Four Letter Word by Anthony C Klein (moboreader TXT) š
A short story.
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Every person in this world has needs. Every need is subverted by a want. Each personās greatest need is to feel needed. In accordance, each personās greatest want is to feel wanted. No matter whom we are these two statements ring true. It is one of the few absolutes in life. Humans need this feeling to have a reason for their existence. Without feeling needed, people are inclined to do inconceivable things. Things that can redefine these poor souls in the worst ways possible.
With every action, every once abhorred activity, another piece of who they once were fades away. It is when enough pieces fall away, that they become something completely changed. And that is when they crumble.
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The front door slammed open, and the noise of the never ending rain became much more intense. The elderly woman sat up straighter in her chair, and simply stared at the figure attempting to sneak its way into her house. The red hair, the green eyes, the frecklesā¦ they were all very familiar to her. This was no stranger. Then again, the woman no longer knew who this person was. The mini-skirt, the halter topā¦ They were not familiar. Two years ago, she would never have associated anything that this person wore or did with her daughter. But nowā¦ they were one and the same. A familiar stranger.
āWhere have you been?ā It was a question she had asked countless times before. No longer was it said with any worry or emotion. It was monotone and routine. The girl stopped, and peered over her shoulder at the woman. Her evergreen eyes that were once so carefree and happy were now faded and full of a deep despair. A despair that she hid all too well.
āOut.ā Was the simple answer. Her mother, as a force of habit, dared not ask further. Pick your battles as it were. But tonight the tone of the answer hit a nerve, and within seconds the girlās mother was out of the chair and in her face.
āDo not
use that tone with me! I am your mother, and I want answers! Where were you until five oāclock in the morning?!ā She screamed both with anger and agony. The two females stared at one another for a long while, nearly five minutes until the younger responded.
āHehā¦ You try so hard to be the āprotectiveā mother, Patricia. Itās pathetic really. Get out of my face, and my life.ā She smirked darkly, and began to walk around her aging mother. But once again, she had bitten off more than she could chew.
Smack!
Patricia Frost went into frenzy. Smacking and pushing her daughter. She could not control the rage she had suppressed inside of her finally escape. She yelled and screamed and hit her daughter; she didnāt think--she just acted.
āYou whore! You filthy little whore! You donāt think I can smell the sex on you?! You little whore! I donāt even know who you are anymore! What happened to you Melina? What happened to my daughter?!ā
Melina grabbed her motherās hand as she went in for another smack and threw the woman to the ground. She could hear only the breaths she and her mother took for the next few seconds. She smiled sadly at her mother, and made her way towards the door.
āSheās dead, Patricia.ā
āGet out of my house! Out! Out, out, out!ā Her mother screamed as the door slammed closed. She felt her eyes well up with tears, and put her hand to her face to catch them. What had happened to her? What had happened to her daughter? What happened to her family?
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āHuffā¦ huffā¦ huffā¦ huffā¦ā
The only thing Melina Frost could hear besides the pitter-patter of the rain against the pavement was the shallow, ragged breaths she took and the obnoxiously loud tintibulation of her heartās beat. Her once fiery and vibrant hair looked dull and lifeless as it clung to her rain-drenched face. Her eyes still held that abiding despair, a despair of a broken heart. Or in Melinaās case, a shattered one. After about ten solid minutes of running through the storm, she slowed her pace and walked to the side of the road. She leaned her weight against the rickety wooden fence line, and looked down at the forest below. She felt her eyes begin to well up, but forced it down as sheād done so many times before. Her face was full of grief, and she truly wished that what she told her mother was true. That she was dead.
A crack of thunder startled her, and she fell against the fence line. With the rain and its age, the wood easily splintered beneath her weight. Her eyes widened as she fell from the cliffās edge. Her petite body flew downwards, the rocky cliff side breaking her fall and injuring her body. She fell into the branches of trees, snapping them off and cutting her face and body. She crumpled as she fell, and landed in a heap on the muddy floor. She willed herself through the pain and onto her back, and stared up at the stormy skies.
Melina felt the salty tears slide down her faceā¦ and it stung. It burned as it slid down her pale cheeksā¦ the cold rain pouring down upon her kept the fact that she was crying hidden from the treesā¦ but she knewā¦ she knew how those tears stungā¦
Oh how she knewā¦ Crying was for childrenā¦ she was no childā¦ she couldnāt cryā¦ Becauseā¦ It hurtā¦
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Melina was exited. Today was the day she and William had decided to finally bring their relationship to the next level! Melina had always heard from the girls in school about how their boyfriends would romantically seduce them. It always sounded like it was so niceā¦ to have someone love you so much that they would do anything to be with you. Will had always told her how beautiful she was, and how much he loved being with herā¦ but heād never said those three words to her.
