A Deal With The Devil by Sophie J Brain (best ereader for academics TXT) 📕

He moved his mouth to her ear “you are beautiful and I will always love you and protect you.”

Jen closed her eyes to try and escape the reality that was in front of her. She couldn’t be with Will, she knew she couldn’t, but she couldn’t stop herself. She loved him too. She hadn’t supposed to and yet she did. What was the point in pushing him away if he already loved her? She ran her hand up his back and watched as flickers of pleasure crossed his face. She took his face in her hands and kissed him softly “I love you too.”

He smiled “thank goodness for that.” She nodded, something had awakened inside of her and she knew that she had to do right by Will. She had let Phil down but she wasn’t about to repeat her mistakes.

Jen wasn’t sure how or when she had fallen in love with Will but it was there. She had assumed that she wouldn’t be able to love anyone else but she had been wrong. Will was all that she wanted and his love had given her the strength she needed.

She knew which way to go forward and she wasn’t going to look back. She would always be slut deep down but she would have to stomp down on those feelings. She wouldn’t break Will’s heart.

She sat up “I need to go”

Will frowned, “right now?”

She nodded “standing appointment with Caroline’s school, will you wait here for me?”

“I understand” he replied “of course I will wait.”

Jen heard the slight twinge in his voice and she squeezed his hand affectionately. She didn’t want to hear that twinge ever again; she needed to make things right between them.

Jen arrived at the school a little earlier than usual. She placed a hand over her beating heart and tried to calm her nerves. Mr Burton, Caroline’s head master, would not be happy when he heard what she had to say.

She walked into the reception and asked for Burton. The snotty receptionist looked her down and told her to sit while they called him. Nothing was out of the ordinary and yet it was like she was seeing it for the first time. There was no reason for the change of attitude and yet it was there.

The doors swung open and Burton strode into the waiting area “ah Miss Gilmore” he grinned “come with me.”

She followed him to his office and winced as he locked the door behind them. Before she had time to breath she was pressed between his body and the door frame as he kissed her hard. With an inward sigh she almost relented to his advances. She was so used to do what people wanted and complying to sexual demands that for a moment she almost let herself slip, then she remembered Will. He loved her and she needed to stay faithful to him, no matter how scary it was.

She put her hands on his chest and pushed him as hard as she could. He moved away and looked at her savagely “what are you doing?”

She shook her head “I am cutting this off now, I can’t do it anymore. I have met someone.”

“Miss Gilmore,” he hissed “don’t forget why this started to begin with.”

She winced, she could read the expression on his face and she knew that his ego had been bruised. She had been fucking Burton since the age of fourteen, ever since she had transferred schools and had needed to earn her fees. As school was for ages five – eighteen, she had needed to continue fucking him for Caroline’s schooling as well. At one point she had asked Colin for help but he had refused, despite having more than enough funds.

Burton had once been an attractive man and Jen had spent many a lunch time listening to her peers swoon over him. If only they had known the reality of what they had been wishing for.

“You need to fuck me to keep your daughter in school” Burton grunted.

Jen wasn’t sure what happened but suddenly she felt power fill her body and she realised that she could play him like he was playing her. At that moment she realised that she had the strength to make Colin, Burton and Matthews powerless against her. How had she not realised before?

She walked to Burton’s desk and picked up a picture of his family “she looks nice” Jen commented pointed to his wife.

Burton blinked “she is nice.”

“Young” Jen commenting putting picture down, she already knew that Burton’s wife was almost half his age. “you must love each other very much to be able to face to stigma of your relationship.”

“What are you talking about?” Burton burst out.

“Unless she really did marry you for your money” Jen continued “I would be careful to keep hold of her when it all goes.”

Burton walked to her, pulled her off the desk and grabbed hold of her chin, “explain yourself.”

Jen shrugged him away “how would it look when I inform the school board that we have been fucking for the last fourteen years and for two of those years I was an underage school girl.”

His face drained of colour “you have no proof.”

Jen smiled, each word filled her with more power and she began to feel reborn. Maybe she wasn’t as bad a person as she had thought; maybe she had change since her time with Phil. Maybe if she managed to make it all right so she could be faithful to Will then she would be able to move on from her life and no longer be a dirty slut.

