I Dont Want To Love by Nyree (inspirational books to read TXT) 📕

has a 4.0 grade point average and thats pritty inpresive.If he keeps it up then he could probubly get into any college in the world.When him and his friends come and sit with me i normally get my stuff and sit at there use to be table.But lately he started getting the hint that i kinda want to be left alone.When i het back to my apartment flow reads me the riat act.Even though shes not there visibly.she's some how still here and waching or around,i sometimes think maybe she's soewhere in the air vents or ducts just watching.


chapter 6: Info


After school finally.Weeks have past,maybe 40 or more i really haven't been keeping track.Since you only have 4 quarters and each quater is 10 weeks then i guess less than 40 weeks maybe 30 or less because i have alittle bit more school to go.The thing about living in a dark and dank place is that it gets dark lot quicker sometimes.the sun pokes it's head out every now and then but it's mostly cold,wet and cloudy.

I sometimes hate walking home by my self.since flow caught a cold she stays home and eats plenty of soup,watches her soaps and gets plenty of rest.I try and do all the majic stuff without her but i can only do the best i can without setting the place a fire.But i know when to stop when i see a spark turn into almost an actuall fire.But when flow wakes up i bet you se won't be happy.I kinda brought darren to my house.well actually he walked me home,normally i can take care of my self ecept for tonight.

I was walking home and i thaught i was hearing feet walk right behind me.I didn't turn around i see those scarey movies when people turn around and ask whos there.then keep walking.yeah i may not be that smart but i'm not stupid.i just started walking faster and then cut into an alie.yeash yeah i know thats one thing you don't do but comeon i new i could take hiss lame ass.A little incantation hear a little spell there and i go home freely.But this guy was different when i turned around.

He was tall amost 6 feet high.Eyes that could peirce through you're soul and rip it out painfully.We staered at me with his dark glassy eyes!!tilted his head from left to right examinig me.Hsiad in a dark deep voice " i want youre mony".Well then MR.i guess you're gunna have to take them from me."fine i will die bitch".Yeah try it pal,with the power or shemo i camand thi go give me the power of strength.For those who don't know whay i just said was an incantation.That went wrong.Remember when i said that i practiced my spells even though flow was sick yeah i kina lied about that.I did some spells bu the ones i already mastered.

The only way i would have know that the spell didn't work was when the dude was kicking my butt with no ease what so ever.I punched him the the gut,stomach,rib and face and didn't een leave a scratch.When i finally knew that i was going to lose i decided to take a cheep shot.Aka the down below area.since the first time did a little but i just kept kicking till he was down on the ground holding his croch.Iran about 2 steps then tripped well i really didn't trip the dude grabed my ankle and started beating me.The first couple punches hurt like a hammer beating me face in till all the bones in my face turned to dust.

But then the pain started to turn to numb tingles.But as i was fadeing out,i saw a shadow running towards me and the strange man.I felt the weight of the mans fist and weight lift off me.As i was trying to come to the guy who was beating my face in had his face beaten in.the man who was helping me took me and draged me to the swirly slide in t park.As i tryed to wake me self up.I was lookeing around for some form of the man who was crazy,he was gone i raised my self up and saw the man,the man who saved my life.The man was Darren.He was searching through the bag trying to find a wash cloth or papper towel.When he found a papper towel he took the bottle of poroxide and dabbed my face lightly.

He said in the sweetest voice are you okay??He tryed to give some water but i couldn't drink it.I answered his question with kind of a half smile and said yeah i feel great like i ran into a wall 3 or 70 times.He chuckeled and said even in pain you still have that wonderfull sense of hummor.I think the guy is gone now Fara.where you're house ??? it's just down the street can we just go to you're house Darren i said with a struggle.Well can you gain enough strenghtto walk 20 blooks down that street? he siad whit a little chuckle.

NO Fara lets go we have to get you to a safe place and since you're is the closest.Okay can you carrey me.Yeah i carried you to the park that was 10 feet away with all the groceries.Oay don't show of you're jock muscle just yet.Okay,lets go.I tryed to put the rest of my energy to getting to my apartment.Just take a left down this street.okay,are you okay any pain any where? if there is then i can take you to the hospital.

