I Don't Want To Love 2 : Don't Give up On Me by Nyree (reading diary txt) 📕

Chapter 1 : Lets Do This


Last time in i don't want to live.I started to eat the shaved ice first.I could tell that Darren was finished with the chapter he was reading because he pulled me closer to him.I felt his cool touch on my skin instantly.I shiverd a little bit but i adapted to it.I felt nice to cool off on a hot summery day.Me andDarre stayed at the park for about an hour and a half just talking.Fara i have something to ask you.What is it Darren?Well Faraganda Illan mackavie.

I love you with all my heart and i want t spend the rest of my life with you.Would you do me the honors of bein my wife,will you marry me?Yeah he said the words every girl loves to hear "Will you Marry Me ?".That was my wish,i wished tat one day Darren would ake me to marry him.But something or someone always ruiens good moments.

But this was definitely a something.It fell fro the sky and landead in the water.I't arose from the water and pionted a large blaster at me.Fara whats going on?

It's happening again.I think this is another person sent by the witches to kill you Fara.Really i would haven ever guessed.That Darren,what gave you the hint.The giant guy pointing a blaster at me.Fara move slowly towards me.I can get out of this on the count of 3 you run and i teleaport okay.Wait before you two move can you give me a few minutes,my gear is stuck.Yeah the random dude in a costume is asking the person he's pointing a huge blaster at to not leave.Me and Daren jumed up to the top of the mechine and stared at it for a few minutes till it realized that we were watching it.What are you to doing up hear?Well i wanted see whats in the suit and he just followed me.

Are you Faraganda Mackavie? Yes i am,are you hear to try and kill me like the rest.No i'm hear to give you this package.Who's the package from?It doesn't have a sender just you're name.What kind of delivery person are you? I'm the other world delivery services.Okay,where do i sighn.Right there on the dotted line.I sighned for the package and it started to move.Then the box growled,it flew up in the air and spun a huge circle above me.It opened and there was an invisable wall around me.I was traped in the circle,the box fell to the ground and the circle widened around both of us.The box turned black and started to morf into something.

I think it was the form of a man.Faraganda it yelled in a deep voice.I have been sent by the witches to do the task of takeing you're life.So you're hear to kill me? Yes i am,would you like you're death to be painfull and slow or qiuck and painless.

I choose neither,i looked behind me and looked at darren with a loveing smile.But if i do can we make it quick and painless.I turned around to Darren and looked at him again.I told him i loved him with all my heart.The battle will begin in 3,2,1.A bell rang and i felt pritty confident about fighting this thing.I was just like a kick boxing match minus the kick boxing.It grabbed me from time to time and smashed me against the barrier surrounding us.All i could hear and heal was Darren beating he wall harder and harder.I could tell the wall was connected to him because every tie Darren would hit it he looked weak.Darren keep hitting the wall.Darren hit the wall more and harder with every punch.The man grabbed my neck and started to squeeze it harder and harder.You faught me back so you're death will be slow and painfull.I gapsed for air but all their was,was nothing.I could feel my throat toching the opposite side of it.All of my oxygen was beig cut off,i started to black in and out but i held on.

I heard this loud noise on the outside of the barrier.It was like someone was sreaming but at a louder and high pitched sound.I looked around and saw the the wall starting to shatter.I man squeeze my tighter,till the wall broke.Darren jumps o the mans back and startes ripping himpeice from peice.I blacked out.Fara,Fara honey wake up.Don't die on me now,i need you.I felt him touch my face but i couldn't get to strenght to come back to life.I started to move closer and closer towards the light.I felt a force of air into my lungs.My heart tried to pump the air in my lungs but nothing.He kept on doing the heimlich maneuver.

My heart started to pump again and i felt air enter my lungs once more.I started to wake up and breath again.I opened my eyes and looked at him.Oh thank god,don't ever do that to me again Fara.I smiled a little bit at Darrens panicked expression on his face.I geuss i now know what youu're power is.he smiled at me,then kissed my forehead.Well you know you still didn't answer my question.Yeah i did,wait what question?Will you marry me?Can i answer that question when my head isn't throbbing and i actually understand whats going on.Sure,let me take you home.He picked me up and gave me a kiss.I was happy to go ome and take a nap because i knew that i'm going to wake up and that i'm going to wake up to see his face once more.To meit seemed like th heat skyrocketed.It went from about 95 degrees to 110 degrees,well thats how it felt to me.

