Heroes and Giantslayers by Rhenardo Worrell (good books to read for adults TXT) 📕

evidence it demonstrated her godlikeness; the unlimited creative ability in her thinking using heromotive words.

 

“Unlimited goodwill is care and forgiveness for yourself and others working together,” he said. “Care and forgiveness is a resource that grants relief and support.”

He explained that her evidence must be a resource that grants relief and support.

 

“Failure can never become your evidence because there is no care and forgiveness in failure,” he stated, “but failure can become your fear.”

 

She believed in that moment she accepted the personification of heromotive because she understood unlimited creative ability in her thinking and unlimited goodwill in her care and forgiveness for herself and others working together. She thought accepting heromotive was the beginning of wisdom.  It made her like God. She had to see herself through heromotive lenses to remove worry and eliminate stress.

 

He said, “heromotive words become your evidence when you understand and rely upon these words to achieve your hopes according to heromotive. When heromotive words become your evidence they are planted in your thinking like a seed.”

 

“Do you think the word significant has become your evidence?”

 

“Yes,” she answered.

 

“What about the word heromotive?” he asked.

 

“Of course,” she responded

 

He smiled. “Remember your 13 character gifts? They all demonstrate heromotive, but the gifts you demonstrate best are your wealth.”

 

She remembered that everyone had at least 13 character gifts. She also remembered his description of each character gift. She wasn’t sure which one was her wealth, but she was excited to find out.

 

“When your wealth becomes your evidence it works for you, pouring out answers for others through relationships you create that honor them, building grace equity in them.

“What is grace equity?” she asked.

 

“Grace is the manifestation of heromotive. Some people call grace equity favor or home court advantage,” he answered.

 

The terms were kind of familiar to her but she had never used them this way.

 

He said her evidence gave direction using milestones of understanding, belief, rest, and trust.

 

Kim felt excited and overwhelmed. She wanted to know more about grace equity. He told her that when she used her wealth to pour out answers for people through relationships she created that honored them it built grace equity in them. He explained that this is heroic performance that never fails. Heroic performance is your wealth in action.

 

She took another deep breath to calm down but felt her adrenaline building. Somehow grace equity was going to help meet her needs. Her fingers fiddled with her coffee cup. She looked down at the table. She hadn’t touched her croissant. She took a few nervous bites and struggled to swallow.

 

Milestones and Fear

Chapter 5

 

He told her that her evidence required accountability to heromotive. He explained that her evidence works for her by directing her steps using milestones of understanding, belief, rest, and trust to achieve success.

 

She whispered repeatedly to herself that she had heromotive, but she couldn’t stop her doubts. "Sir please help my unbelief," she asked.

 

"To address unbelief you begin as a student of heromotive with the milestone of understanding because you can't believe words you don't understand," he said. He paused to ask "What do you understand?"

 

She thought for a moment. She said, "I am significant and I see myself through heromotive lenses."

 

He gestured for her to keep talking. She continued, “I understand that when significance nullifies the effects of fear it creates fearlessness that produces confidence in my thinking which increases as the seed of significance grows in my thinking."

 

The elder was finishing his drink as she talked. "What else," he said after he swallowed.

 

Her eyes shifted back and forth. She looked into the air as she gathered her thoughts. "Heromotive words that I understand and rely upon are the substance of things hoped for according to heromotive and the evidence of my belief," she said.

 

He smiled and asked "what is your evidence?"

 

Without hesitation she said, “significance, identity, power and purpose, because I see myself through heromotive lenses."

 

“OK, that was very good,” he replied, "your evidence starts with words you understand. Understanding is your first milestone as a student of heromotive. It is a position of knowledge. You eliminate unbelief by understanding your evidence."

 

"How do I know that I believe my evidence?" she asked.

 

“As a student of heromotive you believe in heromotive words that you understand and rely upon to achieve your hopes according to heromotive.  They are your evidence,” he answered.

 

She nodded her head and repeated, “I believe my evidence because it is the same heromotive words that I understand and rely upon to achieve my hopes according to heromotive.”

 

"Belief is the second milestone for students of heromotive. It is an overwhelming conviction of the truth about something or someone. In order for your evidence to direct your steps to success, you must believe in your evidence,” he stated.

 

She was excited about the two milestones; understanding and belief.

 

The elder continued, “the third milestone is rest. As service practitioner of hermotive you use the three water methods to labor to rest in your evidence in your thinking. When you’re at rest in your evidence you no longer worry or struggle to believe it. Your rest is the proof that you believe in your evidence.”

 

She had questions, but that could wait. She didn’t want to interrupt.

