Dear diary by stephanie mackie, tori dalyen (snow like ashes series txt) 📕

Dear diary- Me and Rico have been married 13 years, and I love him, the council ( wall dreamers) wanted to take me away if I loved him. So I pretend I hate him but me and Rico both now we love each other. I wish that everything would go back to normal like I wish I could see Jeff or Thomas or Selena or even my mom and my dad.... I wish I could see Jeremy and Dominick. I miss them all, here comes Rico I'm going to finish this off by saying, I hope to see Jeff Ross again...Rico comes in and says " suppers ready babe" I smile and I get up but my stomach hurts like hell. I rub my stomach and say " just a cramp" Rico helps me up and we eat, I eat twice as much I usually would, and Rico isn't a very good cook, but I ate it???Rico says " we should go see if your pregnant" I shake my head and say " I can't be Because I never had sex without a rubber" he smiles and nods and says " sorry I should now you do things right" I nod and say " Rico I love you I really do" he nods and I say " I miss Jeff and Thomas and Selena and my mom and dad which, I can't even remember there names.." I trail off because my eyes are full of tears.

Rico nods his head and gets up and hugs me and says " we'll get out of here and well find Jeff I promise" I cry into his blue shirt. I really did miss Thomas but he wasn't who I missed I miss him but I don't.. So I went with Jeff....Rico said "you ok now?" I nod. He lets me go and says " ill go change my shirt" " I'll come" I smile.I up with him and I get a clean shirt. He kisses me and I drop the shirt.( this part is full of sexual contact sooo I warned you)I kiss him and I open my mouth and he moans and licks my mouth I rip his shirt off and he takes my shirt off. I take his pants off and he takes my off. He leads me over to the bed still kissing, he holds my elbow while dropping me on the bed. He gets on top of me and he kisses my bra and says " can I" I nod. He takes my bra off and sucks my nipples and rubs my boobs till they get hard. I get on-top of him and trail kisses down his stomach.I take his boxers off, and there's his 8 inch dick sticking up hard as a rock. I take my pants off and he gets onto of me and enters me I moan and it burns but the first 4 pumps rut but the rest feel good. After about 10 pumps it starts hurting. He takes his dick out. I roll over and he lays beside me. Where huffing and puffing trying to catch our breath. When I do I realize I might be pregnant.I sit up and say " RICO, you didn't use a rubber." His eyes widen, and he sits up and holds me. I'm puffing and trying to not cry. He kisses me and says " let it out babe". I cry and cry. He holds me. I say " you can change" he does and takes a shower. When he finishes I get up and put my bra and thong on and I go and take a shower. I finish and the council is downstairs. They say " we will see if she is pregnant and good job Rico" he nodded and turned to me and he rolled his eyes which made me smile. He smiled. I walk down and they bring the doctor in. We go upstairs. He takes my shirt and pulls it up. Rico comes up.

They do some funny things with my stomach and he takes Rico and talks to him. They council leave and Rico sits and puts his hands around his mouth and he sighs. " babe your pregnant" I nod and say " did you ask them about Jeff" he nodded and said " he lives down the street next to use" " can we go" he nods. We change into cloth. We drive there. We knock and he opens the door and he looks hot.( sorry for the short chapter, I have nothing else to right)

Jeff walked out he had l beautiful hair swishing to the side, Selena walked out and frowned at him. " Jeff married Selena?" I whisper to Rico. He nods, I smile at Jeff. He shakes my hand and says " long time" I nod and hug him and say " I still love you" that's when a toddler rushes out. Jeff says " taylor meet cici" I smile and say " hi" she runs behind Selena.I say " Jeff can me and Rico speak to you" Rico exactly knows what I'm talking about Jeff says " sure" we walk into a room and Rico explains everything, well not the sex part. Jeff says " you ok taylor" " no I'm not I wanna be with you Jeff I want this child to be yours" he sighs and rubs his chin. His eyes water and he kisses me. I kiss him back and we pull away. Jeff says " I can't believe you married Rico" I say " what about Thomas anybody know anything about where and what's he doing?" Jeff shakes his head. I nod and say " who wants to take a trip back home" they nod

Dear diary- I feel horrible since I started being pregnant.I act different now Rico is worried because its almost up,( meaning that I'm having the child soon) I really want Jeff to have the kid but he's not the dad. I can't Believe that I'm pregnant I'm only 587 years old. Human years 7... Lol.Then I hear Rico coming up I tuck the note book under but he sees it and reads the last caption. He smiles. Kisses me and says " suppers ready" I go down and eat. Rico says " we need to come up with names, for a Boy and girl got any suggestions" I nod and say " I was thinking for a girl, Samantha mabey and you choose the boy" he says " how about Ty" I smile and say " that's beautiful babe" he holds my hand and says " it's going to be ok I promise" I smile and finish my food, and get a second serving. I'm finished so I change into Pjs and watch tv. I don't have a baby pump its wearied probably a vampire thing. I watch tv but half throw the movie my stomach hurts I get up and water runs down my leg I say " RICO" he rushes down and says " ok let's go" he go to the council and they get a nurse to help.( this is all about birth soo ya if you read the sex part you can read this)I'm in labour and I moan and Rico holds my hand the nurse checks my Regina and smiles and says " almost there" my stomach is hurting, I moan and groan. Rico says " it's ok babe" I try to speak but I hurt to much so I nod. She checks again and says " time to push" I put my legs up and she says push, I push and I push about 12 times then I hear a cry, she says " a little boy" I'm catching my breath. Jeff says " our baby Ty" I smile. They clean me up and I sleep. I awake with Rico sleeping beside me on a chair. I smile and a nurse walks in and I say " how am I, when can I go?" " you may go tomorrow and lets awake Rico" I smile and nod. I tap Rico on the cheek and he awakes and says " hey babe hoe you feeling" I nod and say " how long have I been sleeping" " 2 days " my eyes widen and he says " we didn't know if you were going to wake up" I laugh and lay back down and say " I miss Jeff already" he says " he came to visit ill call him to tell him that awoke" I nod and sleep.