My experiance of people by manju vinay (the rosie project TXT) 📕

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 I feel like am the loneliest person. Even many also feels same. I just want write about my experience .I experience love care trust more then all I experienced lonely more. I understood reason of my birth by god. When people don’t have any one life till they get someone or some people I am the one who should be with them as part time of their life

Why'd you blame everyone for everything? You’re so spoilt. You get everything in the world, yet you turn around and curse the people who gave you life

Still don’t know why, so many people came and went in my life at the end all remain as same in beginning they are innocent and no one t them I teaches and make them get friends but later they left me with reason no time and sorry .

Why people failed to maintain same relation as they are in beginning of relationship. New people came means why they should change , but they forget how was beginning just for their sake how many people they avoided and how much they did but later they will say u not done anything to me u never understand me . I still don’t know what’s the reason for change in people when years passed I know time can change anything but not relationship but people change relationship change. Is time can change relationship??????

When they came they not have anyone we have so many ,but still we give more priority to them even they give more than anything we are there life nothing important than us take risk for us but day by day go these attachment goes off when they find new people .

The people change even our words are irritate them and make they feel it’s hurting but they forgot same words in beginning was nice to them and love it

Why people forget past, how they are what they did how they behave??????

They think we are resection them but they don’t know one thing no one rustics success of them when they love, they think like kites as we go higher we grow more they forget there is thread which attached t us they think its restriction them grow more height but they don’t know once that thread cut off its goes higher like freedom but till air there later is fall down o ground if they not cut thread means they would be safer in someone hand. We try to break away from those strings our condition will be similar as kites. Never go away from relationship which closes t u because they help to keep us stable while you are flying high. Restriction is like thread we know how much to give when u asked freedom we cut it. One fine day u will realize mistake but that day that thread will not come back to u.

People mentality is such a way they avoid one who love and care them they with one whom they love. Always when you show true love you will get hurt to pain or disappoint.

Everyday someone tries to put me down. Tries to kill me from the inside out. But what they don’t know is, I died a long time ago. I wasn't always like this. She changed me. Now nothing will ever be the same.

Well I’ve never gotten beaten when I was a child but mentally I was beaten daily with every second by love and care.

I and my family never did have such a strong relationship. But I never they hated me. I and strong relationship with friends but whom they have strong they left me. They never beaten or hurtled me but mentality there change made blood in heart and tears in eyes but outside people not even know about this even one whom had strong relationship and one who did . They are not even know how I felt and busy with their own life and their friends even many forgotten me. When we have anyone in heart we never forget them whatever happens when they forget we are not in their heart. Someone is being consumed by lies and pain

When I needed help, no one was there for me, because no one  could never hear my constant cries in heart when closed once only made us cry they even don’t know about that how can others understand my loudest cry inside Heart . Allow the tears to fall even quicker.

People look at me weirdly as I am happiest and closet person. But they don't know the fear, and pain that is hidden behind my eyes. No one does even closet one.

People can look at me however they want because they don't even know the hell that I've been through. The amount of effort that I tried to put into hiding what was really going on in my life. The abuse was only the beginning. Somehow everything felt different. I was no longer inside my body but outside of it. It felt real

Let me go. No you deserve this. I will break you. No one is better than me. No one.

Publication Date: 05-20-2015

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