Heather told her that it was because she was being too much of a prude. To get people to love you, you had to give them what they wanted. Melina remembered the how the boys at school spoke about their girlfriends when she would listen in on their conversations. They always said how the girls would seductively kiss themā¦ touch themā¦ let the men do anything they wanted to them. The men always sounded so happy when they talked about it.
Maybe that was why Will didnāt say he loved herā¦
Heather was rightā¦ Lance always said he loved Heatherā¦ Melina had to do it. It didnāt matter if she was scared. She had to make Will love her. She couldnāt let him leave herā¦ she needed him, and sheād give him anything he wanted to keep himā¦ anything for him to love her.
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āMELINA!?!?!ā Patricia Frost screamed as she entered the room. Her daughter turned to her with a look of surprise mixed with fright. Patricia had decided to come home early today and surprise her daughter by taking her out to dinner. Patriciaās job made it hard for her to be around for her daughter, so when her boss told her to head home early she jumped at the opportunity.
She had never expected this thoughā¦
She entered her daughterās room to find her on her bed, in only her panties, her legs spread open. The worst part though, was the shirtless teen boy between said legs. His pants were undone and sliding down his hips, his hands were groping her breasts and his tongue was deep in her mouth. When Melina saw her mother, she yelped and pushed the boy off of her. Her mother screamed in uncontrollable rage, and almost literally threw the boy out of the house.
Melina begged her mother to calm down, but it was to no avail. Her mother forbade her to leave the house. She grounded her daughter and refused to even LOOK at the girl. Melina cried and begged her mother to talk to her. She yelled that she loved him, and that she was only trying to make him love her backā¦ Her mother ignored her. She refused to listen to the insane babbling coming from the daughter she thought she knew.
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At school the next day, Heather told Melina that there was no hope nowā¦ She failed at love. He didnāt love her. Melina looked for Will in the halls. He avoided her like the plague. She finally was able to corner him after school, but he laughed at her. She said that she loved him, she begged him not to leave her. He sneered at her.
āI canāt do this anymore. This was fun at first butā¦ youāre just too inexperienced. I wanted to have a good time as a senior, not have a new accessory. Iām sorry Mel. Itās not going to work out. I donāt love
you. Weāre breaking up. Thatās just how it has to be. Donāt take it to heart, okay? Iāll see you around.ā He said to her, smiling, before walking off and leaving her there to cry.
Melina broke apart. Her heart shattered into a million pieces. She criedā¦ she couldnāt control it. It was impossible to stop. Her love was deniedā¦ He hated herā¦ She failed. Heather was rightā¦ She didnāt give him what he wantedā¦ what he NEEDED from herā¦
He couldnāt love herā¦
No more cryingā¦ Make people love youā¦
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Melina shattered when her new āboyfriendā shunned her the next dayā¦ She gave him what he wantedā¦ didnāt he love her?! Thatās what Heather said! People love you when you give them what they want! He was a liarā¦ he used herā¦ he was supposed to love her! He was supposed to be the one to make her feel good! He was supposed to love her after she gave herself to him!
Sheād make him payā¦ sheād make them both payā¦
They were supposed to love herā¦
They were supposed to NEED herā¦
No cryingā¦ Crying is for childrenā¦
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Thatās what she didā¦ she gave herself over and overā¦
Butā¦
They never loved herā¦ not onceā¦
Why?
Heather said they loved you when you gave them what they wantedā¦
Maybe they wanted MOREā¦
Donāt cryā¦
Give them what they wantā¦
Make them love youā¦
Youāre not a childā¦ Crying is for childrenā¦
Even when it hurtsā¦ Donāt cryā¦
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This was it wasnāt it? Her limp form lay there in the mud, bloody and broken. Melinaās eyes wandered to look at her hand. Her fingers were bent in the wrong direction, and she could all but see the tissue inside of her arm. She tried to sit up as best as she could but to no avail. She felt dizzy. Her mind was a mess of memories and nausea. Soon she was able to roll herself into a nearby tree and with the hand that wasnāt a bloody mess, she dragged her failing body up against it into a sitting position.
Suddenly, her brief numbness gave way to unyielding agony, and Melina found herself unable to move.
Something wasn't right. Her whole lower body, from the torso down, ached and throbbed as though it had been run
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