NO,no hospitals i'm fine a little chicken noddle soup and it will go away.Okay,you know something Fara. What darren? You live in a terrible neighborhood.I snickered a little bit then gasped for air,yeah i know this was the only place i could get a cheep apartment.This is it,i'll do the rest.yo can go now Darren! no can you even walk? yeah,just let me goooooo........He let me go and i landed on my side a rush of pain like a thousand sharp needles peirceing through my skin.Darren rush to my side and help suport my back and side.I told him to take the elavatore to floor 13 and go to room 1226.Okay lets go.

The guy at the front desk looked at me and him but mainly my bloody swolen face and he just snickered.Darren tryed not to pay any attention to the owner of the hotel and just tryed to help me.We got in the elevatore and he put me down on the floor gentley.He gave me another sip of water and thi time i drank almost all of it this time.The doors of the elavatore opened and he picked me up agian.as i was looking around for the door number i saw one of the wall clocks.The time said it was 10:14 p.m.i coldn't belive the time.I remember when it was 6:45 now 10 something.

Okay this is it,room 1226.OOOOHHHHH OHHHH !!!!!!,I said with a violent pain.ARE YOU OKAY,a scared pain in his voice sounded when he said that.Yeah,Yeah i'm okay i just have to lie down.Okaaaayyyy...His voice trailed off.wow you're place is awsome.thanks the couch is right there.Flow are you okay ?who's flow?? remember that bat that everyonewas freaking out about at school?? yeah i remember you were the only one who wasn't.Well thats myyy.I started to choke the word out.Then he lyed me down.

I started to nod off after a little while but i kept wakeing up to feel little light dabs of something on my face.But each time i saw his nice beautiful smile looking at me with a litttle bit of worry on his face.after the 5th or 6th touch i passed out.And i started to dream,bu this dream way different.Instead of me and Darren in the park just hanging out studying for one of ourm other finals.Flow was there,reading me the riet act on how Darren is at the apartment and how i was so reckless by not practicing new spells.After she read me the riet act she started working me hard as don't know what on the spells i should have practiced.

After about 40 spells worth of practicing,i started to wake up.but i didn't wake up on my own.If the dream was wonderful i probubly would have stayed asleep to dream my life away.But if it wasn't for that loud "BEEP BEEP BEEP".I was kind of afraid to wake up because i didn't know what the beeps was and who was there.But suddenly the bbets stopped and i felt something put something cold on my face.At first it was very cold but then it started to feel really good.

I opened my eyes and looked up and saw Darren looking straight at me with a smile on his face.Then a sigh of relief.wakey wakey sleepy head,do feel any better.At first i was wonderig what he was talking about but till i felt alot of pain ruch to my face and the rest of my body.Hey hey hey take it easy fara you're still pritty beat up.lie back down and breath.Thanks Darren i haven't had this much care since my grandmother past away.No problem fara,i love to help.what time is it?

well it's 6:30 pm on a sunday.you've been asleep for about 2 days.so you staye hear almost all weekend.yeah i wanted to make sure you were okay and i wanted to see you wake up.okay so since you were asleep for 2 days,are you hungry.A little bit can you get me some cereal please.Sure,what ever you want. were are you're bowls and spoons?The bowls are in the second cabinat on the right and the spoons are in the first bottom drawer.

OOOOHHHHH OHHHH!!! What what,are you okay fara.yeah i just need some aspring in my bag.sure where is your bag?My bag is in the bathroom in the cabinet of the third shelf.I have one question? what is that Darren.If you asprin is on the third shelf then why put it into a bag.To seporate some of my meds.Can you just get me some please sure hears you're bowl of cereal anyou're pills are comeing up.Thank you.

when i saw that Darren left the room i started to say a spell that could help anyone.As i was saying the word flow just randomly popped in the room.aww so now you do some form of practicing.But as flow was talking darren walked in the room and just starred at me and flow for a good 5 minutes.All i could think was that " the cats out of the bag".Fara i think you need to tell young master Darren what going on hear now.

wate,what,who,how??? he said with a shocked expresion on his face.Darren i know you have many question but i can answer them the best i can okay.okay Fara lets start with what?okay you allready kinda know what.well for staters Flow is a bat like i explained before and she doesn't die no matter what happens to her and yes you can she can talk.thats what happens when you've been around for a few thousand years young master Darren.you know flow you can just talk to him normaly.