When You call me Smart by mtz.reader.1029 (read novel full .TXT) 📕

When you call me smart I want to cry. i want to beat the crap out of you. i want to go away and hide. when you get a better grade them me you make it a big deal. when you do that i want to hit you.
you never think about how i feel when you do that. when i make a mistake you point it out to everyone. it makes me want to hide inside my shill and build a wall around me. nobody's perfect so why do you think i am, just because i'm smart.
there are people in more advanced classes than me but you keep calling me smart and point out all my mistakes. why? why does everyone make such a big deal that i'm smart?
when i go to sleep i want to cry but i know i can't or else it'll alarm everyone. if i wasn't so smart then you wouldn't make such a big deal. you wouldn't make me the center of attention.
i wish you would treat me as if i was a person making b's or c's. i don't want to be unhappy because of how smart i am.

Publication Date: 05-18-2011

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