me and talk to me but he didn't call me back. Two weeks passed since that day. He didn't call me and I didn't call him also. I talked keerti after every two days and she keep updating me about him.
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Days passed like this. He is not bothered to call me and wanted to know how am I doing. How much I missed him. How much I missed his lovely talks.

When I talked keerti last time she told me that he went to Canada for some business.

Only a week is left for our wedding. Everyone became crazy in my house about my wedding. Preparations take place on their high pace. Wedding card is distributed in all relatives and everyone will arrive 3, 4 days before the wedding.

Shivan di arrived yesterday to attend the wedding with her children. Anit jiju will be arriving two days after and Anshul is coming Tomorrow. My pre bridal treatment is started side by side. I applied my transfer letter from India to USA. I have to pass few tests like written exam and interview for my transfer and I got a call approval of my transfer two days back.

Now a days I missed Siddharth so much. This is supposed to be our golden period of our life but it turn out in something else. The heaviness in my heart is increase day by day.

He didn't call me after his outburst on me. I lost the excitement of my wedding. I just wanted to be with him as soon as possible and wanted to ask him what happen to him. Why is he ignoring me. Is he alright. Did I do something wrong to hurt him. Now keerti also stopped picking my calls.

Today is Sunday. Mummy and Shivani di take me for shopping for my sangeet ceremony. I also wanted to go to divert my mind.

"Preeti...which lehnga you like." I came out of my thoughts when Shivani di called me.

"Huh!.. sorry I zoned out!" I said while blinking my eyes many times.

"I asked, which lehnga you liked?" She asked me again.

"Anyone you liked di." I said in a dull voice.

"What happened Preeti? Aren't you excited for your wedding shopping. " She asked me.

"Nothing...I just don't feel well."I said looking at the lehenga blankly in front of me.

"Don't lie to me. I'm your elder sister. I noticed you since yesterday. You don't look happy and mummy also told me that you are feeling low and don't eat properly now days. What happen Preeti. Did Siddharth and you fight." She asked me with a concerned.