I Don't Want To Love 2 : Don't Give up On Me by Nyree (reading diary txt) 📕

told me when we appear in the sun our true demonic form apears.He couldn't stress the words "DON'T LET THE SUN HIT YOU!!!!"Mathew had his arms out like he wanted me to hug him but i felt like we wasn't ready to go back their yet.I shook his hand goodbye.I got to the car before any part of the sun could touch me.I started to drive home.It looked like it was going to rain.

I drove home kinda slow like because i wasn't sure if i should tell Darren that i talked and saw mathew today or act like nothing happened.What a girl to do.I pulled into the driveway.Sophia was chaseing her sister around with a bright blue fall in her hand.I guess they were playing there fave game of zap ball.Zapp ball is a game the twins made up one day when that were board.

Sophia creats these electrical balls and trys to make her sister fall to the ground.Sapphire has to take her own sister down with the same electrical ball shes useing.It's fun seeing them running around.Darren was sitting on the steps watching them run around.He smiled as soon as he saw me driving up.He grabbed both of the kids in his arms.I ran to the kithen with fifteen bags in each arm.Darren walked in with one twin in each arm.He set them down on the ground.I wa welcomed home with two tiny hugs and a kiss.There warm skin pressed against mine.I kissed the tops of there heads.So what do you two want for lunch.I want oreo's and i want peanut butter cookie.How about luch first then you oreo's and a peanutbutter cookie.

How about a ham sandwich?No turkey.I got the sandwich Fara.Okay,i finished putting most of the food away.I know i can't really ever be tired but i felt like it.I went into the bed room to lie down for a few minutes.I turned on the t.v in our room.I just wanted to sit,rest and relax for a few minutes.I felt a gental touch on my sholder.Are you okay?Yeah kinda,try not to get mad but i talked to Mathew today.I stared at his face and watched it turn from happy to sad.Sad to angry.I touched his hand.He pulled away.He moved to the edge of the bed.I moved next to where he sat and rubbed his sholder to releave his tention.Can you say something please?He looked at me for a second or two.Why did you talk to him?Well he caught me at the mall and said hi to me.I didn't feel right ignoring him so i answered back.We went to go get coffee after you called me.We cought up on old times and also new.It wasn't anything.

I kissed him.Trust me.I won't let it get that far ever again.I herd on of the kids call both of our names once then twice.Whn i saw that he wasn't going to move i stood up and walked towards the door.He grabbed my arm.He stood up and put his hand the side of me face.I felt one of his fingers run across the side of my cheek.I stared at him and he stared back.To me looked at me like her could see my heat beat and see my soul all at once.He said the word "I do trust you but that guy,i never will." so softly.I understand the way you feel.Thia time a different voice called our names.He hugged me.You can go back to what you were doing i got this.

He vanished out of the room.I started to get board so i wwent to the living room.No one was their.I listened carefully for the sounds of someone or thing but there was nothing there.I walked outside and searched for sounds again.All i heard was the wind,birds chirping and the leaves on the trees.I walked back into the house and left two notes.One of the front door and one on the kitchen table.

The note said
"Guess you left or something,but don't worry
i just left to go for a walk
XOXO
be back soon".

I brought my house keys just in case.It was almost dark out.After a few minutes day turned to night.I started to see the moon rise over the horizon.I stopped and stared at it.I watched my skin turn a pale white color after the sun was in the middle of the sky,that's when i new it was time to go back home.I started to walk back home.I heard four feet hitting the ground behind me.I turned around to mae sure what i was hearing was real.I focused on the feet trailing behind me.I turned around and stared at the dark trees.I saw two violet blue colored eyes stareing dead at me.My eyes opened in shock at the creature.I mumbled the words "Werewolf".The wolf beared it's sharp white teeth at me.I beared my teeth and crouched in an attacking position.The wolf snareled and growled at me.I hissed back at the wolf.Something kept telling me "Don't even try it,just run".So that what i did i ran.I felt the strength in my legs build up.They it relased when i strted to run.

I heard it's feet hit the ground behind me.When it sounded like it was getting close to me i pushed harder.I ran into the house in a panick.Darren had his arms aound me a few seconds after i came in the door.It's okay Fara calm down.If i was still alive my heart probubly would have been beating it's way out of my chest by now.Do't worry honey it can't get in hear.I went towards the nearest window.The wolf paced back and forth around the house.What's keeping the wolf out?Wolfsbane.Wait that stuff actually woks.Yeah,when we started to hear the howling i put the flowers around the house.

I stared out the window at the wolf.It stopped in te front of the house.It watched me.Darren was watching the t.v.He tried to draw my attention away from the wolf but i couldn't keep my eyes off of it.It felt like i new it some how.The sun started to rise a little by little.Whe wolfs eyes went from a violet blue color to a light brown,Then light brown to a dark brown.It walked backwards.It howled at the sky and then ran off.Will you be at ease now.I smiled at the word ease.Yeah i think i'll be fine now.I sat there snuggeled in his arms watching what seemed like two minutes of t.v before the kids came in.It was saturday morning so that ment kids waking up a six a.m to watch saturday morning cartoons.I was glad to see some of my old faves

Like loney tooons,winx and monsterhigh.Saturday mornings is when we all really became a family.Darren and i cooked breakfast.We all sat down and talked.We didn't talk about life and people.We talke about random things like colors,old shows,animals,flowers.It was kinda fun.At noon we all kinda did our own thing.I cleaned the house,the twins cleaned there rooms.Darren sat at the table watching me move dance around with my ipod playing.

It was nice being home and not worring about anything.Not about a werewolf who wants to either harm me of my family for a few hours.Night fall began to fall,get it night fall.No you okay,i shell never use that joke again i guess.I just stared out the window after i put the twins to bed.

Stop stressing,your good as long as you have some on you and are in this house.I smiled at him a little bit.Then my attetion went back to the window.I saw the Violet blue eyes appear in the shadows again.They moved closer to the house,but stayed in the dark.I went outside and sat on the step.I watched it.It moved towards me.I was prepared for it to growl at me but it didn't.I moved side to side.Darren came out and sat behind me.Thw wolf started to growl and snarel as soon as he came out.As i sat there and watched it.I started to think about what did it look like in it's human form.

I heard his uneasy voice as he spoke.Sure what every you want.It was amost morning again but this time the wolf dissapeared before the sun could rise.I guess i'll go see mathew now.Now it's six in the morning,you don't want to wait.Mathew called me earlier and he said he really wanted to show me something.Darren went in the house and came back out with the bigest peice of wolfsbane he could find.He kissed my forehead and i kissed his cheek.I didn't want to drive the soul but i knew it probubly would have ment the world to him that i did.So i did just that.I took the stairs up to Mathews apartment.I knocked on the door.I heard a growl as i knocked and then a yell.Mathew,Mathew are you okay.I heard the growl and the scream once more.


I tapped the wall where i hid one of my spare keys.It fell from the bottom of the frame.I opened the door.My eyes opened in aw....


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Publication Date: 07-21-2011

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