“Maybe I don’t” Jen finally replied “but after I tell them and the newspapers people will start to piece things together and even if they decide I am wrong, which I’m not, your reputation will be gone, along with your wife I imagine.”

“You bitch” Burton spat, but Jen could see that he knew he was defeated, he sat down at his desk “what do you want?”

“Caroline stays in school and until I find a way to pay you will cover her fees” Jen replied, surprised at how quickly she was finding her confidence “and our little arrangement stops today.”

Burton sighed “all right, but I won’t pay for her indefinitely, you need to find another way soon.”

Jen nodded, she already had an idea about who she would get the money from “thanks you Mr. Burton, I will speak to you soon.”

Burton nodded “Miss Gilmore.”

As Jen left the school she heard the reception mutter “just a quickie then” under her breath. Usually she would have let it go but there was nothing usual about that day so she stopped and turned back.

“Excuse me” Jen murmured.

The receptionist rolled her eyes “yes Miss Gilmore?”

“You may remember that I am a parent at this school” Jen murmured sternly “and you should treat me with a bit more respect, no matter what rumours you hear about me, is that clear?”

“Absolutely” replied the blinking receptionist.

Jen smiled and left the school, the wind rustled in her hair and she felt better than she had in years. All she needed to do now was speak to Colin and Matthews then she and Will could truly be together.

Chapter Eleven

The next day, Jen has tackled Colin and is now ready for her biggest hurdle. Mr. Matthews.

Jen turned to Will, who offered her a smile of encouragement as they walked into work. So far she had been successful in telling her regular sexual clients that it needed to stop. The mention of blackmail had worked just as well with Colin as it had with Mr. Burton. She knew that her mother’s money was the backbone of Colin’s company and if it were to disappear he would be finished. Jen had told him that she would no longer be fucking him and she needed to him to take on Caroline’s school fees otherwise she would tell her mother everything. The last hurdle to face was Matthews.

He wouldn’t be happy when he found out that she would no longer be keeping him sexually satisfied and she wasn’t sure how she would stand up to him but she had to.

She looked at Will again to remind herself why she had to. He loved her and she loved him too, maybe his love was misplaced but she would not hurt him in the same way she hurt Phil. She couldn’t let him down. She wanted to love him always.

They walked into work together, as usual they were earlier than everyone else and they sat behind Jen’s desk while they waited for everyone. After a few minutes they heard the office door open and Matthews walked in. He signalled for Jen to join him in his office, with a sigh she followed him in.

“Where were you yesterday?” he demanded as soon as he had locked the door.

She swallowed and tried to find the courage she had had the day before “I was sick, I called in with enough time as my contract dictates, now you have called me in here I need to speak with you, about our sexual relationship.”

“What about it?” he breathed on her neck causing her to shiver.

She moved away from him and sat down at his desk. She had to be strong; she had to remember that she was doing it for Will. The man she loved.

“As of today I am ceasing our sexual relationship.”

Matthews’ face turned a shade of red as he thrusted it into hers “and how do you think that will work? You know that fucking me is the only reason you are in a job.”

Again Jen felt need to let out a long breath before continuing. Out of everyone she had ever fucked Matthews was, and probably would always be, the one she was most scared of. He was a strong and calculating man, which could be a deadly combination, especially when it was in the wrong hands. “You cannot fire me Matthews because I quit, I have found a job elsewhere.” “What will you do without my reference?” he snarled “I told you if you leave I won’t give you one and no one will employ you. You have no skills to offer other than your body.”

“So you have always told me” Jen murmured “but then I was speaking to my new employer and I realised that for the last nine years we have been using a sales spreadsheet that I made so that information was easier to find. They will be implanting the same thing when I start, you can’t tell me that I am useless anymore because I know I’m not.” She wasn’t really lying, while she hadn’t been offered a new job Will was talking to someone from another company who was looking for a secretary so she did hope to have one soon. “As for my reference, you will give me one otherwise I will tell my new employer everything that you have done to me. The sex, the abuse, the numerous black eyes, and then I will do everything I can to see help them bring you down.”

Matthews’ fist pounded on the desk but something was missing in his eyes. Jen realised then that she