Beloved or Betrayed *(incomplete) by shay prinkey (top ten books to read txt) 📕

lot better. I put my feelings aside and we did some shopping and we ate at some really nice places. I finally called jas and apologized for being so mean. She was glad to hear from us. We ended up getting back together and hanging out the rest of the vacation. When it was time to go i just wanted to stay there forever. Everything was so beautiful and relaxing. When we got back to georgia i went straight home and slept till 3:00 the next evening. 

 

Chapter 17

It was saturday night and we were having another party since we didnt do anything on graduation night. People were everywhere. Ty's entire house was packed wall to wall with people. College people and high school people. I was drinking some grey goose ty had gotten a friend of his to buy. I was way past drunk and everything seemed incrediably funny. Storm and i were dancing while jas was with ben. Ben had arrived friday morning. Ty was gone to do something and i really just wasnt worried about what that something was. I was dancing when i realized i really had to use the bathroom so i giggled to storm "I have to pee. ill be back though. Dont go anywhere." I felt almost brand new i had cute my hair and gotten it relaxed when we come home and my stitches were gone. I stumbled through the crowd to ty's bedroom. When i got back there i was closing the door but a foot stopped the door from closing. I looked down but didnt recongize the shoes. I looked up to see deshawn staring at me. I sighed rolling my eyes. "What do you want. Omg like do you not get it. i dont want to talk to you or see you or anything else shawn." i slurred. He sighed then said,"just listen okay?" i rolled my eyes again."okay but you got three minutes and if ty comes in here you are not to start another fight deshawn i mean it!" i said sternly. He held his hands up showing innocence. "well first off im sorry. I really fucked up. second damn your even more beautiful with your hair short. God i miss you so much. I didnt realize what i had till i lost it lana. I just" he paused. I didnt even remotely care what he was saying and i made sure my face showed it. He sighed. "I know i really hurt you. Keely told me how yall arent friends anymore and how you wouldnt date anyone. I mean you look happy and all but are you? i just want to know." he said looking at his feet. I laughed. "look shawn, i couldnt care less about the whole you hurt me im so sorry bullshit! And to answer your question yes im happy. Ty is better to me than you ever were! Keely doesnt know whats going on with me because we havent talked since that night. Your the only one still holding on to that shit. you need to let it go. I mean really what did you expect me to say?" His face dropped. "I-i dont know alana i just want you back. But i see your a different person now and im sorry for that." I shook my head in shock. Not only was i pastered but now i was angry. "What? Your kidding me! your sorry im different? If i recall im different because the only two people i trusted with my life fucking betrayed me! Im glad to be different. Im not the weak little girl you left crying! You have some fucking balls of steel deshawn! I hate you and that will not fucking change! Do not ocme back here acting like you deserve another chance. You blew that shit! Get the fuck out of my face! God why wont you just stay away from me!" I yelled. He was smiling. He thought i was kidding. "your wrong. your still weak alana and childish. till me if im wrong about this you fucked every friend i had here. You cried everytime you was with one of them. You drank and parited your way into ty's possesion. YOur different because now your nothing but a yesterdays memory who is still so heart broken over something that happended a long time ago. That makes you both weak and stupid!" He yelled. I laughed a cold hearted laugh then poked him in the chest. "Shawn you are alone. you are broke and you are the one who come begging for me. Im not alone im in a great relationship which i didnt party my way into actually. Im not sure where you get your information from but i didnt sleep with all your friends only one and baby let me tell you the sex is fucking great shawn. Im happy! I dont need you in my life at all. Go back where you come from! you were the one who was fucking my best friend not the other way around. You need to miss me with your bullshit!" i smirked. He smacked my hand away immediately. "YOUR PATHETIC ALANA. I REALLY DONT WANT YOU BACK. I JUST COME BACK TO GET THE QUICK FUCK I BEEN HEARING ABOUT. I COULDNT CARE LESS ABOUT YOU AND YOUR FAKE HAPPINESS. IF I WANTED YOU ALANA I COULD HAVE YOU AND WE BOTH KNOW THAT! BUT YOUR WORTHLESS TO ME. WHICH IS WHY I DONT WANT YOU! AND