One million qusestions by minght.girl.fangs (elon musk reading list txt) 📕

I was spinning in my car none stop. The seat belt was around my neck choking me. My eyes wide in fear. Ever thing was in slow motion the car flip over the wind shield broke all the glass flying. It was only my mom dad and brother and me in the car. "I love you" I said because I knew this was it. Then I felt my head band on something hard and then I was out cold from that tragic experience.


I heard beeping then I open my eyes. There were people their my head was spinning with so many questions but the one question I wanted to ask was "Who am I" I said to the strangers. They all laugh at me. I felt my blood boiled "Who am i" i said louder. They stop laughing my temper went down. "Your family" a women said she had light brown hair and blue Crystie eyes with a light brown hair and tan skin tone color."what is a family?" I ask to the strangers. A boy step by me he had dirty blond hair with brown eyes and he was white his eyes had water spilling out of them. He kneed down "Please remember your my sister your funny and sweet and your my best friend" He said with his voice cracking. Then a women came in she had on a blue dress on she said "Lets go folks she need a lot of rest" the women said. The boy said "no i am not leaving her until she remembers me just me" he said. Then a tall man came in he had dirty blond hair and white skin and brown eyes. Then he put his hand on the shoulder "lets go son" His voice just in a whisper. Then he nodded and left then the lady and the gentlemen turn around with clear water in their eyes falling on the ground.


I lead back. Now I really need to find out who am I? and and am I important? or who were those people? will they come back? I felt my heart beat get faster my breaths became gasps sweat dripping from my for head. The lady in the blue dress came in looking at me and then a very handsome man came in too and shut the door"you need to calm down honey" the women said. I shut my eyes and focused and my breaths and heart I shut out all sounds except my breaths and heart. Then i reopen my eyes people where shaking me and waving their hand in front of me. "what"? I ask confused "your heart lost 1 beat but it is back now" the doctor said. "ok" I said not caring. "well good night miss" the doctor said. "what is a night"? I ask. He sigh "nothing shut your eyes and dream" the doctor said. "ok" I said then he walk out I can still picture him his forest green eyes shining in the light and short dark brown hair and his olive skin color. Then I shut my eyes and dream.


I woke up to yelling down the hall the people said "I can not believe we have to put up with this I hate it and i hate-" I cover my ears i did not want to listen no more. All the lights were off just the hospital machines light up the room a little. Then I uncover my ears their was no more yelling. Then I heard a loud sound coming to my left. I could not see so I threw a pillow at the nose "OWW" a person said. "Who goes their" I said in a cold tone. Then the lights went on. Their stood the boy with his eyes half way open and his eyes were pink and puff up. "please tell me what my name is" I said. He smile "Lizzy" he said. "Thank you" I said." for what"? he ask. "Telling me my name" I said with a yawn. He smile and kiss my cheek. "Night little sis" he said. I just ignore the million questions popping in my head. And my eyes close.


My dream was me floating in pink clouds with questions looking for the right answers. Then everything turn to light to pitch black and me falling from the answer's I try to reach for them but I could not. I did not make one sound it was pointless. Then i close my eyes and wish for my questions to be answer. Then i reopen my eyes to the same white place with no answers to my questions. I look out of the clear glass on the wall. It was pitch black with no bright stars I sigh and turn my head the other way and their was .a thick thing and it was black and it said BIBLE with golden around the word. I open it it talk about a man name God that he create everything and everyone and his son name Jesus it said he was son of Man and he suffer and died for us on a cross. But their was this one word that caught my eye it was one word and it said PRAY in big bold letters I shut the thing now i need to find out who or what pray is a thing a person who knows but i will find my answers every question has a answer to it i just know then i held on tight to the thing name Bible and shut my eyes and dream about pray.

I woke up to a light shimmering through the clear glass thing. I look around I was still trap in this white room with no answers.I look but then I heard a soft sound at the door then it open that lady in a blue dress was there but then I got a good look at her she was black with black hair and a creepy smile and these brown eyes but if you look in them you can see sorrow in them and she was caring stuff. "What is that"? I ask. She smile "food" "what is food"? I ask her. Her smile was dispersing slowly. "well food is something that you need to live" she said. "so how do I use this food thing"? I ask her.


Then she pick up a red round thing "this is food" she said and held it and took a bit in it and chew then she swallow. "O so that is how you use them right" "Right" she said. Then she left me in the white room. I look at the food then i felt some sweat fall down on my forehead slowly. Then I pick it up and brought it to my mouth then the smell went in my noise then I took a small bit. My eyes widen with amazement "this is wonderful" I said in a hush whisper so not a soul can listen to my unspoken words. I finish all of the food stuff and wipe away the crumbs on my tan skin. I look around if anybody was here not one person I heard. Than I took a deep breath and look for the bible I found it where I put it underneath my pillow. then I flip through the golden pages then I found the page where I left off it talk about God and Jesus and his mother. But I didn't need any of that stuff at the moment. all I need was PRAY. I look out the window it was the clear dark night with some shining starts in the deep soulless night. There was a soft knock at the door. I suck in my breath. It was the boy "hello Lizzy" he said "what is your name" I said. "Brandon" he said. Then he hand me a brown leather book. I open it if was blank nothing. "um thank you"?


He laugh "you use it to tell what happen in your day or draw or write down you questions" he said with a smile. "ok can I ask you something" i said looking down. "yes you may" he said. "come" I said. He hesitate at first then he nodded and I went to his ear and my lips barley touching his ear "get me out of these white walls please" I whisper. "no sorry Lizzy" Brandon said . Then i pull myself up the tiny sharp things ripping out of my skin I scream until my lungs hurt and I grab the bible and the book and scream "I AM TIRE OF THESE BLANK LIFELESS WALLS WITH MY THOUGHTS I AM OUT YOU BASTERS MOTHER FATHER AND BROTHER I AM SORRY FOR THE CAR CRASH I AM SORRY FOR FORGETTING ALL OF YOU I AM F**KING SORRY FOR STAYING ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!! i scream then i just remember everything from screaming who now i am really piss.


THE END

Text: if you stell anything i will find you :P
Images: um i took them
Publication Date: 05-18-2012

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