 

“Trust is the final milestone. It is the position of commitment. The dedication to something or someone without compromising your identity. You must submit to heromotive to establish trust in your evidence and heromotive. Submitting is your agreement to yield under the authority of someone or something. You use your will to submit to heromotive in order to remove all hindrances that come from your doubts and unbelief, trusting your evidence and heromotive to pour out answers from your wealth to build grace equity in people. Grace is the manifestation of heromotive. Grace equity is favor. It is home court advantage.”

 

He was telling her again that she was going to pour out answers for others at a time when she needed answers. She wasn’t sure how, but he was showing her how to give.

 

He wanted her to trust her evidence and heromotive more than she trusted people.

 

“We have an assessment that identifies which of your 13 character gifts you demonstrate best. There are 91 questions in the assessment,” he explained. “Your best gift is your wealth. You can have more than one. Do you want to try it?"" he asked.

 

"Of course ……," she replied not sure what to say next. She was way outside her comfort zone.

 

“OK,” he responded. “But before we begin I want to talk about fear again. Fear is not the opposite of your evidence,” he stated. “It is an obstacle to your evidence that can cause unbelief in your significance if you allow it to lead. Fear works against you by leading you to respond emotionally; directing your steps using similar milestones of understanding, unbelief, rest and trust,” he said stroking his beard.

 

“Fear is an obstacle that prevents you from being a student of heromotive, a service practitioner of heromotive or submitting to hermotive,” he said.

 

He told her that fear is planted in her thinking when she uses words she understands and relies upon that are full of vanity, negativity, and emptiness. They create thoughts of danger that cause unbelief in your significance, safety and security. He reminded her that thoughts of danger are not actual danger. They have no substance. They make giants out of the unknown.

 

He said that fear is always lurking and has many emotional triggers. “Insecurity, worry, loss of control, failure and hopelessness are five common emotional triggers. These triggers can inspire fear,” he explained.

 

“Fear relies on emotional self-effort for answers without heromotive as the focus. An example of an emotional response is anger or sadness. Your emotional responses rely on muscle memory or experiences you trust as a guide from past failures or successes. When you are led by fear you try to find the emotional answers you trust in your past that were successful or felt good using muscle memory without considering heromotive. Unfortunately this self-effort is limited by your experiences and is not always reliable. Emotional answers you trust from your past may have worked or felt good in the past but fail when they are repeated. If emotional self-effort fails to produce wholeness it can reinforce fears, creating a negative cycle.”

 

She sipped on her coffee as he talked.

 

“Relying on emotional self-effort for answers can cause you to rest in fear in your thinking. Fear is common. It comes without laboring to rest. Unfortunately it yields inconsistent results” he said.

 

He told her that continuing in emotional self-effort demonstrates unbelief in your significance, safety and security and does not set the correct temperature to plant your evidence as a seed in her thinking.

 

“If you don’t plant your evidence in your thinking all you have left is the inconsistency of emotional self-effort,” he explained. “This yields confusion and pessimism.”

 

He noticed that she was holding her hands together tightly on the table as he talked.

 

“Most of us have a visceral need for wholeness or balance in our lives. I think this is natural. When we feel whole this need is satisfied affirming our esteem and security. When we don’t feel whole our dissatisfaction causes us to search for answers to address this need. Fear that we will not find an answer can trigger our emotional self-effort to seek out an emotional answer in our past we trust to achieve wholeness or balance. This type of self-effort uses muscle memory to find an emotional place of comfort in our experience that we can bring forward as an answer to make us feel whole. Unfortunately that place of comfort could be immature and connected to negative behavior in our past or a temporary emotional answer because feelings change,” he said.

 

His expression emphasized the importance of his words.

 

She was sure that this lack of wholeness or balance was another challenge she was experiencing. She nursed feelings of desperation for some time now.

 

“I remember what it was like before marriage, before children,” she responded. “I remember the liberty I felt back when all I had to think about was myself. It felt good. I have thoughts about how to get that feeling again. I even had thoughts about leaving my kids altogether, leaving them with my mother to go away and start a new life,” she replied.

 

Her response reminded him of the regrettable choices we all make. He explained that we cannot satisfy our visceral need for wholeness in fear. He said without keeping our focus on heromotive fear can easily lead to emotional self-effort in our pursuit of wholeness, which causes selfish lifestyle choices led solely by ideas that feel appealing, interesting or comforting right now which could ultimately disrupt our lives and rules of engagement with others.

 

“Staying with your family takes courage,” he began. “Heromotive gives us the boldness to explore our unlimited creative ability in our thinking wherever it takes us, balanced by the constraints of our unlimited goodwill in our care and forgiveness for ourselves and others working together as we use heromotive lenses as a preferred choice to satisfy our visceral need for wholeness,” he instructed.

 

“Remember when you see yourself through heromotive lenses it nullifies fear as you pursue wholeness. It overcomes your doubt in heromotive that can paralyze your wealth and prevent