I Want You Mummy by Melissa (e ink manga reader .txt) 📕

I Want You Mummy

Thousands of times I have cried just for you mummy.
Thousands of time I said mummy I need you.
I think of you everyday, ever second.
If that day you drove a bit slower you would have been saved
You never would have died. The scene of the crash plays time and time again through my brain.
Why did we go out that dreadful day, wish we didn’t’t.
A heart of gold stopped beating
Two twinkling eyes closed
My heart is now broke and never will be fixed unless you are back with me
I cant get that through my mind.
I wasn’t ready to let you go.
You were there since I was young
You guided me through my sorrow
You was the only person who made me feel safe and held my hand when I fell.
You brought me love and endless happiness.
I wish you were here mum I miss you so much, no one even knows what I would give for just one touch.
You are my hero.
I remember the good times we had together
I try to look forward and try not to remember the car crash scene again but my mind goes back because a piece of gold, on our family portrait is…..
Mum I love you and thank you for all you did for me.
But mummy never forget that just because you are not here with me doesn’t’t mean I will stop loving you
You would always be in my mind, never will get out
I will always kiss your photos.
Mummy please come back.
It has been only 3 days my mum had past away L I miss her already. When ever I see her pictures on the wall in the living room, the kitchen and the corridor I feel like constantly crying , I start to shiver, its like my heart has been broken into pieces. Its really painful. Mummy I really need you. It just doesn’t’t work without you. I want you to stroke my hair again, brush my hair , wake me up every morning telling me your breakfast is ready.
If your going through this you must understand how isolated and lonely I feel. How much I need my mum. I want the smell of your chocolate cakes again, the smell of her. Mummy please come back, I really need you.L
For all those that have a mum please hold her tight and never say you hate her even when you fight.
You never know when she might have to go and the pain that it brings……. I hope you never know!!
I had enough now, it’s like im in prison.
I pick up the knife.
I wasn’t able to push it in deep.
Then I find a bottle of pills
I though these can’t kill, there meant to heal.
So I just dug them deep pulled out a lot,
Then I thought man. I better not…
But I swallow them all.
Im coming next to you mummy…..

Publication Date: 07-23-2011

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