I started to wake up and Darren was stareing out of the window.Can't sleep.No not really it's to hot,what are you looking at?Nothing just thinking about things.How long have i been asleep.I don't know maybe about five hours.What happened in the past six or seven hours.Well you were fighting this thing in side a barrier.This guy was chokeing the life out of you and i screamed to brake the barrier.Buy the time i got to you past out from lack of air.You scared me Fara.So is that what you're thinking about.Yeah pritty much.Darren 'm sorry to put you threw all of tis pain and torture like this.If i could chang anything i would.

Listen Fara the first time i met you i knew that you were a person with problems and a back story.And i have stuck with you this long right.Well yeah you have.So that should tell you know that i love you more than life it's self and i will fight for you till the day i die.Yes Darren,Yes.What do you mean yes.Well tink about what i'm saying yes to.I'll give you 30 seconds if you guess within the 30 seconds i'll give you a prize.If you don't guess within the 30 seconds i'll give a prize as well but that prize will be a little less awsome.The clock starts now!!!He stood thee looking at me with a puzzeled look on his face.He looked at me and his eyes started to widen with happiness.I noded to him an the next thing i knew was me being swung around in his arms.


Chapter 2 : Why Is She Hear


Fara you make me he happiest man in the world right now.And you make me feel like the most happiest women in the world evfery day of my life.So do i get my prize now?Well you did guess before the the 30 seconds ended so i guess you deserve a treat.I started to kiss him once then twice.I just kept on kissing him till he finally fell down on the bed.I sterted to kiss him more and more.I unbuttoned his his shirt and felt his hard chizzeled chest touch the bottom of my palms.

Fara please stop,i know what you wanna do and i can't risk hurting you.What do you mean by hurting me?I mean i don't think i can have relation with you without sinkng my teeth deep in youre jugular and draining you of all you're blood.Well i see you didn't leave out any details.But can we at least try an get to that part.No we can't,not until i know i can control myself.I think you can.Do you want you're present or not.I kissed him again and continued kissing.I kept on feeling his chest and then i kissed him on his neck.I kissed him harder and harder with more compation.He started to touch me as i was touching him.He held me tight in his arms and shifted me from on top of him to me being underneath him.He took my shirt off and i helped him get his pants off him.That slightly cool touch turned to an extremely told touch.

After a few minutes things got X rated.The feel him was extraordinarily great.Lady's of you really want a bad boy date a vampire.Eeven though his body is almost freezing cold i was stil hot.He held me closer to his body and i lost my breath a few times.Happiness was right there and i loved every second of it.Around five in the morning we both just lied there staring at each other.So what are we going to do today Darren.Well i don't know,what do you want to do?I don't know,ho about we go see you family to day.I wanna laugh at you're brother rickey.I have you're ring at home anyway.Does you're family know about this.No not yet,but knowing Maddie she might have said something bye now.What time is it?It's about 8:00 a.m why?just wondering.I gato go i'll see you later okay.

Sure but where are you going?Sarah wants to talk to me abou something major.Okay tell her and everyone else i said hi.I'll see you later at you're house okay.

I lied there for a few minutes.thinking about what happened how i'm soon to spend the rest of my life with him.I kept on replaying the word will you marry me in my head over and over again.But the future Mrs.Welsh was playing more.Mrs.Faraganda Illane Welsh,it kind has a ring to it but not much.Darren came back around 11.Fara you didn't get out of bed yet.I took a shower and started to think about things.Don't you still want to go and see rickey freak out.Yeah but i kinda don't want to leave this room and besides it's to hot to move.Okay i'll lie with you then,how does that sound.Well that sounds pretty good.He pulled me closer to him and it felt nice.He kissed me on my forehead and said llove you.