JUST SO YOU KNOW I FUCKED KEELY TO HAVE A EXCUSE TO LEAVE YOUR BASIC ASS!" My mouth flew open at his last sentence. Then without my permission my hand collided with his face making a loud sound. He pushed me up against the wall restraining my arms. "YOU HAVE SOME FUCKING NERVE DE'SHAWN! GET OUT! GET THE FUCK OUT! YOUR TRULY THE DEFINITION OF A DUMB ASS! ILL NEVER EVER EVER TAKE YOUR ASS BACK AFTER THAT SHIT! NOT THAT THERE WAS A FUCKING CHANCE IN THE FIRST PLACE! GET OUT!" I yelled. "I DONT FUCKING WANT YOU BACK. AND IF YOU EVER HIT ME AGAIN ALANA I SWEAR NOTHING WILL HOLD ME BACK FROM SMACKING THE HELL OUT OF YOU! THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I DIDNT WANT TO FUCKING BE WITH YOU! YOUR A FUCKING PSYCO BITCH! He yelled a little to close to my face. Most people would be scared but all i wanted to do was get free and punch him in the face. "DESHAWN LET ME GO!" I screamed. He squeezed my arm tighter. I kneed him in the groin. He let go immediately and i smacked him again. This time putting all my force into the hit. He hit me before i could even see it coming. I fell into the wall immediately grabbing my face. "YOU SON OF A BITCH! GET OUT!" i said throwing whatever was on the dresser. It hit him in the side of his head. "YOU FUCKING CRAZY BITCH! STAY AWAY FROM ME DUDE! FUCKING PSYCHO BTICH!." He yelled. "YOUR AT MY BOYFRIENDS HOUSE DUMB ASS!" I yelled as he walked out of the door. I sighed then went into the bathroom to see if my face was red. It was a little red but nothing too serious. I walked into the kitchen to see him talking to some girl. I shook my head and kept walking. I went to the island in the kitchen and grabbed the fullest bottle i could find and took a big drink. When i turned around shawn was kissing the girl smiling. A severe wave of anger came over me and i yelled "Dont do it girl! He's got a small dick and a big ego! Trust me i know!" everyone except them started to laugh. I winked at them and started to walk away when storm grabbed my arm and pulled me to the guest bathroom. "seriously. whats wrong wit you? are you asking for a fight to break out again. you know ty is already on edge." she said. "actually i dont know anything about ty tonight because i havent seen him. i would have loved to seen him about ten minutes ago when deshawn desided he wanted to pin me to the wall and smack the hell out of me!" i said angrily. "lana your drunk and talking crazy! Im gonna go get ty i really think you might need to lay down." she slurred. i rolled my eyes. "do you even know where he is?" i asked angrily. "yea he's outside on the patio talking to some of his friends from school i guess. Ive never seen them before but they seemed cool and they were all hot!" she joked. I rolled my eyes standing up to go find him. When i got to the patio sure enough that's where he was. I wasnt mad because he wasnt near me i was mad cause he never come to see if i was okay or having a good time. When i stepped out the door he said "there you are. i was looking everywhere for you earlier." I sighed rolling my eyes."we need to talk." i said harshly. I straightened his posture and looked at me with curious eyes. "is everything okay?" he ask. "no not really. can you come inside please." i mumbled. He stood up grabbing my hand and we walked in the house. When we got to the edge of the kitchen shawn was standing there with a different girl. "seriously again?" ty ask. "yea but this time we are going to do this right." i said whispered in his ear. I chugged the bottle of tequila in my hand until i couldnt take the burning anymore. Ty and i went in the livingroom and sat on the couch. It wasnt as loud in there but there was still plenty of noise fromt he numerous people talking and laughing. "so what did you want to talk about?" he ask. "i want you to shut the party down." i said quietly. He looked at me stragely. "why its not even late yet." he said confused. "please bae just do it for me. then ill tell you whats going on." i said kissing his cheek. He sighed then stood up to go into the basement. I went into his room and layed on the bed still figuring out how i was going to tell him about deshawn. I sipped from what was left in my tequila bottle untill it was gone. Shortly after i finished it music cut off and ty come back into the room. he sighed then sat on the bed. "okay shortie talk to me." he said sweetly. "well me and shawn had a big argument tonight and i smacked him." i said quietly. "what? when was this?" he ask. It was when storm came out on the patio. I had come in here to pee but shawn followed me." i said quietly. "he followed you. okay now i see why you wanted me to shut the party down. i saw that dumbass when we walked in from the patio." ty sighed. "okay so yall had a argument